i have decided to blog smth as i m super stressed up with my proj as none of my functions r working!!!!!
for the past few wks i hav been trying to code but hav failed as the results 2day hav shown it
i m totally losing my determination to finish it le
but my frens encouragement gave me strength to continue n i dun wan to let my team mates down
i m gg to try coding again tml morning!!!
tts all for now... JIA YOU to myself!!!!

how time flies....
so fast my 2 wks of term break gg to over le
nv really study at all lor
even proj i also stuck le
dun even noe how to handle the quizes coming up
haizzzz

was having probs with my desktop these few days
then using laptop a bit lag
how i wish i can get a new com!!!!
gg to hav my ibm cert test on thurs
hope tt i can pass n get the cert
now i m reading the super thick stack of notes
dunno can finish reading anot
haizzz
but i will giv my best shot!!!!
gg to chiong assignments n proj on thurs n fri
hope tt we can finish eveything within these 2 days

looks like spider webs are very thick on my blog le
cant rmb when i last blog... hahaz

now already yr 3 le so dun hav much time to blog...
or should i say no mood to blog in sch even though i gt nth to do
was facebook-ing during breaks... can see how no life yr 3s can get when they gt too many breaks.. hahaz

after tml de change management presentation
i will be off for term break..... yeah!!!!!
however b4 tt, i still gt badminton session with my classmates
cant wait for tml to come!!!!!
lets have fun thrashing each other tml!!!!!!

hol assignments:
- finance assignment 1
- project
- e-commerce cms assignment
- study for quizzes!!!!

went to chris house just now
found out tt she actaully has a lot of soft toy
even gt a very ancient bunny
then gt 3 bags of toys were caught by herself n her kor
her kor really very nice to her
will help her catch any toy she wan

went to arcade to play the drum again
play until my thumb gt blister.... sadded
then went to eat chicken rice at the mr chicken rice at e hub
aft tt i walk home from e hub cause i lazy to wait for bus 3
then play o2 mania for a while n went to sleep aft tt

went to sch in the morning
had OS revision lecture then SWENG revision lecture
aft tt went to cpf building to get my mum's singpass pwd
y??? because stupid me anyhow press press then press the reset button
then realise tt it takes 4 days for them to send the new pwd
so rush down to get the pwd so tt i can print my mum de cpf statement
tml gg to see doc so gg to go hospital early to take bloodtest n see the social worker see if i can get some financial help because my medicine too ex le
haizz... hope tt i can stop eating these medicine soon....
gg to sleep early tonight..... =)

now is like the next day le
but still dun feel like sleeping even though i need to go n see the chi doc at 10am
n even when i n actually very sleepy le

this morning almost cant wake up
then when i go out to wait for bus 3 quite a while le then realize tt i forgot to bring my admin card so blur sotong me rush all the way home to get it
gt scolding from mum as usual for being so sotong
lucky nv miss the bus

then during the revision lec was a torture because my specs broke yesterday
i mean thurs!!!
so i was wearing the old one which is nt very clear to look at the screen
chris acc me to TTSH to get my specs fixed n my medisave form done
she is really my da jie la.... thx so much =)
with her ard, my probs will be solved
aft tt went to NYNY to eat the salad n cheese fondue
then go to esplanade for the show
totally no mood at all n i m super sure i m pissed off tt day
chris was at the concourse the whole time while i was in the dressing rm
listening to the nonsense they were toking
they really very loud lor!!!! like amplifier like tt
out to break my ear drum la!!!!!
then nvm.... ask for things also show annoyed look.... wth la
i m nt ur servant lor!!!!!
aft tt we took the instruments back to cc on our own
luckily conductor n his sis help or else i dunno how me n chris are gg to finish carrying the instruments back into the rm

then 2day went down to pack scores while chris did paper work
air con still nt fixed... haizzzz
packed until 10pm then finally sort all the songs according to the names
then ate supper then home
gg to sleep aft i check out facebook.....

after tt super emo post previously......
i took another long break b4 i post smth

last wk was a damn hell of a wk
i totally cant focus at all
CNY eve:
went to granma house hav reunion dinner
had steamboat with my relatives
CNY day 1:
went to relative house(mum side de) then grandma house
b4 turning up at uncle house(dad bro) to hav another round of steamboat dinner
but it was nt nice at all cause he pour plain water instead of soup.....
CNY day 2:
went to my great grandma house
brought my laptop over to do proj coding
end up dunno how to do n laptop hang on me
so nv do aft tt n went to watch tv

after tt need to go to sch for lessons
then chiong coding again
very dui bu qi bryan though
he help me a lot with my coding then end up only doing a bit for himself
then he still worried tt i will get shoot by tcher until very serious tt i cant take it
lucky tcher very nice... even though i cant show any of my ui
he still let me hav time to show him at least one function aft the presentation(on tue)
really thank bryan alot for helping me with the coding

