totally no mood to do anything at all 2day
aft i hav taken my FTT, i was totally depressed
even gt scolded by my mum for nt studying then end up failing... haizzz
but aft tt she ok le then still help me find shoe for my presentation
but end up with nth cause is either dun hav my size or very uncomfortable
went in to espirit?? to look at wallet....
then there is this irratating boy who shifted all the handbags to the upper shelf just to make space for himself to sit on the lower shelf
i was like.. hello the shelf is nt meant for u to sit on lor boy boy!!!!
really feel like teeling him tt la...
cant even look at the handbags properly because of wat he did
then saw this wallet tt i quite like it but did nt buy cause my billabong wallet nt really tt spoilt for me to get a new wallet but the price is quite ok... $35??

aft tt went to see the chi physian
i think he also dunno how to treat me le
he was shaking his head so frequently when prescribing the medicine
i think i m the most problematic patient tt he ever met... hahaz
still can laugh?? of course la or else cry n be depressed meh??
then gt msg from bryan.... expected scenerio...
need to bring out my laptop to do proj so tt i can submit it to him by tue!!!
looks like this yr's CNY is gg to be a very tiring one.....

dunno y nowadays i will keep thinking abt the past
the time when i was a prefect in pri sch n m the frens ard me
we were having so much fun challenging each other in games n stuffs
then in sec sch, the only fun part is i gt to noe a lot more frens n the tchers r all very nice ppl
the only time when i had fun is during cca competition period...
i must be mad right?? actually should say b4 n aft competition cause we were on the bus, we will go crazy n take photos n stuffs....
the last competition i had with them was the most memoriable one
will nv forget tt !!!!
then gt to noe chris during my year 1 in poly??
cant really rmb le but was glad tt i gt to noe her
she really understands me n i feel very gulity for nt being able to really understand her
she is really like an elder sis to me....
looking back at the times when we have fun make me feel like wanting to go out with her more often n really have fun n forgot all abt the unhappy things tt r bothering me
but there r times when she is down also n i did nt help her much but at least i noe tt accompanying her when she is down is better for me than to console her as i m nt gd in consoling ppl
so far, she is the only one tt is really my true best fren other than ber tt noes me inside out

i hope tt i will nt keep looking back at these memories anymore n move forward....
will i be able to do it??? i really wonder............

its been ages since i last blog....
firstly, the xmas bbq was quite fun because i get to noe more abt the new members as well as our existing members
we joked n was practically crazy tt day
aft tt is celebrating the new yr... 2009!!!!
nv go out to hav some fun at the countdown party
cant rmb wat i did at home.....

then is all the tests n proj stuffs tt keep me busy
although most of the time i m actually watching anime on the net
went to watch the show at waterfront by The Forces on 17/1
it was great!!! like most of the songs they played.....
then my days went by with the pressure of java test n accounting test as well as my proj
totally nv touch my proj at all as i want to focus on my test
but in the end i did badly for my java test n did nt manage to finish my accounting calculations

then this wk went by with me getting ls so often tt i did nt go for lessons on mon
wed was quite a torture for me as i was having this super pain stomachache but i hav to stay until like 12pm for the java test
went home by bus eventhough the pain is unbearable
because i did nt bring enough cash to take cab
reach home quite fast i must say....
then aft tt went to grandma house to hav dinner
yesterday was quite ok except tt the accounting test made me quite down
went straight to grandma house aft lesson
because she cooked fish head curry... wahaha!!!!
aft tt took bus 5 home.... actually the route tt bus 5 take actually quite creepy at night
so i was quite afraid to look out of the window in case i see 'smth'
reach home abt 10pm le i think... did nt notice the time

2day nv go sch because dun feel like it
n some more 2day only gt proj lesson
nt gg to waste my 4hrs of travelling time
rather take the time to do coding as well as prepare for my final theory test tml
then also because of the stupid stomachache la!!!!
lasted until dinner time then end up nv go for co prac....
i wonder how m i gg to perform next sat during the cny dinner???
haiya.. nt gg to bother abt tt first
i m gg to focus on my proj first!!! piority!!!!
cause fri must submit the cd already n my part is nt done yet!!!
oh gosh.... gg to chiong like crazy during cny le...

tml gg to be quite a busy day
morning gg for the theory test then aft tt gg to see the chi physician
hope tt i will be all right tml
wish myself gd luck =)