fantasy world

2009-08-02T23:29:00.000+08:00

i have decided to blog smth as i m super stressed up with my proj as none of my functions r working!!!!!
for the past few wks i hav been trying to code but hav failed as the results 2day hav shown it
i m totally losing my determination to finish it le
but my frens encouragement gave me strength to continue n i dun wan to let my team mates down
i m gg to try coding again tml morning!!!
tts all for now... JIA YOU to myself!!!!

2009-06-23T22:50:00.002+08:00

how time flies....
so fast my 2 wks of term break gg to over le
nv really study at all lor
even proj i also stuck le
dun even noe how to handle the quizes coming up
haizzzz

was having probs with my desktop these few days
then using laptop a bit lag
how i wish i can get a new com!!!!
gg to hav my ibm cert test on thurs
hope tt i can pass n get the cert
now i m reading the super thick stack of notes
dunno can finish reading anot
haizzz
but i will giv my best shot!!!!
gg to chiong assignments n proj on thurs n fri
hope tt we can finish eveything within these 2 days

2009-06-11T15:49:00.002+08:00

looks like spider webs are very thick on my blog le
cant rmb when i last blog... hahaz

now already yr 3 le so dun hav much time to blog...
or should i say no mood to blog in sch even though i gt nth to do
was facebook-ing during breaks... can see how no life yr 3s can get when they gt too many breaks.. hahaz

after tml de change management presentation
i will be off for term break..... yeah!!!!!
however b4 tt, i still gt badminton session with my classmates
cant wait for tml to come!!!!!
lets have fun thrashing each other tml!!!!!!

hol assignments:
- finance assignment 1
- project
- e-commerce cms assignment
- study for quizzes!!!!

2009-02-09T20:21:00.002+08:00

went to chris house just now
found out tt she actaully has a lot of soft toy
even gt a very ancient bunny
then gt 3 bags of toys were caught by herself n her kor
her kor really very nice to her
will help her catch any toy she wan

went to arcade to play the drum again
play until my thumb gt blister.... sadded
then went to eat chicken rice at the mr chicken rice at e hub
aft tt i walk home from e hub cause i lazy to wait for bus 3
then play o2 mania for a while n went to sleep aft tt

went to sch in the morning
had OS revision lecture then SWENG revision lecture
aft tt went to cpf building to get my mum's singpass pwd
y??? because stupid me anyhow press press then press the reset button
then realise tt it takes 4 days for them to send the new pwd
so rush down to get the pwd so tt i can print my mum de cpf statement
tml gg to see doc so gg to go hospital early to take bloodtest n see the social worker see if i can get some financial help because my medicine too ex le
haizz... hope tt i can stop eating these medicine soon....
gg to sleep early tonight..... =)

2009-02-07T00:23:00.002+08:00

now is like the next day le
but still dun feel like sleeping even though i need to go n see the chi doc at 10am
n even when i n actually very sleepy le

this morning almost cant wake up
then when i go out to wait for bus 3 quite a while le then realize tt i forgot to bring my admin card so blur sotong me rush all the way home to get it
gt scolding from mum as usual for being so sotong
lucky nv miss the bus

then during the revision lec was a torture because my specs broke yesterday
i mean thurs!!!
so i was wearing the old one which is nt very clear to look at the screen
chris acc me to TTSH to get my specs fixed n my medisave form done
she is really my da jie la.... thx so much =)
with her ard, my probs will be solved
aft tt went to NYNY to eat the salad n cheese fondue
then go to esplanade for the show
totally no mood at all n i m super sure i m pissed off tt day
chris was at the concourse the whole time while i was in the dressing rm
listening to the nonsense they were toking
they really very loud lor!!!! like amplifier like tt
out to break my ear drum la!!!!!
then nvm.... ask for things also show annoyed look.... wth la
i m nt ur servant lor!!!!!
aft tt we took the instruments back to cc on our own
luckily conductor n his sis help or else i dunno how me n chris are gg to finish carrying the instruments back into the rm

then 2day went down to pack scores while chris did paper work
air con still nt fixed... haizzzz
packed until 10pm then finally sort all the songs according to the names
then ate supper then home
gg to sleep aft i check out facebook.....

2009-02-05T01:14:00.003+08:00

after tt super emo post previously......
i took another long break b4 i post smth

last wk was a damn hell of a wk
i totally cant focus at all
CNY eve:
went to granma house hav reunion dinner
had steamboat with my relatives
CNY day 1:
went to relative house(mum side de) then grandma house
b4 turning up at uncle house(dad bro) to hav another round of steamboat dinner
but it was nt nice at all cause he pour plain water instead of soup.....
CNY day 2:
went to my great grandma house
brought my laptop over to do proj coding
end up dunno how to do n laptop hang on me
so nv do aft tt n went to watch tv

after tt need to go to sch for lessons
then chiong coding again
very dui bu qi bryan though
he help me a lot with my coding then end up only doing a bit for himself
then he still worried tt i will get shoot by tcher until very serious tt i cant take it
lucky tcher very nice... even though i cant show any of my ui
he still let me hav time to show him at least one function aft the presentation(on tue)
really thank bryan alot for helping me with the coding

now tt proj is over...
i head over to esplanade on the same day at ard 7pm to watch my music director's show at the concourse
watch all the way until the end of the second show
then hav supper with him, his pianist n bf, chris n joanna
then aft tt me, chris n joanna went to fulleton hotel to use their washrm
n aft tt wait for cab to go home.....
had been cabing quite often this wk....
gg low on cash le......
must control liao.... cannot anyhow take cab unless it is a must

its now already almost 2am in the morning
2day was a chiong day also.....
went to cc get instru then cab down to esplanade with the instru for the show
then find tt they played very weirdly for one of the song
haiya... dunno la
then a lot of things happen... dun feel like mentioning it
too tired to do so
went to mac at marina square to eat supper
then cab home
now gg to sleep le
as promise to chris.... i will write the 25 things on my facebook tml
or should i say ltr 2day... hahaz
XDXDXD

2009-01-24T21:41:00.003+08:00

totally no mood to do anything at all 2day
aft i hav taken my FTT, i was totally depressed
even gt scolded by my mum for nt studying then end up failing... haizzz
but aft tt she ok le then still help me find shoe for my presentation
but end up with nth cause is either dun hav my size or very uncomfortable
went in to espirit?? to look at wallet....
then there is this irratating boy who shifted all the handbags to the upper shelf just to make space for himself to sit on the lower shelf
i was like.. hello the shelf is nt meant for u to sit on lor boy boy!!!!
really feel like teeling him tt la...
cant even look at the handbags properly because of wat he did
then saw this wallet tt i quite like it but did nt buy cause my billabong wallet nt really tt spoilt for me to get a new wallet but the price is quite ok... $35??

aft tt went to see the chi physian
i think he also dunno how to treat me le
he was shaking his head so frequently when prescribing the medicine
i think i m the most problematic patient tt he ever met... hahaz
still can laugh?? of course la or else cry n be depressed meh??
then gt msg from bryan.... expected scenerio...
need to bring out my laptop to do proj so tt i can submit it to him by tue!!!
looks like this yr's CNY is gg to be a very tiring one.....

dunno y nowadays i will keep thinking abt the past
the time when i was a prefect in pri sch n m the frens ard me
we were having so much fun challenging each other in games n stuffs
then in sec sch, the only fun part is i gt to noe a lot more frens n the tchers r all very nice ppl
the only time when i had fun is during cca competition period...
i must be mad right?? actually should say b4 n aft competition cause we were on the bus, we will go crazy n take photos n stuffs....
the last competition i had with them was the most memoriable one
will nv forget tt !!!!
then gt to noe chris during my year 1 in poly??
cant really rmb le but was glad tt i gt to noe her
she really understands me n i feel very gulity for nt being able to really understand her
she is really like an elder sis to me....
looking back at the times when we have fun make me feel like wanting to go out with her more often n really have fun n forgot all abt the unhappy things tt r bothering me
but there r times when she is down also n i did nt help her much but at least i noe tt accompanying her when she is down is better for me than to console her as i m nt gd in consoling ppl
so far, she is the only one tt is really my true best fren other than ber tt noes me inside out

i hope tt i will nt keep looking back at these memories anymore n move forward....
will i be able to do it??? i really wonder............

2009-01-23T21:36:00.002+08:00

its been ages since i last blog....
firstly, the xmas bbq was quite fun because i get to noe more abt the new members as well as our existing members
we joked n was practically crazy tt day
aft tt is celebrating the new yr... 2009!!!!
nv go out to hav some fun at the countdown party
cant rmb wat i did at home.....

then is all the tests n proj stuffs tt keep me busy
although most of the time i m actually watching anime on the net
went to watch the show at waterfront by The Forces on 17/1
it was great!!! like most of the songs they played.....
then my days went by with the pressure of java test n accounting test as well as my proj
totally nv touch my proj at all as i want to focus on my test
but in the end i did badly for my java test n did nt manage to finish my accounting calculations

then this wk went by with me getting ls so often tt i did nt go for lessons on mon
wed was quite a torture for me as i was having this super pain stomachache but i hav to stay until like 12pm for the java test
went home by bus eventhough the pain is unbearable
because i did nt bring enough cash to take cab
reach home quite fast i must say....
then aft tt went to grandma house to hav dinner
yesterday was quite ok except tt the accounting test made me quite down
went straight to grandma house aft lesson
because she cooked fish head curry... wahaha!!!!
aft tt took bus 5 home.... actually the route tt bus 5 take actually quite creepy at night
so i was quite afraid to look out of the window in case i see 'smth'
reach home abt 10pm le i think... did nt notice the time

2day nv go sch because dun feel like it
n some more 2day only gt proj lesson
nt gg to waste my 4hrs of travelling time
rather take the time to do coding as well as prepare for my final theory test tml
then also because of the stupid stomachache la!!!!
lasted until dinner time then end up nv go for co prac....
i wonder how m i gg to perform next sat during the cny dinner???
haiya.. nt gg to bother abt tt first
i m gg to focus on my proj first!!! piority!!!!
cause fri must submit the cd already n my part is nt done yet!!!
oh gosh.... gg to chiong like crazy during cny le...

tml gg to be quite a busy day
morning gg for the theory test then aft tt gg to see the chi physician
hope tt i will be all right tml
wish myself gd luck =)

2008-12-14T22:00:00.003+08:00

went out with chris n cass yesterday
met them at pasir ris mrt control station
but b4 tt, me n chris had an ice cream treat
the ice cream is damn nice, ate the jap red bean flavour
really oiishi!!!
then waited for cass b4 setting off to plaza singapura

we were really crapping on the mrt la
chris say tt i should wear dress when i go out with them cause both of them wearing dress
actually cass wore skirt la but it stills belong to the same category.....
then she ask cass to go buy specs cause we are wearing specs.....
so actually yesterday was quite crappy la.... hahaz

bought the 7pm show tics for Bolt
so we went to the body shop fair at lvl 1 first
it was damn crowded cause they r having the barney show n a lot of kids n parents r squeezing to get a place to watch the show....
funny thing is chris describe barney as a purple monster......
n she nv likes barney when she was a kid....
i was haha ok lor...
then we went up after they bought their stuff
the movie was damn funny la
really enjoy watching the movie....

after movie is already 9pm
we went to daiso to get some stuffs tt we need
or should say chris need it???
anyway after tt we hav dinner at cafe cartel
it was a total disaster!!!!
firstly, we were nt taken to a table
next, there was no order pad n only 1 menu on the table
then, the waiters r really AP!!!(slam the bill on the table n walk off)
n they nv giv cass her bread for her combo
n our request for warm water was nt given
the most wonderful part is we hav to ask them for cutlery when they serve us our food
its a no wonder tt chris exploded
n the funny part is i looked like i m nt affected at all to them
lolz....
in the end we did nt finish dinner n went off

we walked all the way from dhoby ghuat to bugis
because they were super pissed n just walk n walk n walk until we reached bugis
then took bus 12 then switched to 3A home
reached home about 12.40am then bath le online a while to check my email
actually wanted to blog but was too tired le...

slept at ard 2am then tis morning woke up quite late which made mum very angry
guess tt she has the mindset tt everytime i go out with chris i will be home very late... haizzz
guess i need to correct her mindset abt coming home late whenever i go out with chris
did nth 2day except tt i played an hr of maple then watch tv then watched the vcds tt chris lend
yes... its like collecting dust on my shelves le tts y i watching them
then chat with chris on the phone b4 she chiong down to cc to settle some stuffs
so tts my day... sayonara!!!

2008-12-12T14:56:00.003+08:00

ok here i m again
the term break officially start le
cause i m at home now... wahaha

but i m damn pissed....
super pissed indeed!!!!!
having stomach cramps because of ******
wth la!!!!!
pain until dun even noe wat i wan to do...ughh!!!
actually wanted to go ndc wait for chris to finish work then we go eat dinner tgt de
then now cannot la!!!!!
fedup la.... of all days.....
n the most idiotic part is every fri will here pain there pain
y like tt???
to me....pain means no mood n cant go out

schedule>>>
tml(sat): nt gg to go out!!!!!
sun: see if i wan to go out anot.....
mon: last medicine drip(FINALLY!!!)
tue: gg to do proj in sch.....
wed: sch open house training....
thurs: basic driving theory test.....
fri: CO prac
sat & sun: no plans yet.....

2008-12-11T22:00:00.002+08:00

blog has been quite dead....
no choice since i m quite busy with my proj n assignments
nth to blog abt actually

wanted to blog abt some trips i went with chris
but cant rmb le...lolz
haizzzz.....serious stm sia

tml actually gt presentation de
but tcher on mc so quite lucky
then after tml
i will hav 2 wks term break.... yeah!!!!!!!
longing for the term break cause i wan to game!!!!

schedule for next wk:
mon - last medical drip(finally!!!)
tue - so far no plans yet....
wed - nyp open house training...
thurs - basic driving theory test!!!!
fri - CO practice....
sat & sun - no plans as yet

2008-10-29T18:33:00.002+08:00

its been very long since i last post
had been quite busy with sch work
first wk can say quite slack la but still must do tutorials n stuffs
still rmb cleaning the 'underground grave' after sch with chris
tired sia but at least its damn clean now

second wk quite hectic
proj tasks start to pile up tgt with the practicals n tutorials
n adding on to tt
i missed out mon lesson because of the drip... aarrrhhhh!!!!!
like tt still nvm
then gt ppl leave the java class so proj gp now left 4 ppl
then suddenly turn up one tt is always absent tt sent my class into chaoz again
so during the proj tutorial we had a o peh som session.... lolz
in the end the 4 of us still remain in the same gp
cause we nt satisfied with the result from the o peh som

tis wk is third wk
chionging proj after proj
super busy but dunno y i still can play maple during the wk ends
then yesterday still play richman with chris
then just now stay back in sch to do the dmid assignment use case
now at ehub with chris
doing all the last min tasks tt was given to me
tml still gt morning lesson... sianzzz
then still gt to stay back to do the proj presentation
hope tt i will nt be a walking zombie when i go home tml

2008-10-11T20:08:00.002+08:00

in less than 48 hrs sch gg to start le
dunno i should be happy leh or sad

went out with chris yesterday
the weather is super damn hot sia
ate hotdog at orange julius after chris had her adjustments
then went to borders to shop for books
chris bought 2 books while i bought none cause scared nt enough money ltr to buy my lecture notes
then we went down to my sch to buy lecture notes
did nt manage to buy though cause the auntie say she very busy printing then cant sell
but she still take my timetable to hav a look n told me the notes she hav
she let me buy the project guide though n it only cost 50cents....
auntie say she gg to open shop at 5am on mon then say will giv me morning call to buy notes...
i was lolz.... but i think i will most probably go down in the morning cause the accounting notes need to go until blk c to buy
then we went home taking bus 88

chris asked me to pick up a second instrument as guzheng is nt common in an orchestra
i really nv thought abt it since i m in percuassion when i join
so now really headache but manage to convince myself to pick up pipa cause i hav pipa at home
sis also asked me to learn pipa n she keep telling me it is nt diff to rmb the ba wei
n the funniest thing is she even analise y the rest of the instrument nt suitable for me
zhong ruan: very common as a lot of ppl playing
liu qin: my hand too fat to play tt small instrument
dizi: i dun hav the stamina to blow
sheng: same as dizi
yang qin: cant bring home to prac
er hu: no interest then wont learn properly
so the only instrument left is pipa
can use her pipa to prac n no need to bring instrument home from the cc
then she can also help me with the basics
gg to spend some time studying the bawei first b4 co prac starts again

tok abt studying, decided tt its high time i go take my driving theory tests
chris say tt i should take the test as private candidate cause it is cheaper
n the instructor for the driving lessons wont keep changing so can monitor my progress
already ask her to acc me to book the date for the test le
gg to take the test at the centre near my sch

then chatted with minqi for a while then realize tt her electives gt prob
told her tt our electives notes need to go blk c buy so i ask her to check her timetable
who noes check le then realized tt her electives gt changed
so in the end help her with her appeal letter so sleep quite late

then 2day woke up so early for breakfast
then hp low batt n poor dad gt caught for speeding in the new kpe tunnel by the camera
nv notice tt supposed to travel at speed of 70km/hr... haizzz
i was chatting with chris so i nv notice also
after tt switch to msg cause in tunnel mah then no reception

after breakfast, came home check email then went to sleep
did nt bring my hp into my room cause charging
then chris called me 2 times but i nv ans cause i too tired le n my body wont move
in the end my mum brought my hp in
msg her i sleeping then continue to sleep but some how cant sleep n my body wont move
in the end i decide to wake up
help my mum change the bedsheets then mop the floor
then now chatting with ber n chris
very sian sia......

2008-10-09T22:12:00.002+08:00

super tired sia
chatted with jonathan n edmund n chris until 1plus then sleep
yesterday was jonathan's bdae
then we started to crap abt him preparing for his o lvl papers
chatted with edmund abt exam also
he say his history n one more paper.... cant rmb the subject.... were bad
haizzz... ke lian ke lian
then he asked me whether i can go out 2day with him n ber
too bad sia.... i hav to stay at home
but promise tt will hav chance to meet up de cause dec we having bbq

then wat was i doing for the whole day???
i was scanning my laptop
damn bloody laptop kenna virus because of my thumbdrive
gg to reformat my thumbdrive le or else keep having virus also no use
then while scanning i cant do anything so i went to read comics n i dozed off.....
woke up only at 4.30pm when chris msg me saying tt she finish packing her rm
then went to ws to hav dinner n mango ice!!!!
then come home watch tv n blog n chat
went to check my timetable again
there r changes but gd changes....
oh ya... chris is gg to help me with accounting after i told her i scared i fail
this sem i m gg to really focus myself on studying
last sem i too slack le tts y my gpa drop like siao

gg to go sch tml to buy lecture notes
hope tt it will nt be a wasted trip down
also meeting chris tml cause she gt dental appt

2008-10-08T22:38:00.008+08:00

finally gg to be the end of my hols le...

i think i can slim down faster when i m studying
cause gt no time to think abt snacking... hahaz
hols gt nth to do at home then keep snacking until i m like a ball
gg to be quite a long post.....

yesterday went for bloodtest in the morning
the nurses there all recognise me liao
i m the regular 'customer'
almost every other day can see me in the clinic.... hahaz
then ask y my mum nv acc me so i told them bus fare rise le.... lolz
bought kfc buddy meal home for lunch
after lunch was second round of da sao chu!!!
i turned my living rm into a war zone cause my table too many things liao n super dusty
then need to wipe n wipe n wipe
n the most problematic thing is i dunno how to pack!!!!!!!
so end up spending the whole day packing.... until night time ok!!!!
went out to e-hub de fairprice to by groceries
then continue to pack until i gt everything in place n nw my table damn spacious
but once sch starts it will nt be spacious anymore... hahaz
came online as soon as i gt my laptop back on my table
then chris say i dao her... zzzzz
i nv lor n she forgive me cause i told her i packing my table
then we plan to go out 2day.... hahaz
cause she need to go esplanade n gg with ber!!!
second time shopping with ber.... hahaz
n one more thing
my timetable is out but i dun like it
quite messy timing n i gt accounting for my elective!!!

