tis is going 2 be a very long post
cause i did not manage 2 post 4 the last few days

had ulcers tt last for 2 wks
now recovering le as 1 of the ulcers had healed
those 2 wks were nightmare after nightmare
the stupid ulcers were getting bigger n bigger day after day
then it finally evolved until i cannot even open my mouth 2 speak
so i was online the whole day in case someone needs 2 tell me impt stuffs
last fri did not attend practice cause my mum wan me 2 stay at home n rest
but most importantly, i cannot speak so it will be very difficult 4 me 2 communicate with my frens on tt day
the medicine tt the doc prscribed was very bitter but i had 2 endure
the so call powder tt is supposed 2 put on my ulcers were ok
but i jumped n screamed after applying it cause it is very painful
can u imagine the torture i am enduring???

anyway, my ulcers are healing up so i dun care so much le
feel like going back 2 sch 2day cause juniors going 2 SCH 4 rehearsal
i wan 2 help them out but my mum dun agree n try 2 make me stay at home
so sian leh.......

now i am finding new songs 2 put on my blog tt suits the theme
my fav anime...tsubasa chronicles
now addicted 2 watching anime actually is addicted 2 watching anime since i started watching inuyasha...nice anime lor
i also watched digimon[i noe a lot of ppl will say i so big le still watch cartoon but digimon is also an anime lor]
now still loading naruto n bleach 2 watch cause super bored at home
i think i will continue 2 watch anime n maybe take up tis kind of course in poly
i super love 2 watch inuyasha n i am still left with the last 5 boxes 2 complete my full set
so my frens u all noe wat 2 get me 4 my bdae le...hehe
actually i dun mind not receiving any presents la cause i noe the vcds very ex
my sis is going 2 buy me 2 boxes 4 my bdae...i am so happy
now i am going 2 upload new songs 4 my blog le
will continue 2 blog at a ltr time

haizzz
really very bored leh
bored until dun feel like touching my guzheng at all
bored until dun feel like packing my table at all
bored until watched bleach also not interested
bored until dun even feel like playing com games
now cannot go out because my bus fare is adult de le starting from yesterday
my life now is only eat...sleep...watch video...play com games...help my bro or sis with their hw......so pathetic!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
even if i go online also nobody 2 chat with
belinda went 4 the jc 3 month thingy then gt hw so dun dare 2 disturb her
my other classmates r not so close 2 me so nothing 2 chat abt
then my juniors r sec 4 this yr n need 2 concentrate on their studies
i am so lonely :(

i am so bored until i even quarrel with my bro over the smallest thing tt u can ever think of
my mum dun even talk 2 me....haizz
dunno wat happen nowadays tt she always find a way 2 nag me
i noe tt she dun wan me 2 be stuck 2 the com all day but i gt nothing 2 do!!!!!!!!!
hope tt fri can quickly come so tt i can go out
i feel like being imprisoned at home!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

feeling very sad n sian 2day....
sad because i woke up late n gt scolding again
sian because it is raining n i am alone at home until my bro came back from sch
actually feel like packing my study table de
but the weather is so cooling tt i went 2 sleep again
then there were 2 phone calls after i went 2 sleep 4 like 1hr plus
1 was from my sis while the other 1 is from my mum
my sis did not bring umbrella 2 sch so i need 2 take umbrella 2 'fetch' her home
my sis called home n my bro answered the phone
he hung up the phone after answering my sis whether my mum is at home
then ltr my sis called my mum saying tt bro dun wan 2 bring her umbrella
so my mum called home n my bro answer the phone again
he shouted at me 2 wake me up n asked me 2 answer the phone
then i realized tt i need 2 rush 2 the sch busstop 2 bring my sis umbrella
my sis was damn pissed off because of my bro n shouted at him upon reaching home
went 2 bath after tt n watched yu le bai fen bai
watched tv until like 10pm then use the com....haizzz
can only use the com until at most 1am so tt i can go 2 sleep early
my mum was really strict tis time round maybe because scared i fall sick again
i am also feeling very tired nowadays......dunno y??
my com is still on 'icu' cause haven really sent 4 repair yet
then i found out tt i 4got 2 save 1 impt doc into my thumbdrive
haizzz....dunno wat am i doing nowadays
now i really hope tt i can get my com repaired n use it without doing any new settings
n with all my doc intact so tt i no need 2 quarrel with my sis n bro just 2 use the com
*dun think tt my house gt 3 com n we will not quarrel, my bro always use my sis or my com 2 play games because his com is the oldest 1 in the house n it is slow in speed
tts y i hope tt someone will be able 2 repair my com cause i wan 2 use it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

