2 days nv blog le...
busy trying 2 get the tong hua score in place
still having problems with f-major
n this song is so damn difficult with all the notes tt require to press the strings
i hope tt i can make it in time 4 the performance on sat
or else i hav 2 ask ying sian 2 play tong hua
dunno wat 2 write now.....
just hope tt the performance on sat will be a successful one!!!!!!!!!!!

counting down 2 concert... 4 more days

damn tired sia 2day
morning go see doctor, then go buy some things from the sheng shiong n went back home
eat lunch le then rest a while b4 i set off 2 TM 2 look 4 my BLACK long sleeves blouse n BLACK long pants(as the long sleeves shirt does not match my other long pants).
bought a pair of black shoes which costs $29.90 at isetan
the shirt costs $21.50, long pants costs $14.90
total...$66.30!!!!!!!!!
my aunt bought me a black file because she noe tt i need it...i am so lucky!!!!!!!!!!


first saw si en at CS...cannot believe tt her aunt looked so young!!!!!!!!!!!
i thought tt her aunt was her elder sis.
when she saw me, she quickly explain tt she was with her aunt, not her elder sis
hahaz...so funny!!!!!!!!
A NOTE 4 SI EN : ur aunt noe how 2 take care of her face so she looked young!!!!!!!!!! if u r jealous, also spend time taking care of ur face. no offence here, just wan u 2 noe ur aunt really looked young tts all.


ltr saw mr azhar at TM at the entrance of isetan(dun think he saw me...heng arh)
not tt i am scared of him or wat lar but because of grad night lar
i think it is because of the dance thingy tt made him angry lar[not very sure]
maybe he is still angry with me?? anyway, x'mas is coming le
it is the season of joy right so must be happy


went 2 the pasar malam after tt n saw pei jun
dunno if she saw me anot but i only noe 1 thing is tt she was with someone......
went 2 the foodcourt n eat dinner then talked abt some things b4 my aunt went home
dunno wat happen 2 me recently
kept saying the wrong things 2 the wrong ppl causing so much joke n misunderstanding
i am forgiven by some of them but some of them r still angry with me
here i say sry again for my slipping of secrets from my mouth
going 2 grandma's house tml
wish tt it will be a gd day :D

counting down 2 concert... 7 more days

just came home from kovan after supper
n i hope tt i can kill myself 4 i did somthing so wrong during supper!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


my day started quite well with helping my mum 2 make tang yuan at abt 5am
then after tt, i went back 2 sleep cause my eyes can no longer be kept open!!!!!!!
ltr my mum n bro went 2 PRCS 4 my bro is posted there...hahaha
his class is still not confirm yet but i can tell tt he is going 2 suffer next yr if he dun work hard
his lit text was merchant of venice, shakspheres work
i hope tt he can manage


in the afternoon, my mum n sis went 2 grandma's house 2 help my grandma
while i stayed at home cause i going 4 practice at kovan
had an early dinner 2day n rushed off 2 kovan
i thought tt i was late as ying sian, belinda n bryan were already there
but they say it was still quite early as not many ppl were there yet


manage 2 practice on my own 4 a little while b4 we moved into the badminton hall 4 gp practice
i realized tt i am only playing 4 songs
hua hao yue yuan, mandala, tong hua n yue liang dai biao wo de xin
i am playing the percussion for mandala n hua hao yue yuan
n guzheng 4 tong hua n yue liang dai biao wo de xin
the tong hua is damn difficult as it is f-major!!!!!


practice lasted quite long as our conductor is back
n he is going through some of the songs we are going 2 perform
we were finally dimissed after practicing abt 4-5 songs
n after a scolding from mr chia(andy)


we are going 2 wear black colour from top 2 bottom n also a black file!!!!!!!!!
but black is ok 4 me as i like black colour clothes...hehe
went for supper with ying sian, raymond n bryan
we were talking abt some funny stuffs n then link until the horses at pasir ris park
i dunno how we link 2 the horses but it was at this time tt i committed suicide!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i accidently say SOMETHING abt SOMEONE!!!!!!!!!!
tt person surely will nv forgive me de!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
it was meant 2 be a secret but i actually slipped my mouth n told them abt it
i felt so miserable after saying it
i am feeling the thousands of daggers piercing through my heart
i really hope tt i will be forgiven
feeling extremely miserable now
T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