2day woke up quite late
gt called up by mum cause its already 10am... hahaz
then eat breakfast n go online n prepare to go out meet them at tm
then we took mrt to city hall n go shopping at marina square
went to grab toys shop(hehe i dunno the name of the shop) to grab toys!!!
after tt walk to esplanade then took bus to serangoon
went chomp chomp for dinner!!!!
its me n ber first time there....
n i conquer 1 big glass of sugarcane juice!!!!! wahahaha
n ber treat the peanut sauce for the satay like her soup like tt
ok now time for photos...

tis bear so cute!!! chris also hav 1!!!!

the nt so nice eeyore but i still like it!!!!

best buddies!!!!

taken at marina square de washrm......

2nd shot!!!

our super big glass of sugarcane juice!!!!
cost $3!!!

satay!!!!!!!

my plate of prawn noodle!!!!!

before!!!!

after!!!!!!

conquered glass of sugarcane juice!!!!

stingray!!!!

after we finish eating
me n chris still pack food home
i packed satay then super blur me order chicken n pork then i thought i order mutton n pork
make chris pai seh sia.... so sry!!!
me n ber is super bloated!!!!
so we went to pet shop to see hamster after we gt our packed food
but i cant stand the smell
then ber say she eat dog food!!!!
she say the dog de xiao man tou n jelly nice.... omg!!!!
then took bus 315 to interchange to take 81 home
saw reg there
he also gg chomp chomp for dinner... lolz

alight at the same stop as chris cause i wan to take bus 3 home
then bath n eat satay
i eat only 4 cause my bro finish most of it by the time i finish bathing
then online chat with chris n ber
will continue tml......

2008-10-06T23:37:00.003+08:00

was stuck at home 2day because of the stupid urine test tt i need to do
so woke up at 6am to start collecting then i super tired la
i only went to sleep like 1 am then 6am gt to wake up
ate breakfast then watch naruto then went to nap a while ard 10am
woke up at ard 1 plus i think to eat lunch
then went to pack my drawers
its full of things la....

clear out quite a no. of things tt r actually quite useless
dunno y i keep them in the first place
so i clear out 1 big bag of rubbish tt i kept
then now i gt 2 drawers out of my 4 drawers empty
but my table is in a mess as a result
gg to pack my table tml after i come home from my bloodtest
seriously la... i m nt a very tidy person
n yet i cant stand my messy table but i still can work on it
dun even noe how to start packing sia... arrrhhh

ber n chris went bugis shopping but i cant go
so sad la.....
chris called just nw n told me tt she bought a lot of things
then chat until she reach home then hang up
now waiting for her to online
so gg to watch naruto n wait.... wahaha

heres yesterday de photos tt we took using chris hp>>>>

i m tired!!!! dun disturb me!!!!!

taken at ajisen...

my eeyore!! (captured using my hp)

2008-10-05T23:31:00.002+08:00

now is like so late le but i still dun feel like sleeping
had a great day 2day with chris n ber
shall start with fri

friday
woke up quite late i suppose
then was watching naruto n msg-ing chris at the same time cause she very bored at work
weather super hot lor n my poor sis gt a last min call from her boss asking her to go for work
was at home all the way until my sis finsih work then me n mum go ws to meet her for dinner
had kfc for dinner
ate the o.r. fillet burger meal n tried the hot devil drumlets(bbq de)
its damn spicy lor
then went shopping
bought 2 pair of heels for $10.95 at ice lemon tee
mum say i waste money only cause there is no chance for me to wear it at all unless i gt presentation..... haizzz
then sis bought a pair of shoes at vivie
after tt went home n continue to watch naruto....... hahaaz

yesterday
went out for breakfast
then dad send sis to work b4 gg home
after tt watch naruto again.... yar again cause its getting more n more interesting
then went to bugis to bring sis charger cause her hp batt flat le n she working full shift
shop ard bugis then go down to bedok to get my long sleeves shirts
after tt went to yi po house for dinner
me n bro bought bubbletea... the peach flavour so nice!!!!!!
then mum bought 50 satays!!!! also i ask her to buy so many de cause grandma n aunt also there mah n dinnertime is still like 2 hrs away
my cousin ashley so cute la but she so quiet lor 2day
until me n bro go disturb her then she tok n play n become hyper a bit
heard my yi po conver with my grandma
or i should say they delibrately let me listen
my cousins were being tortured by tt china lady la!!!!
she is my cousins 'grandma' le leh
the elder one gt tortured until he dun feel like gg home from sch straight
then the younger one dun dare to disturb the maid who is supposed to be looking after her n play her toys quietly at one corner because the maid gt a lot of things to do
WTH LA!!!!!!!!!!!!
their lives r so drama lor
eventhough i hate the elder one for always disrespecting me
but now i cant put myself to hate him at all after hearing wat happened to them
how i wish i can acc them more esp the younger one
all the adults r scared tt she will hav zi bi zhen lor

then we went to hav dinner at the coffeeshop downstairs
i gt cheated la.... the western food look so nice esp the spaghetti
i ordered the meatball spaghetti n the portion is like so little
lucky grandma ordered the hawalian fried rice then she cant finish n gave me some
or else i cfm hav to order one more plate of noodles to fill my stomach
after tt went home by bus
the stupid bus 17 make us wait for like 1hr
lucky 2 bus 17 come at the same time so no need to squeeze with the ppl in the single deck new bus
reached home abt 9 plus to abt 10pm
then bath le n continue to watch naruto n wait for sis to come home
sis came home with stomachache
then she whole night nv eat anything
chris vomitted whole night also....... haizzz
went to sleep but cant sleep at all

so 2day i m damn sleepy but no choice gt to wake up
because i gt to eat my chi medicine b4 gg out to meet chris n sin ying at the cc
then in the end the sin ying gt smth on nv come
waste my time n bus fare....
cant she inform us earlier???
nvm......
then me chris n ber took mosaic photos
i look so ugly in one of them
in fact i hate all the photos of myself
cause i zi bei la
i so fat n ugly
nvm abt tt......
then we went tm n eat at ajisan??
haiya i cant rmb the spelling
the raman very nice n its quite filling
then chris make the membership card
her whole wallet is full of membership cards lor.... lolz
after tt went to mini toons
chris bought a big bird , a letter C for her hp n hp accessory
ber bought nth
i bought an eeyore hp holder..... so cute la
after tt went to yamaha look for yvonne
then chat a while b4 gg off to shop for chris de shoe n face mask
then go pack food home
the interchange is so damn messy!!!!
bus 3 queue went all the way next to bus 65
hate it la!!!!!!!!
then somemore still wait for so long
reach home b4 9.30pm
then bath n watch tv
now gg to sleep liao....
so tired but the day is fun because i finally see ber after so damn long

stop thinking abt the past
lets move on with a smile :)

2008-10-02T23:21:00.002+08:00

how many days since i last blog??
hahahaazz

tuesday
did nt go out 2day
chris working full shift so nv go out with her
then i stay at home baking mini muffins although it did nt turn out really well
did nt take photos of it cause too ugly liao
so in the end nobody eat :(
but i find the taste ok though.... haizzz
then after chris finish work we sms each other to help her pass time while waiting for ppl to meet her for meeting
then when her meeting starts i watch anime lor
then after her meeting we sms again
then when she reach home, we chatted on the phone
n talking abt serious co stuffs!!!!!!!
after tt both of us hung up n i went to sleep

yesterday
totally dunno wats wrong with me 2day
maybe because lack of sleep or wat
woke up with a bad headache
then ate breakfast n see mum n sis preparing to go out
they gg to chinatown with grandma n aunt
then dad was at home la so he ask y i nv go with them
then mum say there so hot dun wan to let me go
actually i already noe they gg chinatown 2day n she dun wan me to go cause scared i cant take the heat
i m also ok with it de
but dunno y i suddenly shouted at my dad mum dun let me go then u keep asking me to go for wat
then when mum ask me wan to go anot cause the weather looks ok when they r gg out
then i shouted back i dun wan
i feel so frustrated la
they were already gg to go out when i woke up
then just because dad ask then they stand at the doorway
if i were to go out with them
they still hav to wait for me to bath n stuff
then ltr if miss the bus n late becomes my fault la
so i rather dun go
but i dunno y instead of just answering normally i shouted
super moody la
even when chris sms me i also dunno wat i doing
told her wat happen le makes me feel a bit better
she went to her grandma house to celebrate her grandma bdae
she say the food nt nice because its catering food
then she gt to spend money to get herself food
did nt call someone tt i m supposed to call until she reminded me
i was so moody until i dun feel like calling
but work is work
so i called tt person at ard 8pm to settle some stuffs
then when everything is settled
i continue to watch my anime until chris msn me
then we chatted for awhile n after tt went to sleep
somehow i did nt sleep n end up chatting with my sis in the bedroom until like 1am i think
hahahaz

so 2day woke up quite late la
then because gt nth to do
i maple all day
went for my haircut in the afternoon
nw my hair is damn short!!!!
but i dun feel so warm le like b4 my hair is cut
continue to maple after i came home from the haircut
then after tt watch tv dinner then finally watch anime until like 9plus
cause chris msn me....
now i m super dead la
she gg to make me tok to monster!!!!
aaarrrrgggghhh!!!!!
should nt hav provoked her in the first place
*regret regret*
now very sleepy le
hope tt i will still be 'alive' tml

2008-09-29T22:44:00.003+08:00

just came back from the exco meeting
n now i m like tired but cant seem to make myself sleep
meeting was ok just tt we r gg to be very busy at the start of next yr
talk abt plans for next yr n stuffs

went out at 3pm to meet chris to acc her to get her new hp
she was choosing btw LG viewty, Samsung omnia n f480
in the end she gt the Samsung f480 n super love it except tt she cant use it properly without a stylus when typing msgs
then went down to cc to slack slack a bit b4 the meeting
jasmine fusheng claire came down with joel
they say they meeting the gaoyingruan guy
after they left, we wait for the rest of the ppl to come down for the meeting
after meeting ate supper - mee goreng
the auntie cheat my feeling
she say she will ask the cook to cook it less spicy but then still very spicy lor!!!!!!!
should hav took photo of it to let u all see how red the mee goreng looks
after tt took bus 358 with ekjun n joel (actually they acc me la)
they alight at inter n ekjun nv forgot the nickname tt julian gav me la
wah lau!!!! i dun wan to be call bouncy la!!!!!! my SL bully me sia!!!!!!
alight at central to buy food for my bro then walk home
then when waiting for lift, gt these 4 malay boys waiting also
they damn irratating la.... they call me auntie sia!!!!!!
hello!!!! i m only 18 lor!!!!! totally ignored them when they ask me to press the lvl 3 button
keep auntie here auntie there.... i look so old meh
very angry la!!!!!!!
i m gg to go for makeover soon
no
in actual fact if i slim down then it wont be tt bad
i shall slim down!!!!!!!!!
GANBETTE!!!!!!!!!

2008-09-29T10:15:00.004+08:00

had been spending a lot of money recently
which led me into an almost bankruptcy state....
but lucky i gt savings so i nt tt worried

friday
went out to meet chris at e-hub teasire to chill
both of us brought our laptop but forgot abt the multi plug......
so i run my lapotop on battery lor
then i was playing maple n surfing the net to kill time
while waiting for her to finish her stuffs
then suddenly she cried.... haizzz
did nth except leaving her alone to cry it all out
cause she cfm will feel better after tt
seeing her cry make me feel so useless cause i dunno how to console her
but then......
when she stop crying, she starts her carrot cake joke again when we r deciding wat to eat for dinner!!!!
harlo!!!! i noe they dun serve cai tao kuay in the cafe ok!!!!!
but she seems to be very happy making fun of me... zzzz
then then.....
we both ordered crayfish spaghetti but the crayfish bully ppl la
my plate of crayfish spaghetti de crayfish is so hard la
but her crayfish is so soft...... aaarrrrggg
pastamania de pasta bully me then now the crayfish bully me
then nvm.....
when we r ordering dessert, she start her carrot cake joke again!!!!!!!!
i surrender la ok i surrender
after tt we packed up to leave the place for the arcade!!!!!!!
then then we went to the grabbing toy machine to try to grab the toys
these r the toys tt she helped me catch:

the 2 toys tt dropped out tgt

so cute!!!!!

the bread tt costs us lots of money.... hahaz

toys from the same machine

the piglet tt i wan so much!!!!

actually all these toys were caught by chris
thx gurl
both of us gt the same toys except tt she gt 2 more
oh ya..... i caught a banana but i dun like so i gav it to jonathan
then we play the drum ...... so fun la......
after playing for a few rounds we went to catch candy at the candy machine
after tt we went home

saturday
went out in the morning for breakfast then buy things le jiu went home
then went to sleep.............
gt a call from chris at ard 4 plus
say tt she is gg for a drink with a fren
while i slack at home n pack my stuffs
like real.... pack here n there still very messy
did nt really sleep cause too hot le!!!!

yesterday
super duper headache woke me up
then ate lunch n watch tv
blah blah blah
was on the phone for like dunno how long talking to chris
after tt continue to watch video cause nt interested in watching F1
then went to sleep

did nth except watch tv
then now blog.....
ltr still gt exco meeting at the cc.....

2008-09-28T21:01:00.002+08:00

dunno wat to do sia
since i m so sian at home so i might as well upload the photos tt i took for the esplanade show n concert

ESPLANADE SHOW

soundcheck

actual performance

me n jasmine de shoes XDXDXD

CONCERT!!!!

tis is wats happening at the gurls dressing rm b4 the concert starts

after dinner!!!!!!!

tts all the photos i hav for the concert n esplanade show

gg to watch video to kill time liao

byebye~~~~~

2008-09-25T23:44:00.002+08:00

went out the whole day 2day n just came back
firstly, went to CGH de zhong hua clinic to see doc
then after tt went to get my specs from TTSH de spec shop
after tt meet wx to go to his papa chia house to settle some stuffs
stayed there until like 5plus then we go e-hub hav dinner
wah lau la.... gt gastric when i was abt to enjoy my spicy baked fish pasta
then end up eating a little bit n waste my whole cup of sprite.... haizzz
the pasta $8.20 leh...... lucky wx gt order beef lagsana n gave me her share
thx gurl... i did feel much better eating tt than the spicy pasta....
then went up to teasire to hav hot chocolate cause the pain wont go away
the hot chocolate is damn nice... so heavenly!!!!!
n nt to forget her carrot cake crap.... thx arh!!!
sat there for hrs just chatting n relaxing
finally the pain stop after i finished the hot chocolate
but then its no use.... after a while it came back
luckily i constantly drink hot water or else will be even worse
ordered some fries to eat also cause feeling hungry... haha
i guess i m too hungry because during the period at her papa chia house i totally nv snack at all
i think tt explains the gastric pain... who ask me dun bring snacks.... haizzz
then after tt we went to the arcade to play drum
damn fun la.... we played lvl diff then end up losing... hahahaz
then when we see other ppl play we laugh at them cause they even worse
y?? at least we play with rythmn nt like them anyhow beat lor... hahahaz
i think i will get beaten if i said tt out.....
then we walk to ws to take bus home

yesterday
woke up quite late actually
then did nth but watch videos n editing my blog posts... hehe
then went to meet wx at the cc to get the concert program booklet
n also search for my missing pens (actually its with wx n ekjun)
i shall nt bring so many pens out anymore!!!!
anyway after tt we went to ta bao food home
i bought satay for $19 n gt scolded by mum
she say i always buy things nv check price with the seller then let them take advantage of charging extra money..... haizzz
n the satay is quite small lor....
lesson learnt.... nt gg to buy satay from them n always check price b4 buying anything
then at night blog n msn lor.....

tts all for today.....
still waiting for wx to come online after settling her bro probs.......
n also enjoying my cereal drink cause now the pain is nt tt worse le
hope tt tml i will recover n i shall nt touch cold drinks for the moment!!!!!!!!!

2008-09-23T23:09:00.005+08:00

finally the concert is over le

concert day(saturday)
went down to cc early for prac
then gt break cause they finish rehearsing early
gt meeting cause i in charge of welfare
then was told abt wat to do ltr blah blah blah.....
then gt to stick stickers onto the program booklet cause they gt julian n stephanie names spelled wrongly
n went to get cass her shoe from isetan n rush down to nafa to meet them
reached nafa b4 them cause they say the driver gt lost finding the cc
then help them carry stuffs while they unload their instruments
then sound check.....
then up to the dressing rm... gurls gt the bigger one... wahaha
they took pictures while i slack here slack there
went down with them for rehearsal....
then met wx de church frens who came to help as ushers
n elly frens as foh
up to the dressing rm again
then tis time really slack there
but then i went down to the stage with elly de frens cause they wan to listen to them playing as the dressing rm can only visualise(the sound nt so loud)
went back to dressing rm again
food came n me n elly need to 'feed' the ppl
gave them their food by sections
cant rmb the order le la
wat i noe is there is still food left after everyone has taken
then went to help at the foh to giv out program booklets with ning
after tt, we watch the concert from the tv outside the hall
wx frens were really hyper
they were battling with the empty bottles on the table ... lolz
then they went back early cause they need to rush to somewhere else
when everything has ended, we quickly packed our stuffs n gt on the bus to go back cc
on the bus, we were crapping like mad
julian was saying tt the welfare ppl(me n elly la) nv feed him then he super hungry
then dunno wat else we were crapping until jasmine wanted poke julian
tts when the sg new oil field joke starts..... so funny la
reach cc then put everything inside the rm le then supper
after supper we discussed abt the sharing of cab
end up ekjun n julian share 1 cab
jasmine libing n yuheng share 1 cab
me claire fusheng n joel share 1 cab
really thank joel or else i hav to walk home liao
reached home at ard 2 plus i think???

sunday
woke up super late la
think too tired le
nv go out i think.... did i???

yesterday
went to hospital early in the morning for my appt n drip
so sian la... watch tv until sian le then read comic
then sian until play GBA but cant play long cause the drip made my hand unable to move
after the drip is over, went to the spec shop to get my specs done
gt my degree checked again....
cfm is 325 per eye.... haizzz
then wats with the concave thingy i m seeing through the specs??
anyway they r gg to fix the prob so i just hav to wait until thurs then go collect lor.... so ma fan
i should hav gone back to the central spec shop
but now is too late to regret le....
so gt to kan kai yi dian lor....

today
went out to eat lunch with my relatives
then after tt went to ws to shop
then went home....
nth special actually....
then watch video lor..... chat on msn lor.....
then blog now lor......
very sian sia.....