long time nv post because of my stupid com wont sign in 2 blogger...
will start posting from tue

tuesday 9/1
woke up quite late n gt scolded by my mum
ate a quick breakfast n help my mum with the painting
paint wat??? our studyroom, the only place tt haven been painted
we took almost 3hrs 2 finish painting although my mum did most of the painting
then watch tv n videos 4 the rest of the day
went online 2 chat with frens until 1am...lolz

wednesday 10/1
tried 2 wake up early 2day cause gt hospital appointment at 3.50pm
only eat curry puffs 4 breakfast then went online 4 a while
then ltr my dad drive me 2 the hospital
did not expect tt the wait will be so long tt i almost fell asleep
after waiting 4 like 1hr plus, dad had a stomachache n went 2 the washroom
so did not wait 4 him 2 come back n went into the room first when the nurse called me
everything was almost settled until my dad came in n the doc had 2 talk with my dad abt wat he had arranged 4 me abt going 2 the skin centre 2 get my face cured
my dad then started arguing with the doc saying tt he prescribed the cream can le
no need 2 go 2 the skin centre
i was so annoyed tt i blamed him 4 putting the doc in a difficult position
then he say he is not putting the doc in a difficult position n tt the doc was lazy n does not wan 2 do the job n say tt last time the other doc also gave me the samples 2 use
pls lor...a doc who did not study abt skin problems cannot prescribed the cream
moreover the cream tt i need 2 use is a controlled medicine n only specialist can prescribed
i really hate 2 hav my dad follow me 4 check-up
he always wan 2 quarrel with the doc n made me so pai seh
went home after buying the pancake from mr bean
n fried chicken from a hawker at pasir ris central

thursday 11/1
woke up at abt lunch time so just eat lunch n take my medicine
then went 2 my grandmother's house 2 bring back some cookies tt she baked yesterday
it was raining so heavily tt made me dun feel like going out at all
the bus was damn slow
waited 4 so long tt i gave up n took bus 3 2 pasir ris interchange 2 take bus 21
bus 21 was also damn slow lor
waited 4 like 1hr b4 the bus came n there were traffic jams on the way lor
i ended up reaching the busstop near my grandmother's house after 2hrs
bought fried carrot cake at the hawker centre n went straight 2 my grandmother's house
chat with my grandmother while eating the carrot cake
we chat 4 so long tt my grandfather came back from work le
then chat with them 4 a while more b4 i went home
i took bus 22 this time 2 tampines interchange
on the bus, 1 lao ah pek called me auntie n ask me 4 the time
i was so fed-up tt i dun feel like telling him at all
luckily someone from the back told me tt he had a bit of mental problem n dun take it 2 heart but i still feel very angry n think tt he dunno how 2 diffrentiate teenagers from aunties
then ltr at night, belinda was online n chat with me
although b4 tt i was already chatting with ys
i told wat i chat with ys abt n she was super angry
she was really very fed-up n i lent her a 'listening ear' in hope tt she will feel better
can tell tt she was really fed-up because her mom was also sick tt day...haizzz
did not really sleep tt night cause i was chatting with andrea also...hahaz
after belinda went offline, she continue 2 sms me
think she cannot sleep so i accompany her by replying her sms until i am left with a little bit of money left in my hi-card
gt scolding from my mum 4 being so noisy at night n think tt my hp no need money
haizzz....always gt scolding but i am not like my bro lor
use hp 2 contact his frens at home lor
i call my frens using the house phone lor
anyway went 2 sleep after watching yu le bai fen bai at abt 3am