finally bought a mp3 for myself...
went 2 plaza singapura yesterday with my sis 2 buy my mp3
i bought a zen neeon with a 6 GB memory...hahaha
it costs $149 which is quite cheap for a 6 GB mp3
but still feel the heartache as i hav $4 of savings left


my cousins came yesterday
i only play with the youngest of the 2 as i dun wan 2 play com games with the elder one
the younger one is so cute but she only wan 2 play with my bro
it is proven tt she only like 2 play with guys as none of my aunts had successfully carried her
or should i say manage 2 carry her 4 at least 10 mins...
ate kfc for dinner
we call for the delivery service which made me mad as i dun like 2 call this kind of services call
they went home at abt 8pm


after tt i went 2 charge my newly bought mp3
it took so long 2 charge tt i only slept at 1am
woke up quite late 2day...at abt 10am
ate a quick breakfast n start 2 upload music into my mp3
load for the whole day then finally finish loading all the songs n music tt i wan 2 listen 2


tml gt 2 go 2 kovan again 4 practice
hope tt i can manage the pieces tt i am supposed 2 play
i feeling a bit nervous le as i asked my relatives 2 come n watch
must start practicing very hard during practice time tml
hope tt no one is going 2 be late tml
concert very near le....MUST PRACTICE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2day woke up very late...hahaz
i actually wake up at 6am but went back 2 sleep cause the weather is so cooling
finally woke up at 11am which was like eating breakfast n lunch 2gether
ate a bowl of porridge n went out with my mum at around 2pm


we went 2 shop around at white sands until 3.30 where i meet up with belinda n bryan 2 go watch ying sian's performance at YMS.
we were wet through when we reached YMS due 2 the heavy rain
actually not very wet lar...haha
we reached there quite early n gt 2 listen 2 them practice
while trying 2 get ourselves dry...haha


the performance starts at 5.30pm n ends at 8.30pm
the whole performance was quite ok but too long 4 me
i almost fell asleep inside but luckily i sitting in the middle of belinda n bryan
so i remind myself not 2 fall asleep!!!!!!!!!!
so i looked around the whole auditorium n saw something very embrassing
i saw 2 girls eating potato chips n taking photos of themselves
while watching the performance!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i cannot believe it when belinda say they were from our sch
really disgrace our sch but i dun care lar...haha


went back home ltr after buying a packet of fish soup with rice
i ate my dinner at 9pm?? like eating supper like tt..hahaz
now so full n cannot sleep or else will hav big belly
listening 2 my new cd now
nothing 2 write le so will continue tml

my leg is so pain sia...
2day went 2 bugis with my mum, sis n relative
i nv knew tt my mum can shop 4 so long tt my leg was at the point of breaking!!!!!!!!!!
we went bugis 2 pray then start shopping afterwards
at OG, we went 2 the children section first.
must be wondering y right??
my relative wants 2 buy clothes 4 my 2 cousins,
the elder one a boy, younger one a girl
we looked at ashley's(younger cousin) clothes first
hers was easy 2 choose as she is still small...
n finally bought a kawaii pooh sleevesless shirt, a pink pooh skirt n a light pink long pants??
ltr my mum also bought a brown shirt.
then we also choose a brown shirt n 3 quarter pants for wayne(elder cousin)
after all the paying is done, we went 2 mcd 2 rest our legs cause it is damn pain from all the walking n we were very thirsty after eating the noodles for lunch.
we bought drinks n french fries 2 eat b4 we continue 2 shop at seiyu at bugis junction


at seiyu, i bought a brown shirt n a heart shaped necklace
my relative also bought a necklace but i did not get 2 see the design
after tt, we went 2 simei 4 dinner.
we ate at sakura then we went 2 CD RAMA 2 buy cd
i bought shi xin hui de cd while my sis bought fahrenheit cd
after the whole thing, we FINALLY go home


yesterday went 2 kovan 4 practice
it was also belinda's b'dae n i bought her a present in my mum's name
we bought a drink which was super sweet tt i cannot stand 2 drink
even after all the ice melted
we went through 3 songs b4 being dismissed
while waiting 2 be dismissed, we played n sang a b'dae song 2 belinda
i cannot 4get tt dickson they all tried 2 tell a sad story by playing a sad piece??
anyway yesterday was quite fun except tt we had problems here n there b4 the practice
hope tt they will hav extra practice cause the performance is so near le!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

fiinally my blogskin is back. my sis help me revert back my template n i had changed the blogskin 2 my 1 of my favourite animation...tsubasa chronicles...hehehe. i had not post 4 a long time because i had not find out how to revert back my template. now tt it is reverted back, i will start to post again.