now tt proj is over...
i head over to esplanade on the same day at ard 7pm to watch my music director's show at the concourse
watch all the way until the end of the second show
then hav supper with him, his pianist n bf, chris n joanna
then aft tt me, chris n joanna went to fulleton hotel to use their washrm
n aft tt wait for cab to go home.....
had been cabing quite often this wk....
gg low on cash le......
must control liao.... cannot anyhow take cab unless it is a must

its now already almost 2am in the morning
2day was a chiong day also.....
went to cc get instru then cab down to esplanade with the instru for the show
then find tt they played very weirdly for one of the song
haiya... dunno la
then a lot of things happen... dun feel like mentioning it
too tired to do so
went to mac at marina square to eat supper
then cab home
now gg to sleep le
as promise to chris.... i will write the 25 things on my facebook tml
or should i say ltr 2day... hahaz
XDXDXD

totally no mood to do anything at all 2day
aft i hav taken my FTT, i was totally depressed
even gt scolded by my mum for nt studying then end up failing... haizzz
but aft tt she ok le then still help me find shoe for my presentation
but end up with nth cause is either dun hav my size or very uncomfortable
went in to espirit?? to look at wallet....
then there is this irratating boy who shifted all the handbags to the upper shelf just to make space for himself to sit on the lower shelf
i was like.. hello the shelf is nt meant for u to sit on lor boy boy!!!!
really feel like teeling him tt la...
cant even look at the handbags properly because of wat he did
then saw this wallet tt i quite like it but did nt buy cause my billabong wallet nt really tt spoilt for me to get a new wallet but the price is quite ok... $35??

aft tt went to see the chi physian
i think he also dunno how to treat me le
he was shaking his head so frequently when prescribing the medicine
i think i m the most problematic patient tt he ever met... hahaz
still can laugh?? of course la or else cry n be depressed meh??
then gt msg from bryan.... expected scenerio...
need to bring out my laptop to do proj so tt i can submit it to him by tue!!!
looks like this yr's CNY is gg to be a very tiring one.....

dunno y nowadays i will keep thinking abt the past
the time when i was a prefect in pri sch n m the frens ard me
we were having so much fun challenging each other in games n stuffs
then in sec sch, the only fun part is i gt to noe a lot more frens n the tchers r all very nice ppl
the only time when i had fun is during cca competition period...
i must be mad right?? actually should say b4 n aft competition cause we were on the bus, we will go crazy n take photos n stuffs....
the last competition i had with them was the most memoriable one
will nv forget tt !!!!
then gt to noe chris during my year 1 in poly??
cant really rmb le but was glad tt i gt to noe her
she really understands me n i feel very gulity for nt being able to really understand her
she is really like an elder sis to me....
looking back at the times when we have fun make me feel like wanting to go out with her more often n really have fun n forgot all abt the unhappy things tt r bothering me
but there r times when she is down also n i did nt help her much but at least i noe tt accompanying her when she is down is better for me than to console her as i m nt gd in consoling ppl
so far, she is the only one tt is really my true best fren other than ber tt noes me inside out

i hope tt i will nt keep looking back at these memories anymore n move forward....
will i be able to do it??? i really wonder............

its been ages since i last blog....
firstly, the xmas bbq was quite fun because i get to noe more abt the new members as well as our existing members
we joked n was practically crazy tt day
aft tt is celebrating the new yr... 2009!!!!
nv go out to hav some fun at the countdown party
cant rmb wat i did at home.....

then is all the tests n proj stuffs tt keep me busy
although most of the time i m actually watching anime on the net
went to watch the show at waterfront by The Forces on 17/1
it was great!!! like most of the songs they played.....
then my days went by with the pressure of java test n accounting test as well as my proj
totally nv touch my proj at all as i want to focus on my test
but in the end i did badly for my java test n did nt manage to finish my accounting calculations

then this wk went by with me getting ls so often tt i did nt go for lessons on mon
wed was quite a torture for me as i was having this super pain stomachache but i hav to stay until like 12pm for the java test
went home by bus eventhough the pain is unbearable
because i did nt bring enough cash to take cab
reach home quite fast i must say....
then aft tt went to grandma house to hav dinner
yesterday was quite ok except tt the accounting test made me quite down
went straight to grandma house aft lesson
because she cooked fish head curry... wahaha!!!!
aft tt took bus 5 home.... actually the route tt bus 5 take actually quite creepy at night
so i was quite afraid to look out of the window in case i see 'smth'
reach home abt 10pm le i think... did nt notice the time

2day nv go sch because dun feel like it
n some more 2day only gt proj lesson
nt gg to waste my 4hrs of travelling time
rather take the time to do coding as well as prepare for my final theory test tml
then also because of the stupid stomachache la!!!!
lasted until dinner time then end up nv go for co prac....
i wonder how m i gg to perform next sat during the cny dinner???
haiya.. nt gg to bother abt tt first
i m gg to focus on my proj first!!! piority!!!!
cause fri must submit the cd already n my part is nt done yet!!!
oh gosh.... gg to chiong like crazy during cny le...

tml gg to be quite a busy day
morning gg for the theory test then aft tt gg to see the chi physician
hope tt i will be all right tml
wish myself gd luck =)