friday 12/1
woke up late n gt scolded again cause i am going 2 my cousin's house
did not go back 2 sch cause qi hui not going as she was down with a flu
packed my stuffs n went out with my mum
bought my file along cause going 2 kovan 4 practice straight away
at my cousin's house, i played with her by putting her into her baby cot
she is so cute....but i nv bring my camera along
then stayed there until my another cousin came back from sch
received a call from belinda n meet her at heartland mall at 4pm
we went 2 the cc 2 hav a chat first because it is still too early 4 practice
she chat with me abt the gossips tt she n jh they all talked abt....haizzz
expected tt they will say me n jh again so i nv talk much abt this topic
then we went 2 mcd 2 hav our dinner
i ate until i was super full n dun feel like moving at all
we had sectional practice today cause not many ppl were present
i managed 2 familiarised f-major 4 the song within 1hr which i am very proud off
but i am still scared when the group practice come
ltr when we were abt 2 leave, ys called me n ask if we are going 4 supper
then i say we are going but ask her 2 rest at home cause she had fainted twice in the morning
in the end she came n our supper group was split into 2
me, belinda, bryan n shirley 1 gp...the rest in another gp
when we were going off, we asked yin xian 2 send ying sian home
because he say tt ying sian is her sister...lolz
chatted with bryan n liting on msn until 3am then went 2 sleep
of course gt scolding again because i always sleep so late

saturday 13/1
went 2 bugis with yumin 2 buy her guzheng strings
i also need 2 buy the jiao bu cause mine is finishing
then we went 2 bugis junction 2 buy something 2 eat
then take the mrt 2 simei 2 meet my mum n sis
did not buy anything cause my sis cannot find the file tt she need
went home after tt n ate dinner then went online again
tis time round i chat with qi hui
did not chat much cause she need 2 go offline
then ltr my stupid com cannot enter most of the internet sites which pissed me off
i shut down the com n watched tv until 2am then sleep

then 2day i woke up late again...hahaz
my mum told me my com gave out an exploding sound when my bro switch on the main switch 2 all the 3 coms in my studyroom
now my com is a gone case...haizz
using my sis com 2 blog from now on so maybe cannot tagged at any of my frens blog
cause tis com cannot view c-box....haizzzz
going 2 do some admin stuffs 2 my blog
will continue 2 blog tml

2day woke up quite early partly because of my dad's hp alarm...so loud n he did not bother 2 switch it off n continue 2 let it ring
i need 2 go see chinese physician 2day as i hav finished my medicine
went out right after my sis n bro went 2 sch
took bus 21 to the clinic then take it again 2 TTSH 2 get my bloodtest done

my mum did not noe which busstop 2 alight so she went 2 ask the driver n there is this very kpo uncle tt told my mum 2 alight at the busstop near the temple
which requires 2 climb uphill lor
thx 2 tt uncle, my leg was so damn pain n the weather was super hot lor
say wat the busstop there is the fastest way 2 get 2 the hospital building, only trying 2 break my leg lor, my leg were still sore from walking 4 long hrs yesterday lor...haizzz
not only this, i had 2 wait so long 2 get my bloodtest done
when my turn came, the nurse still takes her time 2 do the needle n stuff which made me angry lor n worse, inject the needle into my hand le still keep moving the needle which made me almost screamed out loud if i had not told her abt the pain

then ate lunch at the foodcourt at lvl 1 of the building
ate a plate of lemon chicken rice which was so nice but a bit ex
also bought 6 mini pancakes from Mr Bean
we bought 1 kaya, 1 peanut, 2 chocolate n 2 red bean flavours 4 our teabreak
arrived at white sands n went 2 buy the 2 litres bottle of ribena n tml breakfast
then reached home quickly went 2 bath because the weather is too hot 4 me 2 ta han n also i am feeling very sleepy so went 2 bath 2 freshen up myself