2008-09-19T23:17:00.001+08:00

so long nv post again....
will try to keep it short

friday
woke up quite early in the morning cause gt skin centre appt
after tt went to hospital for bloodtest then go to the hospital spec shop to get new spec
my degrees went up from 250 to 325 for both eyes!!!!!!!!
lucky astig degree nv went up....
then choose spec frame for very long cause a lot of the frames very nice but dun suits me.... haizzzz
in the end the sales ppl keep recommending very ex de frame to me
wanted to buy the levis specs de but too tight for me... sad sia
ended up buying a super comfy de specs which costs me 390 bucks
because of my unexpected increased degree i had to add 50 bucks to get the thin lenses
then mum was saying tt smth must be wrong with me
she was thinking of asking me to buy the promo package then i ended up buying super ex frames

after tt went to orchard road initially to search for white pants cause the one i bought for concert cant wear le... haizzz
then chris called to say all black for me can le so i end up shopping for clothes at far east
actually is long pants la
then mum bought a shirt for bro
then went to take bus 65 to tm
nv shop there cause too tired le

saturday
nth special happen
went down cc to help chris change the guzheng strings
then i ended up slacking....hehe
the rm is damn hot cause aircon nt working
finish changing strings le then went home
the stupid running nose starts once i reached home...
or should say nv stop since i went out....
when will it stop!!!!
the worst is my laptop died on me!!!!!!!! @#^%%$##$
then the stupid recovery disk end up formatting my laptop!!!!!!

sunday
co prac at night but gt cc open house in the morning
nv go down in the morning cause of the running nose la
make me feel so sick
but gt go for prac at night
went down to pack the scores for the concert day
backup to be exact.....
ate supper with jasmine, libing, zhigang, joel... etc
then went to mac for a while
played finger twister with libing
i lose until like siao
i wonder wat will happen if i play the human twister??
then walk to inter with them
took bus 17 with claire
then day end.........

monday
gt sch 2day!!!!!
woke up very early cause 2 hr ride to sch
the java preparation course starts at 10am
reached sch early but was stuck in the washrm cause of the stupid stomachache
but still reach the lab on time
the day's work was recap of the java classes n stuffs
then went to get my laptop fixed after lunch
of course must leave it there for the helpdesk ppl to help me reformat - the gd thing abt buying laptop from sch
lesson end at 4pm but me n minqi stayed behind to finish the exercises for the day
then gt sms from helpdesk to collect my laptop.... so fast sia!!!
then quickly check the things in the laptop r working then went home to install n update my laptop......

tuesday
so tired!!!!!!!!!!!
brought laptop to sch again to install the program for the lesson
then morning lesson end with teaching how to do some things
after tt during lunch
was installing the software tt is needed for next sem lesson
then halfway com hang.... wth!!!!
then rush down to hospital for checkup
then went to spec shop to get my specs
so clear sia until i m super nt used la
then ate some food at the foodcourt b4 gg down cc for prac
went down cc tt time is like still early so i uninstall my program while waiting to eat dinner with cass n wx......
dinner le then prac lor then ate supper with jasmine they all
then walk to inter with them n took bus 17 with claire n fusheng
which made me the light bulb la.... nvm

wednesday
went to sch early hoping tt i can get the cd from ms phoon to install the program b4 lesson start
but then the cds r with the other students who brought home to install so hav to wait
then tcher end lesson early but me n minqi stayed to solve some probs la
was able to solve some then the rest were being helped by ms phoon when i SOS on msn
went down to lvl 4 helpdesk to ask for her help
then finally solve all the probs with the programs
after tt went down to cc straightaway
by the time i reach cc was already near prac time
went to the coffeeshop to look for wx then saw her at the smoking area with xie lao shi (aka her papa chia) eating dinner
then he made me so blur by crapping all the weird weird chinese names when i reached the table....lolz
after tt went to get dinner then down for prac
hide myself in the rm to check the scores n stuffs
then gt it done by end of prac gt meeting
then walked to the busstop with ekjun julian joel n peter
gt bullied by them la....
julian called me bouncy because i pushed him after he pushed me to the wall... wth la
then he n ekjun start the gzp thingy
i totally hav no idea wat they toking....

yesterday
no prac as everyone was tired so we hav a break
was at home the whole day packing my stuffs
then went to e-hub to get some stuffs
come back watch some videos
then went to sleep i think???

today
went out with wx n cass
meet wx at ws then went to tm to get her contacts
after tt meet cass at pie kia
then eat pie kia le went to shop for cass de shoes
then went to get their hair washed at chai chi
n nails done at vivo
while waiting, went to get chocolates from candy empire
then went to hospital to get my specs corrected
but then they ask me to try for 2 to 3 more days cause it may be because i m nt used to the new degree
so brought home my specs to try again
then nv meet cass n wx for dinner cause they need to rush to cc
so went home by bus....
so long la....
reach home at ard 9 plus
just finish eating my dinner lor.... haizz
gg to sleep le....
tml still need to go cc early
ITS THE BIG DAY TML!!!!!!!!

2008-09-11T09:22:00.004+08:00

was baking cookies yesterday
but then can be considered a failure cause the cookies r as hard as rocks
but still edible la

the cookie with no chocolate

2nd batch from the oven

close-up version

the final product with chocolate!!!!!

the cookies dun look nice right??
guess gt to make the cookies more even esp the chocolate filling!!!!!
the cookies some big some small... haizz
gg to bring down some for chris ltr to try
hope tt she like it even though its a bit hard.....

2008-09-09T19:57:00.003+08:00

was nt online for the whole of yesterday cause no mood n lazy as i was mapling on my bro's com
nth special happen yesterday except tt nh gt performance at the esplanade
went down to cc to meet chris to go there together with cassandra, jasmine, ekjun, fusheng n a guest player(cant rmb his name) on the 11 seater bus
then it was damn funny la when we were on the bus
me, ekjun n jasmine were seated behind
then we were toking abt helping ekjun improve his hokkien
so we started normal conver in hokkien
then dunno how n y it suddenly link to the yuda topic
then ekjun tried to ask chris when they getting married in hokkien which made eveybody laugh like mad la cause it was spoken nt very fluently
then chris rebutted if married ekjun then the next day ...... lolz
after tt, we saw the sg flyer n jasmine was saying tt the view is *very nice* .... haha
then i say of course la
can see so many of our national bird with so many diff color some more ..... hahahz

once we reached, me n jasmine had to go to the concourse as we do nt hav the backstage pass
then we sit down on the sofa n wait for them to set up
then after tt wait for them to sound check
then we alone sit down there to chat while waiting for 7.15pm
we chat on quite a few things n finally sorted out wats happening ard me
thx jasmine for being so understanding
n lending me ur listening ear
n we had a lot of fun crapping n crazying ..... hahaz

then after the whole thing is over, we waited for them to packup then go eat
jasmine n ning went back first cause ning gt sch the next day
then the rest of us went to marina square de subway eat
so pai seh la.... cause xie lao shi's parents treat us
n its my first time eating subway n the price is shocking
6 bucks for a 6-inch sandwhich....
i m nt gg to eat subway again
or can say dun go so often or else i will cfm go bankrupt
but the sandwhich is nice....
nv put vege except lettuce.... hehee
canivore me.....

after tt xie lao shi's parents went home first
then we stayed for a while discussing prac dates
or should i say is joel n chris n cassandra discussing
we only sit down there n wait
then took down the dates when its finally decided
chris n cassandra went home on their own as they hav matters to discuss
so i kana pang seh la... jking la
still gt fusheng acc so still ok
or else i will be damn bored alone on the mrt
cause blur me nv bring mp3......

while walking, joel keep saying he wan fusheng to die....
then i say doraemon only shen chu yuan shou n dun ask ppl to die de
then he say to everyone he shen chu yuan shou
to fusheng is go n die.... hahahahaz
funny la his expression
the mrt is damn packed la
first time i see at night still gt so many ppl taking mrt
or should i say i first time take mrt so late at night... hahahz
joel me fusheng n the sheng guy(cant rmb his name also... hahaz) squeezed into the mrt
totally nt able to balance at all squeezy until theres no rm for ppl to walk nt to mention alighting
joel is lucky cause he alight at kallang
then the sheng guy alight at tanah merah
me n fusheng all the way to pasir ris then wait for the stupid super long bus 3 to come
fusheng alight 1 stop b4 me

reached home ard 11.30pm
then mum n bro asleep le
left sis still watching video
went to sleep straight after bathing
can imagine how tired i was

did nt bother to go jog in the morning cause my body wont budge
mum called me up but gt no response... hahaz
so woke up at 9am then went to make breakfast
which is just steam buns to eat la.... simple n fast.... suitable for lazy ppl like me
then went to check emails n chat with frens
oh ya... woke up with the stupid swollen eyes
my eyes were like half-opened
then only online for a while n went to sleep again
wake up at dinner time then my eyes better
then can blog now.... hahahaz
i think i m gg crazy soon....
oh ya.... 1 more thing
chris say i did nt start any war which is to my relieve
at least matters r nt tt complicated now

looks like i hav just written an essay.... oh my!!!
shall try to update more often n shorter post each time

the gurl is getting more n more rubbish
pls save her!!!!

2008-09-07T23:47:00.002+08:00

was trying to find back wats lost
but it seems tt its gg to be very difficult
i still think theres another way out to solve tis prob
perhaps it just haven come to my mind
i m so nt satisfied tt i can only lose items
cant i dun lose anything at all
even after following my heart
tts wat chris n ber told me
watever decision i make, i must follow my heart
thank you both for telling me tt
i find tt i m too easily influenced le
its time i do smth on my own to retrieve the lost items without making any matters worse

i dun like the feeling of losing
n i m gg to retrieve everything back one by one

sry tt my decision ended up with a war
i will stop the war myself
I MUST!!!!!!

2008-09-06T22:10:00.002+08:00

so many things happen again last night
perhaps i should nt hav wrote anything on my pm at all
perhaps if i did nt say anything would be better
but wats done cant be undone
i hav made my decision n i m very clear of wat i wan
however, i did nt expect tt WW3 will start

i can only say tt from the tone tt the qn was asked
it sounds as if theres gg to be a drawing the line across thing n i dun like it
was struggling the whole night thinking wat should i do
i keep hearing things here n there until i feel tt almost everyone i noe cant be trusted
tt feeling is back again.......
wat i wrote on my pm was just my thoughts
n from my thoughts, it created smth big.... haizzz

i wanted a win-win situation
but it has turned into a war
within 1 mth, i suddenly lost a lot of things
y m i always in tis kind of situation???
anyway, i dun wan to tok abt it le
if wats lost cant be found, then i gt to move on

just change my blogsong to moon river
its a very nice song
found the piano version richard clayderman played n the violin version from lovers in paris
both also nice... hehe
so nice until i dun feel like navigating away from my blog

i m really tired of all this
will it be over soon??

2008-09-05T23:38:00.002+08:00

just finish eating my supper of mac
did nt eat with ning they all cause i m really too tired liao
sry ran, i nt purposely pang seh u all but i really too tired liao

went out at ard 11 plus i think cause chris wan me to acc her to see doc
in the end when i reach the polyclinic, she already waiting for medicine... lolz
after tt went to ws to let her drop her cheque then straight to the cc
ate lunch then sort scores again lor.... normal routine

reg n dom came down just now
but was invited out of the co rm because they r no longer members of the co
went to look for them at ard 5 plus n ate dinner
then chatted on lots of things
they cheered me up seeing tt i m damn sian n keep making me laugh
thx guys!!!
however, i still dun hav the ans to ur qn
its like 1 mth away from my frens n too many things happen until i dun even noe wat exactly is happening
even now i still dun get wats gg on n suddenly all of u pop the qns
i haven even gt time to breath la!!!!!
my whole mind is in a mess now
like a bunch of threads being tangled
y cant dunno be the ans??? haizzz

breathing space is needed
time is also needed
pls grant her breathing space n time

2008-09-05T09:29:00.002+08:00

so fast n its fri
co prac again!!!!

gg down at ard 1 plus ltr to pack the remaining scores on the chairs
get it??? CHAIRS!!!!!!
hahaz ..... dun mind me..... i gg crazy le
anyway, did nth yesterday n dunno y feel so tired

went to CGH de zhong hua clinic for my second appt yesterday
seriously la..... i think the doc a bit smth wrong de
he can suddenly mumble smth under his breath
then out of the blue ask u qn then mumble again
so can u imagine how i was feeling in the rm
lucky my mum was with me or else i will go mad...
after tt chris called.....
she was hospitalized!!!!! but was discharged yesterday afternoon
chat with her while waiting to collect my medication
then mum was nagging abt my outgoing call will burst.... hahaz
but i dun care.... hehe cause i noe the limit
after tt, went to tm to buy some groceries n head home
saw tt irratating person on the way home n kind of pissed me off la
mum asked me y she wearing tt shirt...
i replied dun noe dun care then mum was angry la
cause my attitude sucks
ok la i admit i dun like tt irratating person n i m showing attitude whenever i see her
i cant help it la
she was the one who started irrataing me even when i nv spark of the fire
went home ate lunch le then went to nap
like pig sia... oh dear.... i think i must diet myself
woke up at ard 6 plus then saw the miss call from chris
haha.... she keep calling me..... cause we gt lots to tok abt..... chatter chatter
called her n chatted for a while b4 i head off to bath
then continue to chat on msn
can u believe it.... we gt sooooooo many things to chat..... hahahaz
actually wanted to post what we chat abt de
but i will get killed by her if i really post it
i dun wan to die so young so i better shut up.... hahaz

y m i blogging now???
cause i woke up n went for my morning jog at 6am
ber asked me to go with her then in the end she woke up at 6.30am
by tt time i already finish jogging n the sky looks so red tt its gg to rain anytime so i went home n sms her
ber... its ok de... no need to keep apologising
we can jog together another day de
so dun say sry again le k??
after tt ate breakfast then now free until can blog n pack my stuff
gg to go down cc at 1 plus
target for today:
at least get all the scores neatly packed into the folders n label them

shall get games from chris today cause she bringing her lappy
still thinking psp or nds???
shall continue to think some more first.... hahahaz

2008-09-03T23:46:00.002+08:00

just came back from co prac
did nt hav supper with chris cause she gt impt things to discuss with cassandra n xie lao shi
packed the stupid noodle home to eat then realized tt the gravy all spilled out liao
in the end eat a bit only then throw away the rest
noe tt i m wasting food by i cant stand the taste of it

nth much happen
went down at 2 plus to pack the scores
ate dinner with chris they all at ard 6 plus
then when they prac, i cont with the score packing
now the scores tt we r playing r packed neatly on the shelf
all tts left r the scores on the 2 chairs
looks like there will be more packing to be done on fri

chatting with reg now n he say he is coming down on fri
hahaz.... looks like fri is gg to be fun....
also waiting for chris to come online
dunno whether she finish her supper with them le mah
looks like cant hav supper with her anymore tis time......
oh ya.... gt photo shoot on fri
dun like the idea of taking photo though
hahaz... tts all for now...

2008-09-02T09:59:00.002+08:00

nth much happen the past few days

sat went to grandma house for dinner
brought my laptop along then in the end my bro use it to play game haizzz
actually wanted to watch video using my laptop de as i still gt a lot of vcds n videos haven watched yet
if no mood to watch still gt internet then i can watch anime also
but then because bro help me carry my laptop so no choice have to let him use
so i end up doing nth at all n watch him play wonderland
then after tt is dinner time so we went to eat dinner
then i overestimated my great grandma's chili sauce n ate a lot until my whole stomach hav tt stupid burning feeling
lucky gt to eat cold canned fruits after dinner then the burning feeling nt so bad
after tt we took bus 21 home
then while walking, i did nt notice tt dom was at the coffeeshop
my mum still say someone is staring at us (which is dom la)
he was trying to get my mum to get me n my sis attention but in the end we nv turn ard.... hahahaz
he msg me say tt we walk past him n ignored him.... lolz la
tts how i noe tt i did nt notice him.... haha
very rubbish right???

sun stay at home the whole day
so i went to the net to search for baking recipes
wanted to bake cookies but dunno wat to bake
then gt some recipes from blogs
mainly chocolate flavours de wahahaha
but then all the ingredients at home dun hav so hav to search for simple de
did find some simple de so i saved all the recipes i found then look through see which one i can bake
after tt i went to sleep.....

yesterday continue to search for recipes again
n tis time ber gave me some tt she found
hahahaz
will let u be my laboratory mice.... wahahaha
tts if i can even bake the cookies la.....
mum dun let me bake.... haizzz
wanted to buy butter de then she nt happy liao
the only thing tt dun hav at home is butter lor
but then she dun wan so no choice cant bake
sad la.... i so bored la... wan to bake also cannot
chatted with chris the whole night
asked her how she sell so many tics so fast
then she teach me but then haizzz.....
i m so nt a marketing person but i will still try my best to sell the tics
asked frens to help me ask ard le
hope tt i can get favourable replies.....

just now went for morning jog then went to shop n save n try to persuade my mum let me bake
in the end still cannot..... looks like i can dun even think of baking anything le la
now bored until watching xxxholic kei
almost finish watching the whole season le lor
then the tsubasa chronicles still no new season or episodes out yet
or should i say i dunno how to find??
now gg to move on to watch soul eater...
hope tt i wont so fast finish watching...

2008-08-29T21:02:00.002+08:00

its been 1 wk since i last blog
so tis will be a long post......

mon was the last day of my exam....
the DBMS paper......
but dunno y somehow i feel tt i did nt really do tt well 4 the paper
thought tt the qns were tricky....
hope tt i can pass the paper
after the paper, went 2 meet chris 4 dinner but was late....
had dinner with jasmine, amber, ber, chris n fusheng at the cc coffee shop
then after tt went 2 buy satay home 2 eat... wahaha

tue stayed at home the whole day gaming
then sleep....

wed woke up early 2 go hospital 4 my medicine drip
reached hospital at 8am n waited until like 10am then they start the drip
another malay gurl only pri 6 needs tt super strong medicine drip too
which is quite shocking even though she also hav lupus but hers is nt even 1 yr
when the needle went into her hand, she was screaming like hell
which also scare me 2 my wits la....
was on drip then halfway she suddenly scream so loud
even the nurse also shocked!!!!!
i continue 2 read my comic book until the end of the drip
was impressed tt i m nt sleepy at all .... hahaz
after tt went 2 buy some food 2 eat n went home 2 rest

yesterday was super tired.....
wake up eat breakfast le then went 2 sleep again
then wake up 2 eat again then went 2 sleep again
i m super like pig la!!!!!!!!
when i woke up again, i m a bit refreshed so i game again n chat with my fren jessica
asked her 2 help me ask ard anybody interested 2 watch NH II
did nt manage 2 sell any tics yet so must buck up even though i m tired
haven gt her reply yet but no worries cause she gt 1 wk sch hol
in the meantime, i shall see who i can sell the tics 2 n ask them again n pester if i hav 2 ... wahahaha

went 4 morning walk in the early morning 2day
then ltr ate breakfast n packed my table
my table was in the pre-exam state..... messy like hell
now tt exams r over, all books into the shelves.... wahaha
but if i need 2 take supp paper then i hav 2 take them out again.... haizzz
now worry also no use so might as well hav fun first
sept is gg 2 be the busy mth 4 me
i gt J2EE lesson 15/9 - 17/9
oracle cert course 22/9 - 26/9
NH II concert on 20/9
skin centre appt on 12/9
hospital appt on 16/9
medicine drip on 22/9
nobody can be more busy than me liao i guess
n my hols r like until 12/10!!!!!
then dunno gt 2 take supp paper anot
if need 2 take supp paper then i will hav more days of study
then really nt like hol at all......
dun care le.... results will only be released on the 16/9
so just be happy until then bah

i guess tis post is already very long le
n i m very tired liao...
so cya......