ltr received a call from qi hui asking me wat day am i going back 2 sch 4 juniors' cca practice
so i tell her maybe fri n i not wearing sch uni cause i will be going 2 kovan after tt
hope 2 see her soon...
cause cca open house tt day did not get 2 see her because she was sick

ate dinner at 6pm then start 2 help my sis with her a-maths hw although i only noe how 2 do some of the qns only...this is y i wan 2 start my studies again....i am freaking out
i cannot remember the things tt i had learn 4 my Os
want 2 hav a better memory so tt i can remember more things n not be so blur
going 2 paint the 1 n only place left which is my study room tml with my mum
hope tt i will be of help 2 her tml...hehe
too tired 2 write anymore things le............
will continue tml.......................

woke up at 10am 2day which was quite late lar
then ate my so call breakfast n watch tv
ltr went 2 TM in search of a puma bag tt my sis wan
i did not really wan 2 go out de but since my aunt n grandmother is coming with us 2 ikea ltr so i dun mind n follow them
however, i started 2 quarrel with my sis when my mum say my bro n i r slouching our back n not standing straight
she say tt i am already so short n can still slouch meh....this made me very angry cause i am standing quite straight le lor n ppl who plays instrument will be forced 2 sit up straight 1 lor
anyway, my mum bought me a fila shrit because my bro only choose 2 n minimum requirement is buy 3 shirts in order 2 hav the price of $10/shirt

after tt we went 2 take the shutter bus 2 ikea n wait 4 my aunt n grandmother there
they need 2 shop 4 new curtain pole n we help them 2 search
however, the pole was either too short or too long so they nv buy anything at all
mum actually wanted 2 buy a clock but she say tt it will be wasting time queueing up just 2 buy 1 clock cause there were many ppl there
my sis n i ltr looked at beds 4 we wanted 2 change our beds
we saw a double-decked one but we noe tt dad surely wont agree de so we really just looked at it n try out the height
i really like it very much lor but too bad cause mum say ikea things very easy spoil...true meh??? dunno lar......haizzz

after tt we went 2 changi airport 2 eat dinner
at first we wanted 2 eat at T1 but the food there doesnt look gd so we went 2 T2 which we realized ltr tt it was not only ex but not filling at all
we all regretted n wished tt we had eaten our dinner at swensens...haizzz
after tt, my grandmother gave me money 2 buy a new hp...yeah!!!!!!!!!!!!!
but i am still short of cash 2 buy my fav one......haizzz
however i am still happy tt my grandmother gave me money 2 buy a new hp

went home ltr 2 find out tt my stomach is very full n very uncomfortable due 2 the laksa n bu bu cha cha....i think i ate too much coconut food
feeling a bit better le but hoped tt i can recover soon
tml gt 2 go 4 blood test, wish tt my results will be gd :X

firstly, i will like 2 say sry if anyone felt tt i hav been impolite 2 them on my blog
did not blog on fri cause when i reached home it is already 12.30am!!!!!!!

did not really do anything special tt day cause not many ppl come
i was the first 2 reach kovan followed by 2 teachers(u all should noe who lar)
then went 2 print scores as instructed
when i went back 2 the badminton hall, some ppl were already tuning their instruments
then ys came n took charge of the scores so i went 2 the changing room 2 get the guzheng out 4 tuning n practice because tt song hav guzheng score(i was so happy cuase i did not gt much opportunity 2 perform with the co during the concert)
however, i did not realize tt the order of the scores in the master copy was changed until i went 2 take a copy of dizi score 4 belinda...
did not say anything abt it 2 anyone until during cca open house when i saw belinda
then she ask me 2 tell HIM abt it cause it was his score n he should noe
but dunno y i just dun wan 2 tell HIM abt it
i really very confused now n dunno wat 2 do
hoped tt i can sort it all out by tml