2008-08-22T23:09:00.002+08:00

saw a glimmer of hope in my OOAD paper 2day
did nt get mental block at all
studied the final revision lecture only as well as the mcqs
n qns really turn out 2 be those qns only
dunno is lucky or tcher lenient
anyway, just hope tt i can pass my OOAD n DBMS papers
since the DSTR n IPTNET already gone case le
already prepared myself 2 take the supp paper if i really fail

enough of the exams
tis morning chris called me
n we talked abt smth very funny la
but it is secret..... sshhhh!!!!!!
now already 11plus le
hoping tt someone from co will come online soon!!!!
i wan 2 noe wat happen 2day during prac
curious curious.... since i m on break.... haizzz

2008-08-20T21:05:00.002+08:00

2day de IPTNET paper is easy lor
all from the tutorial de
in the end i gt mental block again
memorized the ans from the tutorials n yet i cant rmb everything
only managed 2 write some ans tt r reasonable
the rest all anyhow pluck ans from the sky
i think i m gg 2 fail this exams
totally no confidence at all

the next paper is OOAD
hope tt the paper will be easy but this paper also gt a lot of things need 2 memorized
i m so gg 2 prac the past yr exam qns n study the notes at the same time
gg 2 make sure tt the notes i prepared is gg 2 be a complete set
OOAD n DBMS r my only hopes of passing left
i dun wan my gpa 2 become 1.?? because of my exam tis time

my only wish now is tt i can pass my DSTR n IPTNET
which is like mission impossible but my frens say as long as i pass my ica i will be fine
but how can tt be??? exam 60% leh!!!!!!!
haizzz

after the paper, went 2 AMK hub 2 grab some food
then bought the durian pancake n durian puff from the stall tt was recommended on channel 8
after tt went down 2 bugis 2 collect my durian strudel
i also bought a mango strudel for 10 bucks
the strudels r nice!!!!!!!!! except tt the mango a bit sour
grandma came down just now n eat the strudel
she say its too ex n tell me next time dun buy
n ask me 2 save money for my studies
if wan 2 buy ask my aunt 2 buy... lolz

now gg 2 chiong OOAD revision liao.....
will continue after i finish my exam on fri which starts 4pm

2008-08-18T20:25:00.003+08:00

its been a long time since i last blog
had been very tired recently ever since i m out of tt 'resort'
also trying 2 find time 2 sort out my mind for study
exams round the corner mah

had DSTR paper 2day
the paper is exactly like wat the exam revision slides showed
qns totally the same type
n yet i cant rmb a single thing i memorized!!!!!
my mind went totally blank!!!!
so in the end i skipped all the coding qns n do the rest first
but then i finally gave up n submit my paper 30mins b4 the exam finish
mr seetoh collected my paper
he asked me 2 sit through the whole exam n finish the qns
but i really cant rmb le wat for sit down there waste time
so in the end he just shook his head n submitted my paper
i hope i can pass this paper.... i failed the last quiz b4 the exam
n i noe it will pull down my total score a lot
i just wan a pass.... a grade C will be enough

enough abt 2day...
last wk had DBMS revision lesson on tue
quite useful 2 me as i missed out a lot during the 'resort stay'
then gt back my test paper from minqi after the lesson
we chatted a while then i went 2 meet chris for dinner at e-hub pastamania
we each order a plate of pasta n shared 1 beef lagsania(dunno the spelling la)
then we chatted for a while b4 we hit the arcade 2 play the drum machine
it was so fun la.... we topped up my card n was told tt i can upgrade my card 2 VIP de
but then dunno wat went on my head i say i dun wan
so stupid la!!!! VIP card is double play leh!!!
u top up 1buck gt 2bucks for game play!!!!!
i m so damn gg 2 upgrade it the next time!!!!
we played the machine so many rounds until our hands r sore
then after a washrm break, we went 2 watch others play the machine
then we play again!!!! LOLZ....
after tt we went 2 fairprice 2 buy bread n off we go home.....

the following day, i went 2 CGH de zhong hua clinic 2 see doc
tt doc is so weird la..... i m nt depressed abt my condition at all n he kept telling me i will recover n dun look so depressed....
then he say i can eat anything i wan n say tt i must eat 2 egg white n 1 egg yolk everyday because i lack of nutrients
he say tt my swollen legs will recover by the following wk which is tis wk la but i dun see any diff lor
n after a mth my condition will improve
n after a yr the dosage of the steriods prescribed to me will decrease
he is so damn confident la n he told my mum tt i m the third lupus patient he had 2 treat
n he is confident tt my condition will improve quite fast because i m still young
i dunno how many times i hav 2 hear tis sentence from all the docs tt see me
all say the same sentence.... in the end probs keep popping out
but 1 thing for sure is i must nt be depressed n must be positive!!!!!!!
so i m gg 2 relax myself n make sure i recover!!!!!
i wan 2 go out with my frens 2 play!!!!! i wan 2 like them!!!!!!
i wan 2 be free from medicine control!!!!!!!!!!!
after the consultation, mum n i went eastpoint 2 buy my sports shoe but in the end there dun hav my size so we went foodcourt hav lunch n i saw auntie serene having lunch with her frens
then she asked me how come so long nv go her house then i just reply very busy tts y
i hope i m nt rude......
after tt ate lunch n went 2 white sands n finally found a sports shoe with my size
then went down 2 NTUC 2 buy some stuffs n head home

tml gg 2 tire me out again cause i hav 2 go hospital for bloodtest as early as 9.30am
then wait for my appt at 2.50pm
n i gt IPTNET paper on wed at 9am!!!!!!!!
n IPTNET is my worst module!!!!!!!!!!!
gg 2 prepare notes 2 study le....

2008-08-06T23:10:00.002+08:00

finally is wed le
went to sch 2day for my proj presentation
but in the end i ended up feeling giddy n my face turned pure white
i think i m like a walking zombie cause ms phoon looked very worried n actually wanted to send me to hospital
but in the end she called a cab for me n ask me to go home n rest
she said tt i have been consistent with my proj submission so there sld nt be a prob with passing just tt my grade will nt be fantastic
she also told me nt to worry too much abt my studies n health comes first
if i need to get notes for revision i can get it from my classmates
she is such a nice n understanding tcher.......
she even acc me to wait for the cab!!! i m so glad to hav her as my tcher

after tt when i gt home, i ate lunch n went to sleep
was super sleepy la cause even when my dad came back i dun even realise
sleep all the way until 5pm cause i heard the 100% entertainment music coming from the tv
i guess i overworked myself for wanting to finish the proj n did nt hav enough rest
from 2day onwards, i m gg to rest!!!
really rest n exercise so tt i will nt be so tired even when i m doing nth

mon was a chionging proj day
woke up quite early then went tm to buy some stuffs
bought a few t-shirts then went home chiong proj
after tt sleep until yesterday morning
went to hospital for checkup n realise tt my hand pain n the swollen legs r normal
because my dosage of medicine is high
doc say with do some special blood tests to monitor my hand pain n swollen legs
i was supposed to be on the medicine drip 2day de but i cant make it because of the proj presentation
doc said tt he told me i was told in the ward tt i will be on medicine drip again 2day
but i cant seem to rmb him saying tt
in the end he had to schedule it on fri morning as this medicine drip takes up 8hrs which is like 1 whole day!!!!
wat m i gg to do down there while on the drip???
decided to ask chris if she can lend me her psp so tt i will nt be bored
cfm gg to bring my mp3
i think my mum will be like bring ur notes down to revise for exams
i shall see wat i can do tml... wahahahaz
shall go sleep now... starting to have headache....

2008-08-03T22:29:00.003+08:00

feel so tired 2day
totally no mood to finish my proj coding at all
but in the end still manage to get myself to do it
i gt no more time to waste although i still watch anime in btw during meals to relax myself abit
my whole body is hurting every now n then
i dunno if its my imagination or its the side effect of the medicine
the pain sometime come from my hand then sometime my leg n sometime near the waist which is super near the kidneys la

haizzzzzz
then somemore i still haven confirm my presentation day with ms phoon
die le... i must work faster now
i dun wan to fail my proj
gg to get down to work again once i m done with tis post

yesterday went to grandma house to help aunt fix the internet access
went out to eat breakfast with them at long john silvers
then its internet fixing time!!!!
gt everything setup quite fast because gt the smartwizard help
however the ppl at singtel nv send the password to my aunt
then end up my mum n aunt had to rush down to tm de hello shop to get the password
so when they went to get the password, i gt down to helping my aunt load her mp3 software into the laptop as well as updating her anti-virus software
grandma gt on to cook lunch... fried bee hoon.... oiishi ne
after lunch, mum n aunt gt home n we try to use the netgear router
however, i still cant solve the prob... haizzz
so no wireless access for me for the time being if i go my grandma house to use laptop

i shall solve the prob after my exams
shall ask jun liang for help again i think since he is the one who help me the other time
if nt i hav to ask another aunt of mine who is currently very busy n overseas
y everybody thinks tt studying the IT course means studying everything abt computer???

did nth 2day except proj
super tired since i still gt prob with the SQL query
i wonder how they manage to get the query done???
shall ask them tml after their presentation to send me their codes for reference
my presentation is confirm on wed morning le
i hope i will be ok..........

2008-08-01T22:14:00.003+08:00

did nt hav a pleasant day at all ever since i was discharged
it was so so wrong 2 be admitted in the first place
even though i found out tt something is wrong with my body n it still can be treated
now all the endings of proj must be done
n because of my absence of contributing they were slowed down n theres a need 2 rush

went back 2 sch on wed 2 submit my mc n talk 2 ms phoon abt my proj submission
she said tt she will access me individually with another independent marker on another day
however i was scared of presenting alone which i dunno y
i wished 2 present with my gp however they also think tt its best if i gt more time 2 complete my part of the proj
somwhow when they keep telling me 2 let ms phoon access me on another seems 2 me tt they wan 2 get rid of me like tt
maybe i m too sensitive but tis kind of feeling is really very torturing
it makes me feel like i m an object... like the feeling i get back in sec sch
but i gt no choice... i hav 2 score for tis proj n i must
then when i gt home from sch, i continue doing the iptnet assignment
i re-draw everything from scratch only 2 realized tt watever we do from the start of the assignment was wrong
did nt giv up n search the net for solutions but to no anvil
went 2 bed early because i dun wan 2 be pressurized by them

yesterday was no exception
went 2 ws 2 hav lunch then bought some groceries n went home 2 continue to chiong iptnet until minqi called
discussed how 2 finish the iptnet drawing n setting
i noe they r very anxious
but i remained clam n tell them how i do
i myself also very tired n anxious abt the assignment
iptnet is my worse subject ....i can nv get gd results
after tt it was decided tt i shall nt continue 2 do the drawing
i felt so angry with myself
i noe tt my working style is slow la but i m trying to do away tis working style
i dun even noe whos right whos wrong le after all these
i spent 4 days trying 2 figure out how 2 solve then in the end hav 2 giv up
its like i wasted 4 days for nth
n i could hav just done my ooad proj
which i will be able 2 giv minqi so tt i can present with them on mon
haizzzzz......
after they hung up the call, i felt like i was being thrown onto an isolated island again
the lonely feeling from back then in sec sch came back tt instance
opened all the proj files in my laptop with hope tt i can do some changes but in the end i gt no mood n end up gaming for 2 whole hrs n then went to sleep

woke up early tis morning n went 2 changi hospital n had an accupunture session
it lasted for half an hr n after tt went 2 hav lunch n visit my great grand mother in the ward
then went 2 eastpoint 2 buy some stuffs b4 coming home
after shopping i feel quite ok le so i continue with my proj amendments until now then blog for a bit since a lot of ppl(actually only chris is complaining la) tt my blog is still dead
seriously speaking... i really hav no mood at all
from my msn pm, i m actually still feeling quite emo
i guess now they r having co prac or should be over le
gg to sleep now.... it felt tt i m nt having the rest i should be taking
i hope i will be alright

i m so disappointed by so many things
to the extend tt i dun feel like i hav any goals any more
will a long term break be gd for me???
i really wonder??

2008-07-29T21:59:00.003+08:00

my time was spent in the hospital the past wk
due 2 the stupid swollen legs...
i gt 2 stay in the hospital 2 do the kidney cells test
gt admitted on tue right after my appt
then straight into the day surgery after breakfast
was scared stiff lor.... then the doc was like rushing like tt
the anastatic just gt injected
then she wan 2 get the kidney cells
very painful la!!!!!!!!
dunno y this time round i scream like hell in the rm!!!!
then after everything is over
i gt 2 lie still n flat on the bed for like 8hrs!!!!!!
i already noe tt since tis is the second time i doing the surgery
but i still cant ta han la!!
hw can u lie still n flat n do nth for 8hrs???
then cant go washrm must use bedpan!!! do u noe hw hard it is 2 urine into the bedpan???
its so uncomfortable la!!!!!

lucky i can get up n walk abt at 6pm or else i will die arh
lie on the bed until my back so sore
the hospital food nt tt bad after eating it for 1wk
although it is a bit tasteless as they giv food according to our diet tt our doc prescribed
night time is the worst time it can ever get
i was staying in the class B2 ward on lvl 9
because there is no more bed to accomodate me in the class c ward
i was surrounded by ah ma-s !!!! can u imagine??
i cant get to sleep because they r in pain when the nurses change their diapers or take blood from them or giv them drip
they kept screaming which led me to insomia...haizz
chris came to visit me on wed night n she brought a card with all the get well msgs
THX GUYS FOR WISHING ME GET WELL SOON FOR THE SAKE OF CHEESECAKE N THE SCORE LIBRARY!!!!!!!! I FEEL SO HONOURED!!!! XDXDXD

thurs did nth except getting medicine drip to prevent inflammation of the wounds
n waiting for the results of the cell test
the ward docs r so impatient!!!!!
they remove the bandage so fast la!!!
say tt the wound heal le!!!
then wat happen??? the wound bleed a little n scared me n my mum to death!!!!
in the end i hav to get the nurse to get me a plaster to cover the wound....
then a lot of NUS students keep coming in to ask me qns
i m so fedup la although i can help them in their exams by answering their qns
but gp by gp keep coming n ask u the same thing over n over again
can u take it?? i cant lor... seriously!!!
then at night cant sleep again

fri came n cell test result out
dr liew came down to see me n tell me tt i hav to change my medicine to prevent the lupus cells from scarring my kidneys
n the side effects of the medicine is may affect fertility in future which i dun really care, may hav blood in the urine which i m super really worried abt but doc assured tt less than 1% tt it will happen so i can be like relief a bit
then after telling me tt, he increased my steriod dosage to 70mg!!!!
its a huge increase la!!! 20mg of it already make me so drowsy during lesson liao
then nw 70mg... wan me to sleep in class arh???
he start the medicine ard the evening, its a 1hr plus drip plus a 4hr sodium chloride sol to push in the medicine to other parts of the body
the drip was super slow la.... haizzz

sat was supposed to be happy because i can discharge le
but then after gg home, i gt serious gastric pain which i cant tolerate
it like many needles poking ard here n there
did nt eat anything after nn all the way until sunday morning
went straight to A&E to get admitted
the doc n A&E say the gastric pain is due to the new medicine which i was nt told of!!!!!
then my hands gt poked again just to get the needle in so tt they can giv me drip
my hands were briused because of all the needle poking n no blood is coming out of the veins
tis time round, i was really admitted into a class c ward
on lvl 7
the nurses were all very nice ppl n ...
i m surrounded by ah ma-s AGAIN!!!!!
haizz.. but i guess i m too tired after being tortured by the pain to even rmb them screaming
but at class c ward, u can nv sleep
the lights from the other rm can get through n hurt ur eyes
there r docs from the same dept as dr chan who came down to see me
dr chia is a very nice doc although she is also a **** lineage
she keep assuring me tt i will be fine the next day n dun worry too much n tell me to rest

sun came n more medicines in the morning because of the gastric pain
oh ya also because of the wat heart scan arh say i lack potassium
then ward docs came to check n say if i dun feel any more pain then i can discharge on mon which is yesterday la
watched video on my laptop for the whole afternoon on sun until the batt flat... hahaz
actually wan to do proj de but some how the files cant open... haizz
i m always so unlucky at the critical period
nw i m rushing mad to finish 2 proj even though i m on mc

yesterday discharge was slow because need to wait for dr chia to come see me first
waited until like 2 plus 3 then she came with dr lian, the doc tt my mum is seeing for her bones
no wonder she kept looking at me with the eyes saying i hav seen u somewhere b4
she ltr then cfm its me when my mum came in to check if the doc come already... hahaz
so funny la.....
reached home abt 5plus then eat dinner with bro n sis
it feels so gd to be home!!!!
dunno y so many ppl say hospital is resort?? its prison can!!! u cant go anywhere anyhow even if u can walk ard without the nurses help
anyway, my aunts came to my house yesterday to see me
they shocked my sis as my sis was in the bathrm when they arrived.. hahaz
then they gave me money... haizzz
make me feel like i owe them a lot of money like tt
ever since i m hospitalized, all my relatives keep giving me money
i say no need but they keep giving....
make me feel so guilty... nw i understand y my mum dun wan to let them come visit me

yesterday went to bed quite early because i m damn tired
sleep until 9am tis morning n gt headache... haizz
but lucky tt headache does nt last long
then went to buy my optical mouse n printer ink cartrideges at ws challenger
then now blogging n gg to chiong my proj
tml still need to go sch submit my mc n see ms phoon regarding the proj presentation
haizz... hope tt i can wake up tml as i m still very tired.....

2008-07-09T23:46:00.004+08:00

now is like nearing 12am n i m still awake
i actually very tired le but because of some reasons i cant sleep yet

just now gt C++ remedial
lasted from 3pm to 5.30pm
was nt in the mood for remedial at all
but i noe my results r nt gd so i better practice the coding
in the end ms joelle taught me 1 to 1
she is a very nice tcher
ms phoon also gt help me esp the accessor methods
thx both cher for explaining n teaching me

was eating lunch with ms sin b4 i went for remedial
she was wondering y m i still in sch
now all of u should noe y le lah
chatted with her abt results n stuff
but she haven really look through the list... haizz
oh ya.... b4 lunch was C++ tutorial
after tutorial, mq ask ms phoon abt proj stuffs
then i went "there, i told u already...." when i confirm smth from ms phoon
haizz...
ms phoon say my gp dun hav much confidence in ourselves
i hope the final presentation will be smooth sailing....

now i m spamming on co de blog
can u imagine how super duper wu liao i m
no mood to do any sch stuffs now
n chatting with chris makes me realized tt fri is coming nearer than expected
n doomsday is coming for me
if i dun appear in sch on mon, u all should noe wat happen to me .... lolz
gg to sleep le although tml lesson nt so early
shall hope tt miracle will happen.....

n dun worry chris
u surely can eat banana split on fri
i shall use physic power to make u recover
hahaz.... (as if i really m a physic)

2008-07-08T23:16:00.002+08:00

just decided to come n post smth up in case i gt bugged again.. hahaz

2day lesson really bored me to death
firstly, the bus ride to sch already make me so tired tt i cant even focus
secondly, my stupid sore throat is back n this time round even worse
swallowing food become a torture!!!!!!!!
then theres lecture n practical
1 hr lec n 4 hrs prac
can u believe it???

enough talk abt sch
now i shall talk abt smth interesting
or izzit even interesting in the first place??
anyway, i was chatting with chris on my bus ride home
she called to ask if i gt call her
then wat were we talking abt i also cant really rmb le...
i gt serious stm nowadays...
then i suddenly thought of a qn n told chris tt i will put it up n let u ppl guess.. hahaz

heres the qn:
which person fits the following sentence
'nothing gd comes out from tt person's mouth when tt person says gd' ???

noe the ans???
giv me ur ans at my tagboard
i dun mind ppl spamming it actually.... XDXDXD
tts all for 2day...

2008-07-06T23:19:00.003+08:00

woke up late as usual 2day cause i slept at 2 am
wat was i doing until 2am??
changing my blogskin n updating my post lor
had no intention to change de
but then since chris make the effort to help me find new skin
so might as well change it

i realized tt ning just make a blog when i go to nhco web
saw his link up there then went to see see look look
his blog uses the blogger template de... haizzz

watch tv until like 1 plus 2 then online
then play games for a bit b4 i go read my assignment details
the IPTNET really driving me crazy!!!!!!
so after looking at it for 1hr, i gave up n continue to play game
did nt do my tutorial for i gt no mood

tml gt proj practical n OOAD test
luckily i study le so now only hope tt i will nt be late tml
cause the test is the first lesson...
shall go sleep now to 'charge' myself

2008-07-05T23:37:00.002+08:00

another wk just past by again...
tis wk is like so stressed up

mon gt proj lesson
then need to do quite a bit of stuffs
n lecture was revision for next mon quiz

tue gt c++ n data structure
both programming subjects crash on the same day
n some more both gt assignment to hand up by fri

wed gt c++ lecture conducted my mr chew
his way of lecture totally diff from mr lam
mr lam is teach from ppt slides
mr chew is teach from examples from visual studio
2 totally diff styles
n mr chew cant stand ppl talking when he is giving lecture
he still ask the students to leave if they nt interested since they already scan their attendance
n dun disturb the rest who wan to learn
after lecture is the tutorial
ms phoon taking over for tutorial
lucky she dun call names but volunteers
or else i confirm die
then she show us our percentage for c++ so far
i only gt 58.2% lor
its like just pass??? can u believe it??

thurs is the night class day
n i super hate thurs now
dunno y whenever it is thurs i will hate it
nt because of the night class tts all i hav to say
maybe is because of bringing laptop
my laptop is damn heavy la......

fri is the day where i m always so tired until i dun feel like doing anything at all
went to ikea to meet chris, jasmine, joel n fu sheng for lunch
then we chat until dunno wat n started talking abt doraemon... lolz
after tt we went straight down to cc
i packed the scores until i dunno how to pack
very ironic right???
then prac then after tt ekjun went to buy sweettalk
then all of us started guessing wat is tt yellow colour drink
the clues r
1. its sweet
2. its nt a fruit
3. its related to birds
4. china has lots of it
5. tai tai like to drink it

so can anyone of u guess it??
its actually birdnest ice blend!!!!!!!!
so funny la... it taste like sugarcane water can!!!
when we first guessed, my ans was egg n ber's was crow
but we end up guessing its birdnest
after all the stupid guessing
we gt bollywood scene again.... i think all of u should noe wats happening la
so i shall nt write it out.... hahaz (i hope i will nt get killed on fri)

2day went to see doc le then ate lunch at white sands then went home to sleep
sleep until 6pm then wake up
u can imagine how tired i was right
then chatted with ekjun n chris
then was pestered to change my blogskin n update my post
n my link is on nhco blog la
i was like haizzzz.... y put my link there
my blog so dull de...
haizzzzzzzzzz

hope tt tis coming wk will be fun
even though i noe it will nt be

2008-06-26T11:46:00.002+08:00

reached sch 1hr b4 lesson starts
dunno wat to do now sia....
so decided to blog a bit

i realized tt i totally dun understand wat i m learning tis sem
C++ sucks like hell cause i flung test after test....
as in either get just pass or fail
then proj is still ok just tt i m way too slow in understanding how to do those diagrams
which also land my gp in trouble because i work so slowly... haizz
ltr is OOAD... the tutorials really make my head spin but still ok after understanding n doing the practicals n working on the proj
IPTNET is the worse!!!!!!!
continuation of DCN....
failed the first test already!!!!!
then tue just took the 2nd test
2nd test looks easier n we gt to choose to ans 10 out of 16 qns
i hope tt i can pass tis test to pull up my ICA score
DBMS is a dunno wat is gg on subject....
everytime must wait until tcher explain then noe how to do the prac
n some more the diagrams is almost similar to OOAD which made me super confused when to use tis method when to use tt method.....
so my overall conclusion is i m super duper sian of studying
dunno wats gg on n some more no mood... totally no mood!!!!

ltr still gt to present the sequence diagram
dunno how to present sia....
gg to just present watever i hav done n hope i can get a pass
first gp to present!!!! i hate it sia!!!! i hate to be the first to present!!!!
hope tt everything is gg to be ok ltr

tired of waiting
tired of doing everything
tired of this stupid life i hav

2008-06-21T21:09:00.003+08:00

i m officially sick!!!!!!!!!!!!
after eating all the fried n oily stuffs... haizzz

thursday
my bdae!!!!!!
went out to eat dinner with dom ning n reg
met them at T3 n ate popeyes
then went to candy empire to buy chocolates
n here r the photos tt we took

dom n his sexy pose!!!!!

me n reg

me n dom

ning n me

dom me n reg

i super hate to take photos
n commets given was i look like ah ma like tt
dunno how to pose de..... i also noe!!!!
after the photo taking then they went to fair price to buy ingredients for making cheesecake
they say they gg to make oreo cheesecake for my bdae cake....

friday
went out in the morning to skin centre
then went to my ah ma house
after tt rush down to cc for co prac
then was given a super big oreo cheesecake!!!!!!
i haven even eat yet then i fall super sick because of the sore throat
haizzz

now i m super duper tired
hope tt i can get rid of the sore throat fast!!!!!!!

2008-06-18T21:35:00.002+08:00

finally tml is my bade le
however i m nt very happy abt it
i also dunno y??
absolute no mood n super tired
animania the whole day while doing my sequence diagram
can u believe it???
in the end still dunno how to add in the alternate flow... sianzz

i really hope someone will giv me a psp for my bdae present.....
wx gt a psp from her fren lor.... so envious
but i shall nt hope for the impossible
can ask ppl to lend me play theirs
like tt is already gd enough
haizz....

sch gg to start le
but still gt no mood to study n there r tests coming up again
think i should chiong finish everything by tml
but i noe i confirm only say say de.... haizz
luckily i already finish most of it le

just now went out to meet wx to give her her mtg materials
n wx told me tt the mtg was a success cause she shine
hahaz... congratz!!!!

hope tml will nt be so boring......

2008-06-16T11:03:00.003+08:00

long time since i blog le
so this is gg to be quite a long post

sunday
went to watch the esplanade beautiful sunday performance
the performance is damn nice although i dun like the addition of the dancers for the last 2 songs
the percuasionists were damn gd la
sway to the music.... they r so into the music
they r just so great!!!!!

monday
went to watch kungfu panda at e-hub
initial meeting time was 2pm so we can watch the 2.20pm show
in the end we watch the 4.10pm show cause 3pm de nt enough seats n very scattered

after tt is cheesecake session again...
the cheesecake turn out well this time round

tuesday
went for hospital appt.....
then shop ard tm a while then go home

wednesday
nth special 2day also
just tt went to suntec city n bought a pair of sandals at royal sporting house

thursday
went to sch to meet peijun to get my mochi n the durian strudel voucher
then went to AMK hub window shopping
then stupid me took bus 88 then change 72 then 58 then 66 to my grandma house
when actually i can just take bus 22......
i think i m the only 'clever' one tt change 3 buses b4 reaching bedok from amk

friday
was late for the exco meeting....
will nt look for excuses....
late means late.....
then prac was quite fruitful because reg help us n i managed to clear my doubts on the weird weird tempo...
then when i prac with wx.... i find out tt we actually messed up each others rythmn....lolz
but after a few times, we manage to get it right

saturday
usual routine to see chi doc
then went home to sleep....
recently super sleepy... dun feel like doing anything at all
just wan to sleep through the day
grandma n aunt treat me dinner at e-hub de new york new york
even though we had to wait very long, we had fun playing with my cousin
my bdae coming le n then i will be officially 18!!!!!!
time really flies very fast!!!!!!!

yesterday
watch anime all day n gt a terrible sore throat
its nt like yesterday then sore throat
sore throat for a wk le just tt it is nt so pain like yesterday
then also ls again n again until evening then a bit better
had night chat with wx n ning n ran (diff chat window)
ran is having fun which is gd to hear since he was nt in very gd mood on fri

2day gt nth special
i woke up at 10.30am!!!!
power hor.... hahaz
supposed to do some sch work le but absolute no mood to do so
n dun feel like appearing online anytime soon
shall nap for a while b4 i come online to do work.......

sometimes its best to just keep it to urself.....

2008-05-21T23:57:00.002+08:00

had been very busy the past wk doing proj n assignment
as all of u noe, i m quite a last min person when submitting anything in particular related to sch
but i manage to pull through all the submission with the help of mq who constantly remind me to do my use description n UI for the proj.... THX MQ!!!!!!
then my other assignment is submit by anyhow pluck ans from the sky
how i will nt get too low marks for tt even though i gt confident 1 or 2 qn will get correct ans...lolz

mon slack at home until like siao like tt
watch finish the whole series of night wizard n sleep
then yesterday lesson quite boring so did a bit of web programming for our co web
gt listen to tcher la but his ans is always like " the ans can be found on slide....." like tt only
so might as well note down the slide no. then zeng qu shi jian do other stuffs
i very busy u noe....hahahaz
i think gt a lot of ppl will whack me if they see this.... hahahaz
2day graduation day so no sch... YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!!
slacking at home until like siao la
actually can go out watch movie de but ning need to stay at home n can only meet for dinner
so nvm lor cause i also nt feeling tt well in the morning when i woke up
then watch gunslinger girl until 3 plus b4 i go nap again..... like pig like tt sia
must be because of the medication tt made me so sleepy
then met ning for dinner at e-hub
ate new york new york which is like haizzz there goes my money
its ex n very filling cause we underestimated the size of the food n still order side dishes
was so full until tt now when i burp still gt the potato wedges smell!!!!!
watched the shanghai melodies after dinner
the songs r from the 12 girls band de lor.... sianzzz
waited for dom at mac cafe while drinking ice chocolate
then arcade with dom n ning until 10.30 then went to central with dom cause he wan to eat
chatted while he eat n walking me home... thx dom for walking me home :)
then now online checking mail n stuff
lucky tml is 12pm lesson no need to wake up so early
but i m starting to feel very sleepy le
maybe i should go sleep liao.... saiyonara!!!!!

2008-05-10T23:57:00.006+08:00

just now went to T3 to meet grandma
then went to hav dinner at swensens
spent abt 160 bucks!!!!!!! can u believe it???
after dinner, there is tis uncivilised lady tt go crazy at the washroom
keep mumbling to her daughter tt my grandma gt prob
i think she is the one tt gt prob lor
i came out of the cubicle n realised tt she keep arguing with my grandma
then when sis say relaxed la to her, she keep staring at her
i was like WTH la... then her act matured daughter keep staring at me n say gt prob arh gt prob arh... feel like slapping her face lor
both of them in the wrong still dare to say other ppl
even the cleaner also find it 莫名其妙 can??
then she went out of the washroom le but come back in to stare at us again leh.....
just stare at her again then she went out
we r civilised ppl so we dun care abt ppl like her
she still dare to teach her daughter tt this world is full of ppl like us
n think tt we r in the wrong.... OMG can!!!
anyway.... she must hav mental probs de
should be sent to IMH ASAP

yesterday was fun de
went down cc after dinner n met ber at the interchange when she board the bus
then found out tt our supper is 3 bdae cakes!!!!! LOLZ....
the chocolate cake tt bryan make was super nice
everybody snatching for it lor... hahahaz
prac was quite boring..... but we had fun for the perc section
ek jun looked so stressed when he see our scores
but in the end he managed to select who to play wat
i gt to play the tamborine, ran gt to play pai gu, patrick gt to play timpany
n our poor SL gt to play the xylophone?? i noe the real name is the glock.....
anyway this song is diff in a sense all instru hav to change major
after tt is full orchestra prac n ber played her tcher part
cause we need to noe the rythmn in order to be able to prac
then time goes by n its supper time
heres some of the photos i taken>>>

the cake tt bryan make!!!!!
its nice!!!

dom's choco exotic

chris's strawberry cake

bdae song time???

wishes??
wats ber doing????

chris n her cake

dom n his cake
n cartoon ek jun behind...haha

dom n chris n all 3 cakes!!!
ek jun is totally nt camera shy!!!!!
hahahahaz

oh dear!!! whos hand is tt??
hahaz

the nice nice pic

another nice nice pic

one more nice nice pic
hahaz...
i run out of words le la...

wats happening now???

as u can see from the above pic
quite a big piece of cake is left....
so we played 终极密码 to decide who will eat the cake
our main motive is to destroy ber's diet plan... wahahaha
played quite a few rounds b4 ber lose n mission accomplised
heres the video of her accepting her defeat>>>>

tts all for now....
did not edit the photos cause very lazy to edit
shall go to sleep now...........

2008-05-07T20:30:00.005+08:00

decided to put up this super duper damn ugly me in the video de video
without editing cause i realized tt anything tt is recorded from the hp cannot edit de....
so heres the video(pls adjust the volume of the speaker softer first as my voice is quite loud in this video):

*decided to remove the video cause of some reasons

those who wan to see it can come ask me n i show u the video on my hp

2008-05-07T17:34:00.005+08:00

yesterday was fun!!!!!!!!

even though the 3 tests(IPTNET, DSTR, C++) really drained out my brain juice
the tests were super tricky lor to me.....
but then nvm since its already over

after tt off to celebrate chris bdae....
reached e-hub de pastamania ard 6.45pm n waited for dom ber ning n reg to arrive
they sure noe hw to take their time lor....
hungry until like siao la n dom treat us dinner!!! thx dom!!!!
then after dinner, we went to arcade to play until ard 10 plus
invested a lot of money there sia...hahaz
chris n i played DDR n para para..... i confess tt i cant play para para... so diu lian la
i can only crazy with DDR n other games
we also played the 2 machines tt needs to hit the 3 color buttons.... hmmm
wats the name of the machine???
play until my hand super red de
anyway we also play mario kart ..... super fun la!!!
did nt manage to get ber to play because she say she dunno hw to play n also because she wan to study for her test today...
after tt we went to ber house there de void deck to eat the tiramisu tt she make
it was diff to eat (as in the cream n the biscuit pieces keep falling off)
here r the photos tt i took yesterday:

the birthday cake call tiramisu!!!!!

the baker ber with the tiramisu....

the bdae gurl n boy!!!! (ps they dun hav the same bdae)
just celebrate it together only
hahahahaz

LIGHTS OUT EVERYONE!!!!!!!

cake cutting time!!!!!!!

theres also a video tt i took after taking these photos
however i haven edit it yet n i shoot myself in it too.....
i look damn ugly n my voice even worse!!!!!!!!!
haizzz.... y did i even show my face in the video in the first place???
will upload the video soon.....

2008-05-01T17:15:00.002+08:00

finally decide tt i must post something up le
gt blasted to update my blog... haizzz
everybody!!!! i m very busy u noe!!!!!

went to e-hub yesterday after sch with chris n ning
ate ben n jerrys ice cream with chris
the chocolate temptation is damn nice!!!!!
e-hub really nth much except tt there gt cinema n arcade n lots of food stores
ate sakae then chat for a while n go home
nth much actually....

2day labour day!!!!!
haven even do hw yet cause really no mood to do at all
i m very tired!!!!!!!!!
can time stop gg so fast???

2008-04-24T11:44:00.002+08:00

so long nv blog le so decided to blog a bit...
since i reach sch a bit early for my lesson

was busy with assignments n stuffs tis wk
to the extend tt even if i m online
i gt no time to blog at all
project was ok except tt brainstorming part

co was also busy because need to do a lot of admin stuffs
n of course the most impt part is prac!!!!
i still need to finish my grade 1 theory!!!!

today is gg to be a long day cause gt night class
hope i can survive.......

2008-04-18T23:38:00.004+08:00

if there is anything in the world tt u cant tolerate is how ppl looked at u
if because of tis u r gg to be depressed
then u might as well can commit suicide......

tt wat i always tell myself when i noe tt there r ppl who dislike, hate n discriminate me
tis world is full of ppl with diff kind of char
nobody likes everybody in tis world
so if there r ppl gg to be like tt to me
there is no need to be nice to them

no matter where i go n do wat
there will always be ppl staring n pointing
i guess there is no way i can try to be like them
being straight is my forte....
i will do tt if i hav to if tt person forces me to the corner

tis kind of situation will nt end
instead of thinking when will it end
i think i will be better off nt to think abt it
n focus on wat i hav to

u r nt the only one in tis world
stop thinking tt everyone hav to revolve ard u!!

2008-04-15T21:21:00.002+08:00

2nd day of sch n i actually read my timetable wrongly n missed 1 lec attendance
haizzz.... wat m i doing
guess tt i m too tired yesterday n nv see wat lesson is on properly
yesterday super disappointed with my class
during proj, we were told to form gps of 5
i was hoping tt there could be a shuffle of ppl ard so tt i can work with other classmates for the project but it proves to me tt they somehow r selfish ppl
they only noe how to shuffle among themselves
so i m stuck with my gp again.... n history repeats itself
my gp gt 1 repeat student again.... i think tts y my classmates dun wan to shuffle with us
tt is only based on my thinking... but after tt i realized tt even if we were to forced them to shuffle ppl with us n in the end when doing the proj, everyone is unhappy with each other also no pt
i m nt the leader tis sem so can somehow relax a bit
but i think i will nt be relax de given in the same gp again.....
then yesterday also very unlucky day
gt myself drenched.... 落汤鸡... anybody wan some chicken soup???
because of the sudden heavy rain n also due to tiredness

2day was rushing like hell
went down to sch by cab because of the stupid mistake i made
then in the end lec attendance also nt counted
then is 1hr break then mr seetoh prac lesson
then rush down hospital n rush back sch only to realize the c++ tut cancelled
waste my mrt fare sia...haizz
then ate french fries n go buy the c++ textbk then come home
did only 5 qns of tml tut.... hope tt i can survive tt lesson

looks like some things cant change instantly......

2008-04-13T21:29:00.002+08:00

tml is the start of yr 2 already
suddenly feel like time is moving faster than i thought
lesson starts at 9am but i hav to leave the house by 6plus am
haizzz..... tts the prob when u live far away from ur sch
hope tt my lesson tml will nt be a boring one

hav faith in urself n everything tt is bothering u
will be resolved with time n the correct solution

2008-04-12T23:44:00.001+08:00

finally the ls bug caught me again

on the day tt i wanted 2 slack n do nth...haizzz
worked on my resume yesterday in sch after consulting ms sin
manage 2 finish the resume at home after some checking
the website tt i was working on had progressed with the help of min qi
thx a lot!!!!!!!!!!!
manage 2 get 2 lecture notes which costs $13.40
looks like queuing up is a must on mon....haizzz

found out tt actually my posts r super duper damn boring
even when i read it i feel like i might as well delete it away
gg 2 change my style
shall nt post everyday life anymore
its damn boring n sianzzz

still nt feeling very gd....
looks like the ls bug will nt leave me alone 4 the time being....zzzz

2008-04-07T21:16:00.002+08:00

did nth during the wkends
except the usual routines

gt internet curfew from now onwards
therefore gg 2 be online until 11.30pm
sad sia but i noe its 4 my own gd
so my frens.....
pls dun sms or call me after 11.30pm

2day woke up late although gt sleep early yesterday
think is because i too used 2 sleeping at ard 1-2am
was awake even though i m on my bed
went 2 tm 2 buy some things n eat lunch
after tt come home n install things 2 my problematic desktop
finally all done now tts y i m blogging
chris reminded me 2 do my theory bk again
i m so far behind.... think gg 2 catch up by doing it ltr while listening 2 music
was on anime maraton just now
gg 2 update on anime i just finished watching:
1. The Melancholy of Haruhi Suzumiya
2. Claymore
3. Chrno Crusade

gg 2 start watching these few anime:
1. Blood+
2. Fate/stay night
3. Lucky Star
4. Mai HiME
5. Kateikyoushi Hitman Reborn

noe tt these anime very long de le
because my reception very slow
tts y now then i watch
i also recently added a my animania column on my blog
so as 2 keep track which ep i stopped
was so busy recently tt i did nt hav time 2 keep watching
so putting it up there reminds me which anime i m currently watching
n also i will nt keep thinking which anime i watch halfway everytime i feel like watching

tts all 4 now
will try 2 update everyday if possible de
n 2 ber......
i noe u think i m crazy saying tt the rhythmic prac was fun
but it is really fun when u master it
i cannot say i expert with it le but at least i noe how 2 play now
so lets jia you bah!!!!!!!!