cca open house...
actually nothing much cause it is a event carried out every yr for sec 1s 2 choose their cca
i was in the room the whole time discussing abt some things with qi rong n ling le after their performance on stage n i can see tt they were really tired out from carrying so many guzhengs n the stands.
i was quite angry when they told me tt the only ones who were carrying all the stuffs down were the seniors n 1 or 2 juniors...haizzz
after so much scolding they still wont listen n help out
i dunno wat 2 do 4 now cause i am not going back until after i get my results
hope tt ys will be able 2 coach them until SYF
belinda came 2 my house 4 the second time
i can see tt she is quite cheerful then b4
hope 2 see her smile n laugh more often
a note 2 belinda: dun care abt wat tt person do or say...just ignore it

going 2 really practice f-major in order 2 play the song
i dun wan 2 ruin the beautiful song...
lets all jy bah.....

feeling very sian 2day...haizzz
went 2 northpoint shopping centre yesterday with my mum n my grandmother
my grandmother came 2 my house first n say tt my grandfather scolded me 4 not wanting 2 go 2 my grandma's house n can go 2 my grandmother's house very early 2 bake cookies
but wat do they noe abt our situation???haizz
my grandmother noe because my mum will tell her everything tt has happened 2 us regarding the 'go 2 my grandma's house topic'
then she will ask me 2 REN cause my dad is currently not working n is in a bad mood
but y must we always REN n just go 2 my grandma's house
every wkend he will keep asking us 2 go there
y cant she come here lor??
she gt car 2 sit leh...not asking her 2 take bus lor if my dad wans 2 use tt my grandma is old n she will be tired if she keep travelling
pls lar...if she can go 2 malaysia with my dad n uncle by car, she can ta han the short car travel from my her house(which is super near 2 white sands shopping) 2 our house lor
i just dun understand at all lor
now he only talk 2 my sis n bro
he did not even care abt talking 2 me n mum
cause we were the ones who always dun wan 2 go
he thinks tt if he is angry then i will giv in then he is wrong
i can be super stubborn if i wan 2 be at times
anyway i am stubborn because he is also a stubborn person

after tt stupid talk abt my dad, we set off 2 northpoint shopping centre
the journey was damn long n by the time we reached, we were already hungry
then we ate lunch at the foodcourt
the nasi briyani was nice but the rice a bit too much 4 me 2 finish
after tt we went 2 see the hps on sale
but i did not buy any of them because the models on sale were all not up 2 my interest
n the one tt i like most is $488 which was so ex lor
my grandmother say i cannot buy too ex de or else my sis n bro will complain not fair
haizzzz...y the hp i buy must also let my bro n sis agreeded 2 it then can buy???
like tt i gt no position as an elder sis at all
in the end my grandmother bought me 4 chocolate criossant 2 eat but i only eat 1
cause i gave them the other 3 as they like it very much

woke up at 11am 2day...which was quite late lar
my mum even came home from her 'meeting' with her 'members'...lolz
then ate a piece of cake tt my grandmother baked yesterday
it was so delicious...n after a while i ate a bowl of bee hoon soup 4 lunch
did nothing as usual...read the newspapers 2 see if there r any jobs avaliable 4 me
found 2 but dunno they wan 2 hire me anot
cause i getting my results soon n because of my face
4 ur info, my face haven recover yet, the dry skin is getting evn more dry tt made my face look like volcano going 2 erupt soon...haizzz
belinda yesterday told me tt she ren wu ke ren already because of ys
then she told andy abt not wanting 2 help out with the scores anymore
n also told me the bad things tt ys say abt me
i actually dun care lor but i dunno y i can ren her but not with the 'someone'
anyway tts not important
the important part is i actually told andrea the whole thing n she is trying 2 make belinda n ys resolve their conflict n become frens again
my big mouth 4 asking her abt wat she planning 2 do 2 help them...haizz
(i dun mean anything u noe, just dun wan any more misunderstanding among frens)

going 2 kovan tml
n ys told me 2 go search 4 the guzheng which has the new strings inside
how i wish someone will go with me........
but nvm, its better 2 search 4 something alone than with a lot of ppl
hope tt tml will be a better day 4 me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

finally...its new yr le
long time nv post le so this post is going 2 be very long..haha

29/12/2006
wake up quite late in the morning i think??
gt 2 go 2 kovan early 4 practice because the next day is concert le
use the com 4 like 2hrs 2 chat with a few frens
ltr received a sms from tt bryan saying tt he gt lesson until 4.30pm
n tt he may be late 4 practice....arrrgggg
so i dun care him n went out early 2 catch the bus
dunno wat is wrong on tt day
i saw the bus driving away from the busstop when i reached the traffic light
then waited at the busstop 4 like abt 1hr
ltr on the bus, bryan called me... so pissed off le tt time cause i will be late
he told me tt he reached kovan liao!!!!!!!!!!
i was like abt 2 explode but i hold back n asked him 2 meet me at mcd cause at tt time,
the bus just reached the busstop b4 the new ikea building...
the bus was damn slow tt day
reached kovan at abt 5 plus n bryan waited 4 me at the busstop which scares me off
he like ghost like tt suddenly appear
needless 2 say, he can be quite naggy sometimes until i wonder if he is supposed 2 be born a girl??
no offence here... i was wondering tt because he can play the guzheng very well lor
i will admit tt i lose 2 him sometimes due 2 the fact tt i long time nv practice le...haizz
ltr during practice, a lot of ppl came late n new faces showed up
luckily they came but it also mean tt i cannot play percusion but i dun feel terrible at all
cause i can rest...but also too long as i only play one song..so pathetic right??
went 2 eat supper with li ting they all then go home 2 rest 4 the big day

30/12/2006
the big day arrived.....
woke up early 2day as i wan 2 freshen up myself n prepare the things i need 2 bring
packed everything quite fast n went out at 1pm 2 meet belinda n bryan
after meeting them, they went 2 buy sweets(tt they eat during childhood times)
i did not say anything n went 2 the opp busstop 2 catch the bus
on the bus, they were talking abt how nice the baby food taste....
i cannot stand it so i just listen until they say they wan 2 buy baby biscuit 2 eat!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i asked them y they wan 2 eat n they just plainly answer tt it is nice...haizzz
cannot blame them 4 both of them hav dog as pets
however they buy the biscuit until dinnertime
li ting was late cause she overslept but cannot blame her because she was too tired lar
i was so bored during the rehearsal as i only need 2 play 1 song which is the 2nd piece
n i hav 2 sit there with bryan until the whole concert ends
luckily i hav something 2 do...which is cutting up the new list of ppl 2 slot into the booklet
then andy say tt i am a dangerous person cause the way i using the paper cutter is like chopping off someone's head...hahaha
cannot say like tt lor...the blade of the paper cutter is not tt sharp lor so must hav fast action 2 cut the papers lor...haizzz
ltr dinnertime arrived, we ate fried rice n i quickily went 2 change 2 my long sleeves shirt n shoes which made me feel very warm after wearing it n walking abt
within mins everyone assembled on stage 2 wait...waited 4 like so long then dc say mp will only reach there at 8pm n zhou lao shi asked us 2 go backstage n wait
however we went out 2 talk n waited until its time 4 everyone 2 assemble
on stage tt time, i dun dare 2 look at the audience which i also dunno y???
i kept listening 2 wat andy is talking 2 belinda...haizzz
afterall the mp speech is so long n i am bored
i finally look at the audience n straight away saw my relatives, mum n sis
dunno wat my sis say 2 my relatives but most probably abt bryan de
now i wan 2 clarify tt i treat bryan like my younger brother lor
haiyo...pls lar...bryan is younger than me lor...dun anyhow think can anot
me, belinda n bryan r like siblings like tt lor
anyway, back 2 the main topic
the concert was quite a successful one n none of us expected audience would wan encore
however none of us noe wat 2 play n zhou lao shi decided 2 play hua hao yue yuan again
this time de was super fast lor...dunno wat happened lar
after tt, we went 4 supper at mcd n talked abt some admin stuffs
after tt we all went home