2008-04-04T23:41:00.002+08:00

just came back from co prac
tension quite high 4 the percussion section
haizzzz
dun wan 2 tok abt it le

morning went 2 grandma house 2 help out with the qing ming praying
after tt hav a nap but then nv really sleep
then night time quickly bath le then eat dinner
was out of my grandma house ard 7pm
late 4 co prac la.....

once i reached i quickly packed out the things n start the rhythmic prac
i did nt believe tt i can play it with 2 hands
as i previously only prac with 1 hand
yeah!!!!!!!!!!!

gg 2 wait 4 chris 2 come online 2 chat
so tts all 4 now.....

2008-04-03T22:35:00.002+08:00

went 2 john little expo sale 2day
bought a light coloured long pants n a bag for $15 total
then bought some tibits also
after tt went 2 the popular bk fair
bought 4 chinese bk for $4
WAHAHAHA!!!!!

after tt went 2 ws de japan house 2 buy a multi purpose box for $3.80
n mum bought a bathrm hanger
then saw chris at lvl 4.... lolz
right after she called me
then i went 2 challenger 2 buy my laptop bag
bought a very nice one but then the size mismatch
lucky still can fit in or else i will cry
the bag costs me $22.90
i think next time i buy my laptop bag
i will look for the 15 inch one to be on the safer side
its better 2 hav a bag tt is loose rather than a super tight one

gg 2 sleep after packing my stuffs 2 go out tml
hav 2 go out early tml
still gt co prac tml
JYJYJY!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-04-02T23:45:00.002+08:00

now is already gg 2 be early morning le
but i m still nt asleep yet
dunno y cant seem 2 fall asleep these days until very late

went 2 plaza sg just now
search 4 the hp tt i wan but they dun hav tt model le
all new models n r ex without signing line
guess tt i hav no choice but 2 wait 4 my sis 2 sign line
then i can get my new hp at a cheaper price
then went 2 daiso 2 get some stuffs(i found the soap box n bought it le)
spent $10 here
then went 2 poh kim n bought 4 korean movie vcds n a dvd drama 4 my mum
spent $30 here
then went 2 best denki 2 look 4 my laptop bag
but they only hav small size de laptop bag...haizz
then went 2 carrefour 2 buy some food n went 2 eat cheese fries at kfc
after tt went 2 tm de courts 2 try my luck
i wan 2 buy a new laptop bag la
they have the big one but gt no handle
so in the end nv buy until anything tt i wan 2 buy
my purpose of gg out 2day is nt accomplished
i just found out tt my laptop is btw 14-15 inch
AAAAARRRRRHHHHH!!!!!!!!!
there gt laptop bag with this length!!!!!!
but it look so small tt i thought my laptop will nt fit in
guess tt i hav 2 make a trip down again
i think i will bring my laptop down in case

2008-04-01T23:38:00.002+08:00

went 2 tm 2day 4 lunch at long john silvers
then went 2 buy ink cartridges 4 my new printer at best denki
cause now gt promotion pack
intend 2 buy a new laptop bag de but then best denki very empty like tt
only gt small small de laptop bag
my laptop so big of course cannot la... haizz
then went to missha 2 buy nail polish
now gt promotion also.... hahaz
buy 5 get 1 free
after tt went 2 fairprice 2 buy some things then went home
oh ya... i also bought jeans from baleno at 19 bucks

went 2 loyang pt 4 dinner
then bought some key chains 4 mum cause she wan
bought bro de dinner home as he went 4 fencing competition 2day
reach home quite late just now
then nw everybody go sleep le except me
gg 2 go plaza sg tml with mum 2 see hp
i wan the sony ericsson Z610i black
i like tt hp so much although i put W910i in my wishlist
tt hp is also nice but i wan a cheap hp
think tml need 2 bring out a lot of money le
buying laptop bag tml at the best denki there
cause can collect linkpts at best denki.... hahaz
gg 2 sleep le or else tml cannot wake up

2008-03-31T23:44:00.002+08:00

woke up by dad in the morning
he came back early n brought us out 4 breakfast
ltr he went 2 do other stuffs while we went home
after tt chris asked me whether i wan 2 go ws de library
we spent a long time in the library looking at chi bks
after tt i went 2 search 4 com bk tt teach ppl how 2 use photoshop
borrowed tt photoshop bk n 3 chi detective story bks
then we went 2 see the children section
n saw this chi bk of qns n ans
we saw one qn on the song shu n we were jk-ing tt ber surely dunno the ans
she will ask wat is a song shu first... lolz
(pls dun angry hor ber, we finding some entertainment only)

after tt went to arcarde n hav a super long gaming section
first is 2 rounds of daytona?? is the spelling correct??
anyway, after tt i confirm i cant race car cause my car keep overturning
then we went to play the drum.... in the end waste money cause i cant even pass the first round because the drum like spoilt de like tt
so went 2 play the percussion drum instead
tt one still ok la.... my reaction super slow la... omg!!!!
then next is DDR... total 5 rounds
worth the money sia although my score nt very gd
i still say if bring ber 2 play tt, she will confirm start to panic
cause the arrows quite fast n u need 2 quickly step on the arrows
even i who play games de also panic nt 2 mention ber
who is nt a gamer at all
then is the para para machine next
chris played tt cause i dun dare 2 play tt
she even commented tt i dare 2 play DDR but dun dare 2 play para para
very funny lor.... hahaz
i m weird i noe.... i still think DDR suits me more cause use leg
para para use hands de... nt suitable 4 me

went 2 eat cheese fries at kfc after tt
n went home...
waited quite long 4 the bus
after chris board the bus, i went 2 take bus 17 cause bus 3 too many ppl le
dun wan 2 squeeze with them
bus 17 is more comfortable cause nt many ppl
then eat dinner n blogging

2008-03-30T14:55:00.002+08:00

the day b4 the performance.....
prac was serious......
theres laughter la but somehow nt as much as last fri
theres a guest.... our future conductor!!!!
guess tts y we were quite behaved.... r we??
anyway>>>>

yesterday performance was a success
although quite stress b4 the performance due to the arrangement n stuffs
but everything went on well
after tt, we went back to the rm n keep all the instruments
then its photo time, time where everybody went very high
me n sis wanted to sneak away but was caught by chris
so we took photo with her.... after tt dom caught us after a 2nd attempt to sneak away
so we decided to stay a while n take photos with them
i do nt hav the photos!!!!!!! pls send me the photos!!!!!!!!!!!
after tt we went home.... too tired le

now doing nth except looking ard at other ppl de blog
so ppl..... pls send me the photos tt i took with u all.... thx

2008-03-26T22:49:00.003+08:00

just gt home from prac with chris
she keep practicing with me the rhythmic training until now i can still hear the whole rhythm
but i think i gt it le just tt tempo nt stable
will nt prac now cause too tired le
tml then continue n also to complete wat my MD as me to do
hope tt my head will nt roll on the floor

did arrange the scores just now but only manage to complete some of it cause busy practicing n nv really go arrange the scores
fri gt to let chris listen to the progress of the rhythmic training wor...
haizzz...
no wonder she call herself devil- d= evil
then we still tok ab the ac bc cc thingy
damn funny la... but shall nt say it in case i gt ambushed
so now i m super tired but dun wan to sleep yet cause i still gt things i need to complete b4 i forgot

2008-03-25T22:57:00.002+08:00

so long nv update again..hahaz

medical appt was stupid la 2day
waited from 12pm to abt 2pm then my turn
then wait for medicine for like 1/2 hr
ltr go eat shop then go tm de john little sale n bought a few things
bought a file for $1, A4 size notebk for $3, slipper for $10 n a shirt for $6
also bought a set of tang shi poker cards at $2.. lolz
after tt come home n slack ... too tired le

wat shocked me 2day was actually my doc also watch anime de
how i noe?? because chris called me when i m inside the rm
then my ringtone is doubt n trust(d. grayman lastest op)
n he asked me how come i hav the ringtone
funny right... somemore he still recommend me to watch other anime.... lolz
a doc recommend his patient to watch anime... omg la
2day last day seeing him le cause he going to teach in uni for like 2-3 yrs
then he ask which doc i wan to see.... funny la...
how i noe i wan to see which doc.... as long as it is nt the fierce doc can le
i super scared of her... even dr liew is more frenly then her

now dunno wan to do wat
timetable nt out yet
the resume form dunno how to fill in
music director ask to do de stuff haven complete
tml still going to cc to prac n arrange scores
hmmm...
maybe should go sleep le
will continue tml

2008-03-21T00:06:00.002+08:00

co prac was fun today
but quite tiring.....
was there like 5.30 to arrange the scores
damn messy la but manage to finish sorting them out b4 the prac starts
then a lot of laughter during prac... lolz

bryan told me tt my post all gt the word sianzzz
so my post actually made him sian after reading it...hahaz
pai seh arh bryan... i really very sian la
but i try nt to be sian cause gt things to do liao... hahaz

supper was fun too esp when reg n dom r together
they super funny la.... hahaz
came home tired but happy
zzzzzzzzzzzz

2008-03-20T12:17:00.002+08:00

gt my results yesterday....
quite lousy actually as my gpa dropped a lot
from 2.9 to 2.28....
seriously la, i did nt expect tt i pass all my modules esp DCN!!!!!!!!!
although i gt a D for it.....
results shows tt i did nt get any A this sem
all Bs n Cs... haizzz
but all this is expected as i did nt work as hard as last sem for the exams
so the pass is already a miracle le.....
did nth after tt n had a super terrible headache after dinner
so decided to go to sleep straightaway n did nt online for the whole night
i think i had a very gd night sleep as i m fresh awake now
going to go for co prac ltr.... hope tt it will be fun today

2008-03-17T22:15:00.003+08:00

yoyoyo....
i m back after sian-ing for 1 whole wk...... i m super lame...haizz

the past wk really very sian sia
went 2 watch andy's performance at NAFA on wed
then had a nt really tt fun party at bryan house on thurs
did nt manage 2 get our MD into the pool
but we did had fun playing while waiting 4 him 2 arrive
all the chatting n joking n stuffs
i think the only thing i can talk abt is tt party le

on the day itself, met chris ber n vicki at the interchange
then board bus 5 to bryan house
ate crackers n listen 2 ber 'talking'(erm... ppl u noe wat i m toking abt right...hahaz)
then wait 4 others 2 arrive then we ate the pasta tt bryan cooked
n continue 2 wait 4 the rest
after tt we went 2 the pool 2 watch ber they all do the sg workout
its damn funny la... wasted tt we did nt video tape it down
we really had a lot of fun during the waiting time
then when HE come, we had even more jokes la.....
HE say tt ber looks like the lemon on the ribena commercial
n reg is the berry... tts where the joke starts..... hahaz
cannot write down but those ard will noe.... hahaz
so funny can..... then we went home at ard 10 plus cause the ppl need to lock the function rm
n all of us were tired le esp bryan.....
so we went 2 the busstop n still joking la...... hahaz
crazy bunch of ppl right??? lolz

then skip until yesterday
sms maraton with chris for the whole morning
until ber lesson end n they went 2 the concert

then 2day very quiet then i realized i forgot 2 un-silent my hp
realized gt 3 sms le i still dunno
went 2 sleep after finish my bread then watch tokyo juliet until 5pm then watch 100% entertainment until mum n sis come home from shopping with dinner
after tt watch spop hurray.... JJ Lin ....
so funny when he n lin yu zong compose song 4 quan yi feng
i laugh until i cant control myself
then chat with chris on the phone n how she actually ask 2 be paid 4 massaging her mum
so funny 100 bucks if u wan her 2 massage u.... lolz
then now listening 2 the songs i dl last time
going 2 doze off any moment le... hahaz

2008-03-09T14:39:00.001+08:00

long post??

fri went 2 IT fair at suntec city 2 buy my external hard drive n thumbdrive
then gt a lot of ppl so very diff to walk la
luckily i managed 2 buy my thumbdrive n hard drive in half an hr
i dun think anyone will believe tt i actually went 2 suntec city 4 such a short time
then went home 2 rest

sat went out as usual in the morning then went home do nth at all

2day also stayed at home cause dun wan 2 fall sick again
then did nth except play maple n sleep...haizzzz

2008-03-06T23:28:00.004+08:00

long post again...haizzz

tue>>
super bad day.....
grandma brought cookies over then i went hospital for my appt
waited super long cause the doc very busy
when it is my turn, i was seen by another doc which is under the one i m seeing
in the end it turn out tt the doc i m supposed 2 see is teaching newbies
so was inside the rm 4 quite sometime
then doc started nagging again cause i dun wan 2 eat tt medicine 4 cholestrol de
n say tt my bloodtest results shows tt i m going 2 flare again....omg!!!!!!!
then he rose the dosage of my medicine after discussing with my another doc
wah seh.... i super shocked can.... totally no symptoms of having flare la
except tt my lip cracked n the suddenly popped out ulcers n my face wont heal
eehhh... like tt already symptom le hor....haizzz
super slow la.... no wonder mum was angry.... haizzzz
went home le then sleep

yesterday>>
suddenly gt super headache midnight
went 2 mum's rm 2 sleep until morning
finally.... fever came..... was down with a 39 degrees fever starting
then vomit... eat... vomit...ls
so i gav up... nv eat anything then went 2 eat my medication
did nt even touch the fever medication at all
then vomit again lor after i ate the fever medication... haizzzz
vomit until the whole mouth very acidic la
quickly washed up n eat sweet then feel better a bit
ate absolute nothing during dinner but manage 2 eat some cornflacks
temp went down 2 37.8 degrees by then but mum still worried it will rise up again
so had 2 wake up at 2 am 2 take the fever medicine

so 2day i woke up at 9plus near 10 i think....
also woken up by mum's call
me n sis still sleeping lor cause the rm is so dark tt we thougth it is still early morning
the weather also super cooling... nice weather 2 cont sleeping
so reluctantly woke up 2 eat breakfast n watch video n play maple....hahaz
finally can stop taking the fever medicine le cause temp went down 2 the normal temp
but then still feeling very tired n dun feel like doing anything at all
mrs koh also hav fever.... noe it when she asked me something this morning
i think ppl fall sick no matter wat kind of weather they r in.... haizzz
my medicine made me very tired n hungry
only make me even more fat.... then still ask me 2 slim down
how 2??? u all say until like very easy like tt.....
then now the stupid ppl upstairs clearing their pipes making so much noise
so irratating can.... now almost midnight le leh... so inconsiderate de
dun feel like writing le la
cannot go out this wk... then next wk may nt be able 2 go out also....
sad la.... y only my life so pathetic.....

2008-03-03T10:57:00.003+08:00

went esplanade again yesterday......
met chris at pasir ris mrt then we went 2 hav fun with the basketball machine n the drum set
after tt we went 2 meet ber at tm
then we chatted a lot on the mrt
n concluded tt ber is nt bob the builder
she is super like pucca ..... whenever a thin person say she/he is fat she will start giving ppl the deadly eyes which is super like pucca except the part abt the slapping....hahaz
reached esplanade quite early n waited 4 dom bryan vicki reg n ning 2 reach
waited very long 4 reg n ning 2 reach la
already last call le still haven see them yet
then all of us say he will need 2 go into the cargo if we r boarding the plane...lolz

the concert was nice
i like the first 5 songs which includes the jewel in the palace n super mario theme
damn nice can... make me tempted 2 play super mario
after tt went 2 eat dinner at pizza hut which made me very pissed also
order pizza until i wan 2 vomit blood.....
i dun like tt person la!!!!!!!!!
but we hav fun when we were eating cause when we hav the last piece of pizza left
there was a challenge 2 see who get the last piece.....hahaz
in the end we shared cause dun wan 2 waste food....
then we went 2 manga cafe n walking ard the shops in suntec
then we go home......
me ber n vicki still chat when we reach home on msn
then i went 2 play maple with chris 2 fa xie!!!!!!!!!!!!

2day going 2 complete the webbie layout......
JIA YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-03-01T23:05:00.000+08:00

scenario 1:

A ask B, C n D to do something
B n C agreed to it without confronting
D dun wan to do it but also nv confront but feels very terrible
B n C dun noe tt D is feeling super terrible
so deadline arrived....
D did nt do the assigned task
B n C finished the task together
A is very pleased with B n C n complimented them
however D gt scolded for nt doing it n did nt giv A any explanation for nt doing
A gt pissed n dismissed D out of sight
after tt, A nv ask D to do anything anymore
so how D feels???? should D be happy or sad or angry????

absoultly tired yesterday after the co prac
went home directly n sleep
morning woke up early as usual for evey sat
then come back sleep again... i think i too tired liao
gt cracked lips n ulcers.... absolute no appetite
ate whipped potato for lunch n fishball noodles for dinner
then snack on ice cream n maple at the same time
realized tt i hav nt start on something i was assigned to do
will i complete b4 the deadline??? i really wonder.....

2008-02-28T22:46:00.002+08:00

was mapling the whole day 2day....
training my new char at the new world as well as playing my cas de
my bowman went 2 thailand !!!!!!!!!! lolz

nth much lor except gt asked 2 go out with ber n chris
but in the end very lazy so nv go
they r also very busy now with things 2 do so i cant disturb them
now very sian
tml still need 2 go skin centre lor
ma fan n waste money n waste time
i hope tt this stupid face of mine can quickly recover la
i hate it when i cant do so many things tt i wan 2 do
aaaarrrrhhhhh

now just wish tt my wish of recovering will come true fast
this stupid thing had dragged too long le
STOP IT NOW!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-02-27T13:27:00.002+08:00

decided 2 edit away tt part on my previous
thought tt it was quite an ugly scene 2 write tt

anyway....
mood still nt gd even though i was jking with ber n chris(decided 2 blog ur eng name cause easier) yesterday
damn funny la.... the co blog was flooded with ber's tag
its like a shooting game like tt...hahaz
yesterday was quiet day..... the whole house quiet until u can hear pin drop
i was searching 4 some nice websites 2 refer 2 so tt i can hav a bit of idea how 2 design
then at the same time scanning my com using internet de scanning progrmme
then found out tt my lappy actually caught abt 8 viruses!!!!!!!!!!!!!
manage 2 clear 6 only cause dunno y the autorun malware cant clean so i gave up cleaning tt
then chat with chris lor...... n found out tt she was also chatting with xie lao shi
tts y she slow in reply
i think i will cut out a portion of our chat n paste it hear 2 show how cartoon we were...hahaz

come 2 think of it.... i very lazy 2 edit the conversation so might as well dun put
but i m still thinking of a cartoon char tt will suits ber very well.....
bob the builder definitly nt her style.......
hahazzzz

2008-02-25T23:21:00.004+08:00

went 2 search 4 the songs rythmn of the rain n james bond on the net
did nt find any decent de 2 listen 2

yesterday totally slack at home
was chatting with wan xuan then went 2 nap again
dunno y these few days feeling very tired n wan 2 sleep
then the stupid headache wont go away
did nt bother 2 search 4 web designs cause no mood
nothing much happen

2day woke up early???
ate breakfast le then went out with mum n sis 2 watch movie
we watched L change the world......
then went shopping although we did nt buy anything
except some things from ntuc then went home
thought tt will need 2 go out 2 meet xie lao shi 4 the webbie thingy
but in the end nv cause he gt rehearsal
then chatted with wan xuan AGAIN!!!!!...lolz
she totally pranked me ard 4-5 times 2day!!!!!!!!
but nvm la......
was feeling super duper nt gd at all now
absolute no mood 2 do anything now.... very tired le

2008-02-24T17:42:00.002+08:00

lets see.....

fri prac was ok la except tt i was shocked tt xie lao shi actually throw the drum stick on the floor n shouted at the whole co
it was the first time i see him so angry lor
anyway atmosphere was tense n i almost cannot take it
i sat quietly at the back watching them prac n wonder wat will happen 2 me if i made mistake
scolding is confirm de.....
ate supper with ber dom liting ying sian sin yin wan xuan n sis
quite fun when we actually joke ard
chatted with dom n ber when i reached home after supper
then sms wan xuan at the same time cause she too tired 2 come online
then went 2 sleep

yesterday woke up super early cause thought tt dad is nt free 2 drive me down 2 see doc
then in the end he was so reached there quite fast n we went 4 breakfast
after tt because i m nt feeling so well, dad drove me 2 buy some things le then go home
while sis bro n mum went 2 the expo metro sale
but in the end reach home quite early cause they say gt nothing de
i chatted with wan xuan on the phone yesterday cause i m bored until i did nt even realized tt the cordless phone batt was going flat any moment
mum called home n i thought it was the sound made by the phone when the batt is going flat...lolz
was online the whole day n went 2 join facebook
did a few interesting test but dunno accurate anot....haizzz
heres a few tests tt i took:
1>>
What Your Handwriting Says About You

You are sometimes a very energetic person, but you are sometimes quite lethargic. You're moody, prone to ups and downs, and you don't have a lot of endurance.You range from very outgoing to very shy. You are a shapeshifter who is very versatile. You adapt well, and you look at things from many angles.You are very detail oriented and meticulous. You are a careful thinker and a true intellectual.You don't a lot of space, and you prefer to spend time with others. You are a little nosy and intrusive. You sometimes don't give people enough space.You are somewhat traditional, but you are also open to change. You listen to your head and your heart.You are a good communicator. You work hard to get your ideas across effectively.

2>>
Which ENGLISH WORD are you?

CURIOUS
You love to investigate and find out about the mysteries of life and nature. You always ask a lot of questions until you get an answer.

3>>
What is your colour?

YELLOW
You match well with friendship. You have many friends and you will have them forever. You are very friendly and is always there to cheer your friends up.

4>>
What season are you?

AUTUMN=FALL

you r fall, because your answers show that you love playing in the leaves and starting school

5>>
Are You an Angel or a Devil?

Pure angel 0:-)
You are the purest of all the humans, you have never told a lie and you have always done your homework. You have done your household chores, and when your parents say no to a handphone, you obey them. When you are not allowed to play the computer, you don't play. When... never mind, you already get it. You are also known as "goody-two-shoes" by the greater devils. Many people enjoy having you around. Keep this up! ^-^ And I hope you didn't lie just to get this result of course. =.=

these r the tests tt i took...
but r they accurate anot????
i also dunno so let me noe ur comments on these....hahaz

2008-02-22T16:16:00.002+08:00

now slacking b4 going 2 my co prac with sis....wahaha

yesterday>>>
went out early in the morning 2 go 4 java revision class
counducted by mr chew leh!!!!!!!!!!
anyway....
lesson was quite funny la....
he keep making fun of ppl then keep giving weird egs
which made us laugh like madd
then went home 2 rest n revise 1 more time b4 i go sleep

luckily i gt print out the last yr exam paper n revise
2day's paper is same format n same type of qns lor!!!!!!!!
so damn lucky...hahaz
then come out early cause i finish the paper fast n check le
mum was like shocked when i called home cause she thought i dunno how 2 do n come out early again...lolz
now exams over le so i m very relaxed.....
then just now went 2 buy sis de pipa case n a new tuner with sis n wan xuan.....
total cost is 60 bucks.....sianzzz broke le
but the auntie quite nice... giv discounts all the way...hahaz
the case cost 28 bucks
tuner actually costs 40 bucks de but auntie giv discount so only 35 bucks
so total should be 63 but she gave us whole no. so only cost 60 bucks
the auntie very nice hor..... really thx tt auntie
then xie lao shi meet us at the shop n the ppl still looking 4 our cc de pipa
then only found it when xie lao shi enter the shop....diaozzz
after tt we went back pasir ris together
we chatted on the mrt...... then went separate ways casue they going 4 meeting n me n sis went home rest.....wahahaha

going 2 go 4 co prac le.....
wish me gd luck XD XD XD XD!!!!!!!!!!

2008-02-20T22:15:00.002+08:00

2day no paper....
finally can relax a bit le
fri gt java paper so tml gt java revision lesson with mr chew

yesterday paper was very pro
a lot of ppl went out of the exam hall after 1 hr
which includes me la...hahaz
i really dunno how 2 do some qns le so i went out
the thing tt made me angry is they dun let me take back the qn paper

then 2day too tired le
sleep the whole day then now dunno wat i wan to do now
i think now i better do some more studying b4 i go 4 my lesson tml
mr chew is a gd tcher...... i die die also must pass my java
because he gave us revision lesson n also because java is super impt when studying IT
so going 2 find ways n means 2 pass my java exam

2008-02-18T22:15:00.002+08:00

say bb 2 my maths le.....haizzz
qns in guideline all come out lor then i dunno how 2 do somemore
the qns too chim 4 me le even when i gt formula 2 refer 2 i still cannot do
sad la.... hope tt i can pass..... u noe...HOPE!!!!!!

mum frens come in the morning
they ate breakfast at my house la......
force me 2 wake up so early.... actually nt early le la.... its 8.30am
then my paper at 4pm so no need go out so early
revise until no mood so go watch anime..... in the end also no use cause too nervous abt exam le
so watch halfway then close the browser.....

actually very tired de
yesterday nv sleep at all because of the stupid mickey mouse chain letter
tok abt bloody mickey will appear if u dun pass on the email
then suai la... ppl forward it 2 me.... i very timid abt these kind of ghostly stuffs de lor
then i keep imagining tt bloody mickey is ard... absolute cannot sleep
so was in a very bad mood in the morning....
but gt ang bao.... hahaz.... total 18 bucks.... hahaz
then went 2 sch after having a quick shower
reach sch super early lor....haizzzz so sian can??

in the end wasted cause dunno how 2 do the paper
hope tt tml de dcn paper will be better.......

u no need 2 act so nice de....
i noe u r very xiao qi....

2008-02-17T13:05:00.002+08:00

long post again???
i dunno la...lets seee

fri>>>>
gt scam 4 going sch so early then in the end lesson going 2 start so late
clashes with the time i going down 2 the cc 4 prac lor..... haizzz
so in the end went 2 wan xuan house first then go 2 cc with her n bryan
after tt is prac time while we waited 4 everyone 2 turn up
then we rehearse n rehearse then dinner time....
then continue 2 rehearse n finally the guests all arrive n we played
then dismissed....... stayed back 4 meeting??? then went 2 hav supper with wan xuan
after tt home sweet home....

yesterday>>>
woke up super early 2 go see the chi doc... very tired can!!!!!
then i realized tt ying sian called me n wan xuan sms me....OMG!!!!!!
i m so sry..... i really too tired le
then after seeing doc, went bugis 2 bai tai sui
sian lor, gt long queue waiting but me n mum quite fast cause we nv choose the auntie 2 help us pray 2 the gods....
then went home n studied a bit b4 turning 2 nap
evening arrive n wan xuan called say she nt going cc le so i continued studying
at night she on msn told me she gt help from reg n wei ning so nv disturb me studying
then so funny lor..... we chat halfway then suddenly i gt so high...lolz
studied till 1 plus am i think????
details cannot be said but it is damn funny n crap......
when going offline, speak of the devil started conversation again...lolz

just now gt a super terrible headache in the morning
then mum say tt going 2 eat breakfast with us..... i so nt feeling well so i just like fa pi qi.....haizzz
then super sian now cause bro went 2 his fren house 4 CNY party
sis went 2 ktv with her frens
mum went 2 temple 2 pray again.....
me....... alone at home studying!!!!!!!!!! y always like tt de..... i hate exam periods!!!!!!!!!!

secrets r meant 2 be kept inside ur heart
if u cant keep it then dun ask abt it in the first place

2008-02-14T17:38:00.001+08:00

yesterday did totally nothing at all except chatting with wan xuan online on msn
then watch y y love at the same time when she is attending 2 some matters
after tt went out 2 buy dinner home then back 2 continue 2 chat with her n watch vcds
hahaz... managed 2 finish the whole series at 1am plus then went 2 sleep...

2day....
woke up buy someone's friendship day sms but i dunno whos tt cause tt no nt familiar de.... i think la....
then after tt is wan xuan de... she say she nt feeling well wan me 2 acc her 2 see doc
but then i just woke up so she went with her mum....
then when she reach home, she msn me n chatted 4 a while b4 she went 2 reg house
i think go do scores.... then now i feeling very sian.... going 2 bathe then go sleep le...hahaz

2008-02-12T22:20:00.000+08:00

2day woke up at 11am....lolz
cause yesterday chatted with sis in bedrm until like midnight
then 2day did nothing except watching huan huan ai tt wan xuan lend me
did nt receive any call or msg from her until she called me just now then i realized tt she did sms me just tt i forgot 2 take out my hp therefore i dunno... so sry wan xuan.....
she told me tt she is meeting reg n wei ning 4 dinner at sakae n asked me 2 join them
but i frankly told her tt i very tired after going out for 3 consecutive days so i prefer 2 stay at home n another reason is because they r eating sakae!!!! which i cannot eat because gt a kind of smell tt i cant stand....(dun scold me 4 saying tt, i mean no offences)
then she also told me tt she went 2 work n on the way 2 meet the ngee ann ppl
after tt i hung up because she say she will msg me again.....
now watching CSI n listening 2 my sis playing pipa.......
lets wait n seeeeeeeee.....hehehehehe

2008-02-11T22:28:00.000+08:00

2day starts off with me waking up late
then went 2 pasir ris mrt station 2 me wan xuan 2 go bugis 2 get her liuqin fixed
gt scamed cause the shop is nt open so we went 2 praco 2 hav some snacks
after tt we actually wanted 2 watch ah long pte ltd but we dun wan 2 sit in the first 3 rows so off 2 esplanade we go>>>>

when walking through citylink 2 esplanade, wan xuan keep telling me she dun wan 2 see xie lao shi cause he camp there??
anyway we were very high just now
search 4 scores 2 play with n chatting
but a call spoilt her mood n she cried......
so when she calmed down, we went 2 the washrm n off 2 the concourse 2 watch the performance
n i actually wanted 2 play a prank on her by saying xie lao shi is behind her but then i cannot prank her cause he REALLY is behind us
when he saw us he was like wat r u doing here??... lolz
we explained tt we were at the library looking 4 scores just now
then come down almost time 4 performace so we stayed n watched
really funny can!!!!! we quickly leave after the performance cause we gt no topic 2 chat anyway
then we were still very high abt tt speak of the devil thingy cause she say scarly we see xie lao shi performing then in the end it is really xie lao shi performing!!!!!!
it is really OMG!!!!!!
then we went back home after she bought her foolscap
now chatting........ something big happened.... going 2 kaypo le......

2008-02-10T23:18:00.000+08:00

went out @ 4pm just now
initial plan was 2 watch ah long pte ltd
but then because of someone hor(dunno if he gt read anot)
me ppl 4.30pm then 4.30pm still @ home
then in the end no more seats 4 the 6.30pm slot lor
actually i gt a lot of movies i wan 2 watch de but must budget a bit cause i haven giv mum money 4 my hp bill

movies on waiting list>>>
1. Ah Long Pte Ltd
2. Sweeney Todd
3. Kung Fu Dunk
4. C J 7
5. Death Note Spins Off - L Change The World
6. Chronicles of Narnia: Prince Caspian (june)

i really wan 2 watch these movies lor....
sponsers where r u?????? sad la.....

just now went 2 eat shabu shabu with wei ning n wan xuan n reg the terrorist
cannot outtalk him de
then after tt we went 2 play arcade
i did nt actually play cause i noob de
then after tt we went 2 77th street cause wan xuan wanted 2 buy a tie
ltr wei ning n reg went 2 bai nian while we went shopping
went 2 mini toons 2 see see look look then go popular
wan xuan bought the disney greatest love songs n the romantic princess novel
i bought a new file cause my old one spoilt le n some more new yr must use new stuffs..hahaz
after tt we went ts n look at the vcds n etc
then i asked wan xuan wat she hav n decided 2 ask her 2 lend me some cause i m super bored can... i need some entertainment!!!!!!!!!!!!!
think i m going out again tml... cause very boring 2 stay at home...hahaz

2008-02-10T13:30:00.000+08:00

just woke up n finished my breakfast??
lolz.... slept too late yesterday or should i say early this morning....
reach home abt 12 plus am then went 2 shower n waited 4 ber 2 come online

this is how the story goes>>>>

met wan xuan, ber n vicki @ pasir ris mrt station....
i was late!!!!!! so sry!!!!!!!!
then we went 2 esplanade 2 watch mr chia performance
n we actually did the esplanade survey.... it was damn long can....omg!!!!
then after tt we went 2 reg house n gambling session starts
we stayed in his rm.... 6 of us gambled.... n vicki was nt with us...
she went home 2 rest....
initially, me n wan xuan keep winning money de... i won abt 20 bucks plus
but then went wan xuan become the banker n shuang jian he bing with reg the terrorist
i lost all the money i won n left with the pathetic 5 bucks
conclusion..... i cannot gamble... i dun hav the luck
i totally freak out when i see my money flying into the terrorist hands!!!

n one more thing... ber was drunk!!!!!!!!!
reg dad gav me ber n wan xuan a small cup of red wine
i canot take it so i gav it 2 wan xuan n ber actually finishes the whole cup
n she was totally drunk when we were gambling
we almost freak out n start 2 find sol 2 keep her awake??
then we ate steamboat n after tt go home cause very late le
when we parted with wan xuan n waiting 4 bus 3, we chatted a bit
then board bus 3 n she found out tt she left her hp @ reg house
quickly call wan xuan 2 tell her n she will be meeting ber ltr 2 giv her her hp
haizzz..... ber really become blur-linda.. think she ate too much sotong

doing nothing much after reaching home except blogging n chatting with ber n vicki
after tt went 2 sleep......

2day still feeling very giddy... maybe too tired le n because i only win 5 bucks...hahaz
joking only la.... gt win 5 bucks already quite gd le
very sian like tt so i post wat happen yesterday

story will go on if i gt go out with them ltr........

2008-02-08T22:55:00.000+08:00

2nd day of new year...
went 2 mum's side relative house then 2 grandma house n off 2 great grandma house
then the irratating ppl came which piss me off right away
then there is a baby with them... wonder whose it was then realized tt it was the consequence of underage sex n tt guy ran off
dunno y i hate them so much... dun like them 1 bit at all
dunno y they always must come... haizzz
we did play some card games n we DID NT GAMBLE!!!!!
then they left quite early so i was quite relieved cause the rm tt i so call hide myself was stuffy
i needed the fresh air!!!!!!! but went right in again 2 watch anime...hahaz
went home early too cause gt nothing 2 do le then now blogging....

lets continue with where i stopped at my previous post

mon>>>
mum went out early 4 checkup at ttsh n sis followed her
then i need 2 go 4 lecture in the afternoon so i stayed at home until then
then i realized tt i miss out on maths lecture... nobody told me n they thought tt i noe
after tt i realized tt i wrote on a piece of paper n stuff it inside my lec notes
no wonder i forgot.... so sry 2 mq cause i blamed her 4 nt telling me....
2 my classmates.... i m very sry.... i did nt mean it cause tt day is disater day 4 me
after tt short lecture, went 2 tm 2 meet mum 2 buy shoe but in the end nv buy cause sis say dun suit my style of dressing
went home after tt n slack

tue>>>
slack at home whole day cause the pain is too much
did nt do anything tt day except watch dvd... tsubasa chronicles..hehe

wed>>>
also did nothing except watching tv n dvd from tue
then dinner 2gether with dad then he went back 2 his kelong...haizz
stayed up late 2 watch the taiwan CNY show...
it is very funny... i wan 2 watch it again!!!!!!!!!!!!

thurs aka yesterday>>>
almost cannot wake up or should i say dun wan 2 wake up
cause go 2 his house so early also no use
then ate breakfast slowly n prepare 2 go out slowly
then end up need 2 wait cause uncle they all still at kelong!!!!!!!!!
waste my time......
end up loading grandchase onto my laptop
then in the end cannot play also dunno y
went uncle house to n fro with uncle driving!!!!
mad le la... dad should be the one driving can n he end up staying at the kelong
was super nt pleased at all

then today>>>
nv drive us at all
we took bus 21 ourselves... sad la
he cant even make time 2 accompany us 4 CNY
then he sounded like angry??
nv called mum at all.. called me 2 ask me wat time we going home from great grandma house then in the end we already at home...haizzz
nv come home 2day...haizzzzzzz

2008-02-07T16:41:00.000+08:00

2day is CNY day 1
which is usually very sian de la
i m at my uncle's house now so i decided 2 blog something since i hav nt blog 4 so long le

will start with where i stop.....

thurs>>>
went 2 grandma house 2 make the cornflacks n walnut cookies
did nt hav any project meeting cause i dun wan 2
wanted 2 like break free from torture 4 a while
then when i reach home, i start 2 edit the report which i gt from them
but ltr realised tt i dun hav my project guide...missing
so ask yun mei 2 scan me a copy then continue writing the report
did nt really sleep cause waiting 2 print then arrange the report n pack my bag
then checking the program so i m like just taking nap then off 2 sch

fri>>>
went 2 sch very early>> 8am already reach sch le
did some testing on the program, after tt we went 2 the rm 2 wait 4 tcher
we almost gt a shock casue tt rm other ppl using then we thought i rmb the wrong location
then finally saw mr yong after calling audrey
so we waited 4 ms wong 2 come then we start
the presentation was already wrong from the beginning
i 4gt 2 intro my team mates, then i started 2 get nervous
luckily i managed 2 stay calm n continue or else i will really commit suicide
then demo was quite ok until it reached tx n mc part
mq part also hav problems but nt as major as tx n mc
then i reflected tt i m the one who kept too many database in the laptop tt cause the complications so i just dunno wat 2 do
tcher gave us time 2 solve the problems n showed it 2 her again but in the end it is still the same
mr yong talked 2 us after tt n at tt time i already boiling with anger le
although mr yong say he did nt fail us but the key is with ms wong
how she grade us decides our fate....
after mr yong finishes wat he have 2 say... i really walked out on them
i cannot stand it le.... i called mum after tt n cried
i dunno y i cant control my tears when i called her
her voice clearly stated tt she is angry but she nv say anything other than asking me 2 go home n rest b4 going 4 co prac
bought kfc 4 lunch n went home 2 eat n sleep
mum n sis reach home abt 2 hrs ltr after i sleep
mum waked me up n asked me wat i wan 4 dinner
did nt eat much cause no appetite then off 2 co prac
waited quite long 4 the bus n was late!!!!!!
but nobody scold me....
was shocked 2 see so many ngee ann sec students n they look like they very tua pai
need stands dunno how 2 self service
then when practicing tt time i gt a diff time cause i cannot get the tempo right...haizz
after prac is over, had a supper meeting??
mr chia treated us but i nv eat cause nt hungry so share drinks with wan xuan
then tok .... tok .... tok.... then someone keep asking irrelevant qns which irratates me la
nt going 2 mention who la but it is damn irratating.....
went home quite calmed down le then sleep until morning need 2 go see chi doc

sat>>
did nothing... absolute nothing
so sleep then watch tv
after tt play game which also boring me la
so in the end went 2 watch video n chat with wan xuan
ask me whether i wan 2 go reg house?? so i say ok since i will be bored at home

sun>>
meet ber at pasir ris interchange
actually is she waiting 4 me... everytime i go out with her, she will be the one waiting ....haizz
then we waited 4 bus 58 which is damn long so we chat while we wait
then we tok abt her dead matronome
then after tt bus came.... we alight at one of the nearer stop but still need 2 walk a long way
so my conclusion is... if i m going 2 meet them at reg house.... i will take bus 3 to TM then change 2 bus 72... cause gt sheltered walkway
then slack .... slack... slack until night time then we went 2 TM 2 help wei ning buy his shoe n then eat dinner??
after tt we all went home... when i reach home, it is already very late le
mum scolded me for freezing my time.....