31/12/2006
2day woke up very late
dunno y i dun feel like waking up at all
i think i am too tired out after the concert
so i woke up 2 eat my breakfast cun lunch then use the com
then my phone rang, li ting called
she wan 2 practice yi zu wu qu on yang qin
so i photocopy a copy 4 her n went downstairs 2 meet her
i was surprised tt she actually arrived b4 i went down
we chatted 4 a while then went back home n continue 2 sleep
after i wake up, everyone was waiting 2 see if i wan 2 go 2 my grandma's house
i became angry n shouted tt how come everytime ask me cause i am still in quite a bad mood
then sis also became angry n shouted dun go lar
it was at this time my dad gt angry also n say tt he was disappointed with us
n say tt my mum dunno how 2 teach us, teach us until we dunno how 2 respect our elders
pls lor, it was not mum's fault at all lor
if he really wan 2 blame come n blame me lar
fancy being scolded on new yr's eve
i was so angry tt i did not even bother 2 talk 2 him
n my mum brought us out 4 dinner
i dun think it is fair 2 my mum tt she gt scolded like tt lor
he always noe how 2 respect his mother but nv even visited my grandmother lor
the only person he ever think of is his mother then wat abt mum,
i will really totally not going 2 talk 2 him until he noe tt he is in the wrong
if not i am going 2 point out all the things tt he ever think of
he already drive grandma 2 work every morning
then on weekends drive my grandma 2 the market
he see her everyday lor, n he always say grandma very dote on me n my siblings
tt was always his line everytime i try 2 run away from going 2 my grandma's house
maybe saying it this way is i am very unfilial but think of my stand lor
if i go there i will hav nothing 2 do
grandma will not evenn talk 2 me lor
wan me 2 sit there n become statue izzit???
n then he always drive my grandma out 2 market all tt lor
if grandma really wan 2 see us, she can just ask dad 2 drive her here lor
y must she always expect us 2 go n she cannot come
my grandmother even take bus here 2 see us lor

1/1/2007
new yr's day
dad woke up early n went out...i am still boiling over the matter lor
mum say dad went out early n i dun care abt it at all
ltr we went 2 watch deathnote: the last name with my aunt
it was a nice show n after the show we meet up with my mum n went 2 the new courts building
waited 4 quite long n was in a bad mood again..also dunno y?? haizzzz
then this little boy kept running in n out of the long queue n kept bumping into me
i almost feel like beating him up lor...haizzz
then i started flaring up over small little things which made mu mum pissed off
i am really sry lor...i dun even noe how i gt this temper
at courts, we went 2 look at the hp on display
all not nice de models or else too ex 4 me 2 buy...haizzz
walk in the building 4 not more than half an hour n walked out 2 the busstop
did not even walk into the ikea building n went home like tt after waiting 4 tt stupid shutter bus 4 like dunno how long n just go home
took bus 81 which requires 2 walk a long way down the road
i dun care cause i am not going 2 wait 4 tt stupid bus 58 which took so long 2 come
we decided 2 eat at central b4 going home
on the way home from dinner, mum say ltr dad thinks tt we went 2 grandmother's house
then sis say:" we went 2 respect our elders wat!!!" which made me laugh
when we reached home, dad still show us attitude but this time 2 mum n me
i dun care cause i am also in a bad mood

finally, 2day stayed at home cause tml sch reopen le
mum wan sis n bro 2 rest so nv go out
feeling quite bored esp.with my stupid com operating at such a slow speed
so i keep playing games until it is time 4 meals
dad also went out early 2day n came home at around noon
still dun wan 2 talk 2 me so i dun bother 2 talk 2 him at all
dunno how long this is going 2 lasts n i dun care
i can just go n see doc with mum n take half of the medicine first so tt no need pay so much
but mum say she dun agree with it
n i think also because bro is going 2 be alone at home until sis come back home
anyway, nv plan so far ahead yet so just let nature takes its course on this matter
n it is late le so i going 2 sleep liao
will blog again tml..haha
lastly HAPPY NEW YEAR 2 everyone!!!!!!!!!!!