2008-01-30T00:37:00.000+08:00

now is already 12.38am which is like midnight???
y i m still awake??? because of project lor
it seems 2 me tt my dream turns out 2 be true AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!
at the starting of the semester, i dreamt tt i will be rushing my project like mad like tt
n the scene is the same as 2day!!!!!!!!!!
i cannot believe it at all.... sometimes i wonder if i dream abt bad things will it come true as well
i really dunno... the only thing i noe is mr yong is ANGRY!!!!!!!!!!!
can u believe it... a nice tcher who has nv been angry with the class is angry with my group!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i can guess wat he's angry with but nt going 2 mentioned it cause i m already very fed-up n too tired 2 bring the matter up again
i dunno how 2 face him tml.....
now all tts left is tx n mc de, as well as the report
the gnatt chart is quite a headache cause i cannot rmb the sequence of events tt took place
so going 2 refresh my memory tml after my sleep
ok now too tired le....
will blog again tml....

2008-01-29T13:07:00.000+08:00

now i m in sch doing my project....
cause the obstacles r nt solved n tml is the dateline 2 submit the cd with the codes 4 the program
then now i m waiting 4 shakila 2 help the rest of them first cause theirs more tedious
then i scared mine very little during presentation... so how???
i also dunno... so i wish tt there is no difficulities when presenting the codes 2 the tchers
our examiners are mr yong n ms wong(the java lecturer)!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OMG!!!!!!!!!!
then now thinking of how 2 do the gnatt chart 4 my gp
dunno if i do already ok anot cause i nv do b4
maybe will ask bryan how 2 do if i m stuck

lets recap.....

sunday went out early in the morn 2 wait 4 dad 2 fetch us 2 his keilong(fish farm)
then waited 4 like 1-2hrs still haven come so i went 2 minimart 2 buy some food 2 eat then eat my medicine
ltr uncle came 2 drive us there 2 wait 4 dad... it is sian de lor!!!!!!!!!!!
then i wear until like going 2 battlefield like tt... jacket + cap + sunblock + umbrella
can u imagine how hot the weather is n i m wearing all tt... sure get heat stroke de
then when we boarding the boat... i was scared like hell la
the boat keep shaking then when my dad drive, he drive so fast until i feel like vomitting
when we reached the keilong, we went exploring......
it is super smelly can.....
then dad let sis catch 2 fishes 4 lunch
n of course cannot forget the crabby-es
we also hav sotong 4 lunch

after lunch, we went 2 dad's rm 2 rest cause there more cooling
but after a while i went 2 disturb my dad 2 teach me 2 fish
but then because of tt i landed my face into the sunlight
so when we went back 2 shore, i was already having headache
then dad treat us icecream(the mag a cone supremo)
reach home very fast then i went 2 bath first
but bath le also no use cause my face is still very hot
then went 2 sleep but cannot cause the headache is like the heartbeat like tt
made me cannot sleep
so i end up drinking sarsi with salt
which is nt very nice... nt 2 mention dad letting me drink f&n seawater
then ate dinner with mum n bro
continue 2 drink sarsi until sis came back from her tchers treat
then help her check her application tt she need 2 submit
then went 2 bed cause the headache is killing me n of course the next day still need 2 do project
so tts all 4 now.....

2008-01-21T18:39:00.000+08:00

had quite a full packed schedule last wkend
on fri night after the java prac test, i watched the nypco charity concert with sis
the concert was quite nice as i liked the songs tt they played
as well as the cartoon conductor, but he really very gd lor
he was able 2 made the audience synchronise with him 2 the music

on sat, went 4 the stupid bloodtest tt i hated a lot
then went 2 source 4 a new shoe cause the 1 tt i wear 4 presentation was spoilt when i reached home on thurs night... so lucky sia!!!!!!!
went 2 grandma house first cause after bloodtest still very early
stay there 4 a while then mum n i went 2 tm 2 find my shoe
but dun hav the 1 tt i like or it will be very ex
so went back 2 ws n found a reasonable price nice design shoe

yesterday did nth but sleep the whole day cause dunno y very tired
n some more gt tt stupid stomachache or gastic pain???
tt last at least last 4 2wks le lor
then worked on project codes which made me so giddy so i gave up n ask shakila 2 teach me again just now
almost freak out when mr yong say ms phoon coming in 2 check our progress!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
luckily gt no time so managed 2 escape checking
but i must get everything done by tis wk which is freaking fast n tight
n also at this freaking moment tt i realized tt backstabbing is actually quite murderous
the most hideous weapon tt a lot of ppl r using nowadays
but this weapon seem 2 hav no effect on me.... maybe because i became immune 2 it... which is a very gd thing in this case as studies r more impt now
ppl always say 出外靠朋友 but i dun think so

saw something which i purposely wan 2 see but cannot see or should i say tt he/she dun wan me 2 see n even if i see le also nth wrong wat cause it is open 2 public
n some more use my phase "nobody like everybody!!!!!!"
pls lor.... i wrote this phrase first de lor
it was my frenster shoutout 4 as long as i can rmb
then still dare 2 use..... nt creative then use other ppl phrases.... gt no sense of shame at all!!!!!
ok i m nt going 2 go through yet another childish trail so
reality is cruel n i accept the reality tt i m in

from wat i can see is tt i m being seen as a scheming person
but tts wat other ppl wan 2 say so i only hav this 2 say
only true pals will noe wat kind of a person u r
those who always treat u like an object r rascals who r nt worth ur efforts 2 help
i also found out tt there r potential actors n actresses ard me
maybe mediacorp should scout 4 them 2 be the next 啊哥啊姐
cause they really too perfect in the entertainment cycle le

2008-01-15T10:21:00.001+08:00

just finish dcn test....
izzit quite easy or diff???
i also dunno....
all i noe is tt i anyhow hantam the ans
the only qn i m super confident of is qn 4 only!!!!!!!!
but tt qn only 10 marks out of the total 40 marks
so hope tt i can make it with a pass better if can get a B
now is slacking time so just post something here or else some one will say i nv update my blog again...

going 2 change blogskin soon
tt blogskin was made by my sis
going 2 change it or else she is going 2 haunt me
n one more thing>>>>
bro is out of the house!!!!!!! yeah!!!!!!!!!!!
finally can use his desktop without waiting for him 2 finish his game n stuffs
n some more dad is nt coming home 4 a few days
so left me sis n mum....
think she is nt cooking....is she???
logging off now...............

2008-01-07T14:22:00.000+08:00

now i sianing in sch so i thought might as well upload some photos
this blue clues doll was a gift from bro
very kawaii right...lolz

next is the koala bk mark
also very nice...hehe

now is the koala keychain......

n my billabong wallet!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

australia de ok!!!!! hahaz

now this look so messy circle thing is cupcakes!!!!!!!!!

this box of cupcakes was given by her frens.... the design is very nice

n i think she said can be bought at jacks place

then this one is gao guai bryan n amber

dunno wats with their face....hahaz

n now the 2 bdae gurls.....ber n jas holding their bdae cake

their age???? guess lor... count the candles la

the upside down bdae cake.....

this was taken like dunno when liao.... hahaz

do u noe wat they r doing??? lolz

ok tts all the photos tt i hav......

now going 2 do my project research le........

Stupid ppl does stupid things

2008-01-03T11:55:00.000+08:00

dunno y i gt picked on everywhere i go
but nvm cause i dun really care
its their mouth so if they wan 2 shut then shut
wan 2 gossip then gossip
cause anything tt cant be heard will be blown away by the wind
n nobody like everybody!!!!!!!!!!!

2day ms shirley gave me 2 tics 2 watch our sch charity performance by the CO
she said tt she wanted 2 support but she cant go cause her kids dunno how 2 appreciate this kind of music so she wanted 2 giv them 2 someone who appreciates it
really dunno how 2 thank her 4 giving me the tics cause i wanted 2 watch but nobody acc n somemore quite ex so
really thank u ms shirley!!!!!!!!!!!
going 2 watch it with sis cause it is easier 2 arrange time with her
then lunch was quite easy as i hav no appetite cause nt feeling very well at tt time
so the cafe hotdog bun was my lunch
then went into the tut rm 2 charge my laptop as well as making use of my free time 2 finish keying in the data into the database
had a very peaceful day 2day
no worries, no stress n some more weather so cooling until almost put me 2 sleep...lolz
went home quite early(actually early by 1/2 hr) cause tcher already noe the progress of our project n other then cant implement so he let us off early
bus quite crowded 2day but at least it was fast so did nt really gt pissed off
ate a bit of rice n now my stomach is still churnning...haizzz
y sick god like 2 visit me???? i already very poisonous le leh.....
hope tt tml will be as peaceful as 2day

2007-12-10T22:17:00.000+08:00

fri went 2 co 4 prac
2day no conductor so reg is the conductor
vicki came but ber did nt
guess she very busy preparing 4 her exam
anyway, we had fun tt day except tt someone keep calling me auntie che which made me very unhappy la (the someone u know who u r, no need me 2 say)
but then the funnest thing is tt i actually play the cymbal
then like comedian like tt (ber, u r nt the only cartoon one le cause i also)
tis is wat happen
being a noob in percusion, i dunno whether i should play loudly or softly so i anyhow play la
but then ltr ok a bit cause reg teach me
then feeling a bit lao kui n also wan 2 try n see how loud can the cymbal get
i hit with my full strength tt made the whole co jumped...lolz
then sotong me keep missing the bar tt i need 2 play
but overall is fun de... cause bryan also make mistakes but seriously the drum is more diff 2 play because of the rythmn, at least i m nt the only 1 who make mistake

went 2 grandma house on sat 2 pack sis clothes into aunt's luggage
then ate dinner there n come home

then sunday is the day they flyyyyyyyyy
morning ate breakfast 2gether then went home after buying some things
after tt went home rest while i try 2 solve the stupid eclipse problem
then at ard 4 we start 2 pack up then wait for grandma 2 call us cause our uncle is driving us there
then when we r at the airport, we ate BK then afterwards watch them checkin n i went 2 take pictures of the xmas trees
i will load the pics on my next post cause my hp gt a bit of a prob there
then we took some photos, mum me sis n bro
then grandma grandpa aunt n mum
then they went in while i went 2 bedok with mum n grandpa n yi po 2 eat dinner
me n mum ate 1 bowl of sea coconut with ice
then we went home......

now in sch...
thinking wat r they doing now???
cutting wool from sheep????
starting 2 think tt i missing out a lot of fun
then just now presentation we r late n gt 5 marks deducted.. T_T
but overall is ok cause we did nt really lose track of wat we r doing
then went J8 n sun plaza with mum during the long break
ate kfc 4 lunch then went back sch 4 the last lec
but then i stayed in mac first cause still quite early
luckily i gt go 4 the last lec cause tcher go through revision 4 the practical test
then i quickly rush back 2 tm 2 meet mum
but then still very late cause the bus captain drive so slow
then we reach home quite late n the stupid lift only gt 1 working so everybody keep squeezing into it la...haizzz
now going 2 play 1 round of audi b4 i sleep

2007-12-03T14:33:00.001+08:00

now i m super bored cause i dunno wat i can do 2 kill off time
then thought of watching video on the net n found out tt sch block out all the video web
so now only doing comm skills n playing my com games
so sianzzzzzz

fri
went 2 sch then go 4 co prac
reach there first n was bored so called ber
then realized tt they were eating dinner
so went 2 look 4 them n they told me bryan reach cc le
but the prob is i nv hear tt part so nvm cause it was my fault 4 nt listening properly
then prac my exam grade songs...horrible....i forgt all the notes after like only 1 wk nv prac??
haizzzz..... looks like i m someone who cant be lazy or even slack 4 1 wk or else i will forgt everything or even worse is my ji ben gong all gone n bryan had 2 correct it 4 me
feel so lao kui but then it is better than dun hav someone 2 correct u
after tt all prac ju hua tai... the jay chou song
then prac until halfway, reg suggested another way of playing 4 zhong run which made everybody laugh until like mad like tt.... say wat if they follow the score n play will sound lik bong bong piang....lolz
after the prac ends, went 2 WS 2 buy something 2 eat at the pasa malam
i bought a lot of things so i went home first n bryan remind me 2 prac(dun worry la, i will prac de cause i wan 2 prove someone wrong)

sat
went 2 see chi doc then eat breakfast
after tt went 2 expo 2 buy printer ink
nothing much 2 see cause i gt no mood tt day n some more dun hav the things i wan or too ex 4 me 2 buy....haizzzz
went 2 simei ltr 2 ask abt the psp price
too ex le so decided 2 go sim lim 2 check out the price
after tt went home n grandma came with a luggage bag 4 bro 2 pack his stuffs
then ate dinner 2gether n after tt sleep

sun
woke up late n had a terrible headache
but it was ok soon after i had finished my breakfast
after tt went out with grandma 2 audio house cause there gt 60% off 4 all items
n aunt wan 2 buy camera but then it turns out tt customers hav 2 guess the correct 4d number tt will come out first price then hav which made us hooping mad cause wasting time n bus fare
so we ended up in expo 2 source 4 camera instead
then i tell my aunt the various camera-s n their functions all tt then my sis say i like promoter like tt..... if only i m this gd with communication then i will hav no prob making frens instead of making enemies all over the places i go
so in the end bought the samsung camera, 6 mega pixels, costs $155 n the battery dunno gd or bad de cause it is nt the lithum type it is the normal battery type only tt it is rechargable.
then sis went 2 see mp3 but in the end nv buy cause she dun like the buttons
then we went home

so 2day, like i said earlier
super sian after project cause hav 2 wait 4 ard 5hrs then gt the last lec
so now i blog 2 kill time n as well as waiting 4 my stupid video 2 load
think tt i will nt hav time 2 prac again until fri when we hav sectional
tt is the time i m going 2 ask bryan 2 drive me into concentration mode n chiong the song
think i m going 2 result in stressing myself again but i dun care cause firstly i need 2 take photo of myself practicing n a lot of other photos related 4 my presentation
then i need 2 prove tt someone wrong who said tt i m lazy n unless without a grade
going 2 do some revising 4 fri test le
will blog again afterwards

2007-11-29T21:36:00.000+08:00

2day... weather super fine
feeling also very beautiful although it was nt when i go sch
cause a bit tired....
beautiful because i found a new way 2 convince myself nt 2 care abt other things except my project n studies
beautiful also because there r actually ppl who cared abt my feelings
beautiful also because i m so used 2 being alone tt i dun care wat had happened the past few days
beautiful also because if ppl wan 2 talk 2 me i will listen if nt i will nt bother 2 even talk 2 them

i dun care if my post is being read or wat
this is just a place 4 me express my feelings
its like going 2 the beach n shouting out loud
i dun need ppl 2 talk 2 me just because they pity me
i dun need ppl 2 pity me n i dun wan it
if u think i m trying 2 get sympathy then u can just get out of my blog

moving on 2 my studies>>>>
2day gt a new project from PD on creative thinking
sianzzz sia cause we will be working on a parachute tt can hold a tennis ball n stay in the air 4 the longest time
did nt gp with the gurls this time round cause they all yr 2 de
so i gp with weasley, nic n ????(cant rmb his name sia...lolz)
think going 2 ask them when they wan 2 do it cause it is due next thurs!!!!!
ltr went 4 maths lec.....did nt really focus cause feeling very sian so i use my laptop 2 surf the net but at the same time copy down notes...hehe
dunno y recently like tt during maths lec....m i too confident???
then ltr ate lunch n went 4 tutorial then after tt went 2 look 4 shakila 2 do some project discussion....
after tt went 4 project tutorial n continue discussion n ask tcher 4 opinion n improve the idea
still stuck with the bookshop auntie pg...haizzzz
the bookshop auntie so ma fan...lolz
then rush home 2 eat dinner......i reach home earlier than my mum who went out 2 buy dinner
after tt chat 4 a while then rest 4 a while more then blogging now
dunno y suddenly feel so high.....
maybe this is wat they call fast recovery system.....
hahahahahhahhahaha

2007-11-28T19:11:00.000+08:00

recently had been very tired n exhausted due 2 the ongoing tests n assignments
then had been emotionally unstable
dunno is me being too sensitive or izzit tt in reality i m being neglected
in situations like this i really feel like looking up on my horoscope 2 see if i m so unlucky this wk or its just nt my wk
haizzzz...

had a sluggish feeling which is nt very gd.....
it felt as if i hav no frens so i must stick ard with them....so nt gd feeling la
n some more they totally ignored, isolate, treat me as invisible...etc
anything u can think of after being treated like tt
then they like totally dun care how i feel at all
its as if i m an extra, nt wanted, dun belong, should nt be there at all
aaaaarrrrrggggggg......
i hate all those ppl who gave me hopes n then totally ignored me like i m an object like tt
in need then will look 4 it or else will be left on the shelf collecting dust
they also seem 2 be keeping something from me
like they r talking something i cant get 2 noe or like talking my bad word like tt

n the more irratating part is tt we cant even communicate properly during project discussion
they will like be in their own world looking at other stuffs which i cant even enter
its like i m shut out of their palace like a begger......
how come things always turn out this way whenever i start 2 trust someone

sometimes i really wonder if it is me who nv try 2 enter their world,
if i nv try 2 get into their topic of discussion,
or just plainly i m treated like an outcast

this made me feel like nt turning up 4 lesson in sch cause i dun feel belonged
its like nt a single one in class acknowledge my presence
i felt so lost.... its like wandering ard some unknown place
up 2 here, it made me feel tt i fit into fei lun hai's song yi ge ren liu lang

anyway, now talk abt my studies
gt asp n dcn test 2day n yesterday respectively
then was also rushing report with no one caring how i do it or i can manage it anot
then nv sleep at all n rush down 2 sch straightaway to rush printing n last min editing
n ms shirley called me 2 ask abt nic??? cause he absent too often 4 her lesson
told her all i noe n she hung up... she is a very nice tcher like ms sin

dunno y now i feel like crying n shouting out loud
it feels like no one cares abt me.....
had the feeling of nt taking my medicine n just die cause no one cares if i live or die

2007-11-25T14:07:00.000+08:00

2day i m feeling very tired n sian
cause i did nt get 2 enjoy my weekend at all
need 2 keep searching 4 info 4 the comm skill report writing
then ltr still must complete the project proposal
the worst is i haven find anyone 2 help me do the survey...haizzz
luckily i found my way out by asking ppl online
hope tt this last min work can help me pass up the report on time

did nt go 4 CO prac on fri because very tired n down with flu
ltr went home eat le then sleep until saturday morning
maybe because thurs gt a serious headache tt led me 2 become so tired
i cant even concentrate during lessons on fri
then worse, fri gt java test so i just try my luck
hope i can pass the test
then this wk still gt test
haizzzzz...so fast it has reached the test season again
hope tt i will nt go crazy this time round