it is hol for me le but i find tt it is starting to get very boring after i had enjoyed the first few wks of my hols. from 29/11 to 1/12, i attended the tp rawks. i had a very fun time there although i cannot play the outdoor activities but i enjoyed watching them play. my group is orange 2 as the whole orange group is being divided into 6 sub groups n my group is the most pathetic de as we only hav 10 ppl. the pack leaders(PLs) were very nice ppl. i gt 2 tok 2 many of them when other ppl were playing the outdoor game. the PLs tt i can remember is su fong, zhi hao, geraldine, kannon, ryan, max n.....er...da hong???..hahaha i cannot remember liao. but overall they are very nice ppl n we had a lot fun esp. at the jam n hop. we danced for like 2hrs n also found out tt some of the quite bookworm ppl actually are very gd at dancing!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


after tt, we went for supper at the cpf building open space. however i did not stay long as nobody can share cab with me 2 go home n i dun wan 2 share a cab with 2 guys from my class, so i managed 2 get up the last bus of 293 n travel until tpjc where i alight n run 2 the next busstop 2 catch bus 21. i ended up running home from central as the whole place is so damn creepy n too quiet for me, although i did stay out until 2am for supper every fri with my frens b4.


eoco concert coming soon n some of the members are still not present for practice n we are not even very familiar with all the songs yet. haizzzzzzzz...i really hope tt the performance will be a gd one.

i am so angry with myself.....i destroyed my blog by upgrading my template & now i dun hav the feeling of being in a fantasy world anymore when i look at my blog. so sad...i hope tt i can figure out how 2 use my blogskin on my blog 4 this new beta version soon.

it has been 3 days since i last blogged. have been busy with studying & revising 4 my exams. finally left 3 papers le, but i cant seem 2 be happy cause this 3 papers r my most weak subjects!!!!!!!! however, it did wan 2 giv up like wat i did 2 phy so i am going 2 put 100% hardwork & make sure tt i at least pass these papers or else my dreams of going 2 tp will be gone with the wind.....


i will say tt wed is quite an ok day 4 me cause the eng paper 1 is quite easy but i scared tt my compo is not up 2 standard. the paper 2 seemed 2 be of much of a higher standard. the summary qn almost make me feel like crying. they only wan us 2 write out the summary using the pts from the 4 out of 6 paragraphs of the passage. i hope i nv remember wrongly cause i cannot find my eng qn papers. i really dunno who wan 2 steal my paper???


thurs was quite a terrible day 4 me. my frens r all panicking as they hav geo paper after the bio paper & they dun wan 2 talk 2 historians (which is me lar) cause we did not clash hist with any subjects & our hist paper is next fri. anyway, the bio paper was can say quite easy lar i think. however i dun dare 2 say it in front of my frens cause they did not really hav enough time 2 study for 2 subjects. i can say tt i also did not really study cause i was playing com games the night b4 but i was quite lucky tt everything i studied b4 hand was still in my brain.


fri is the big day where after this paper most of us will be relaxed 4 at least a bit b4 we r recharged again 4 our other papers next week. the emaths paper 2 paper was quite actually an easy paper but i actually forgot how 2 do some qns & already confirm lost 23 marks here!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i really wonder how am i going 2 get 2 tp now??? continue 2 search 4 my qn papers. eng 1 is still missing but found the bio qn paper instead. after the paper, i went back 2 the guzheng room with qi hui. however, both of us dun dare 2 go in cuase they were practicing & also mrs low is inside & i dun dare 2 go in. in the end, both of us wait 4 qi rong & ling le 2 come out 4 toliet break den talk 2 them. they finally came out, but they cannot use the washroom cause it was fullhouse as all the sec 4 r inside so they talked with us. ms low also appear in front of us mins ltr. we talked 4 a while b4 ms low went 2 get something from the office & qi hui went 2 find shu peng & pei jun. i accompanied them as i dun feel like going home in the big rain & they asked me 2 accompany them 2 guzheng room 2 'explain myself' 4 talking with them 4 so long. finally went into the room 2 listen 2 them play the SYF piece even though mrs low was inside. she did not say anything 2 me until the whole CCA ends den she starts her qn-ing on how is my revision on chemistry going. i answered her tt i had finished all my sec 3 topics de revision le den i did not get any scolding from her.


2day is a very bored day. see chinese physician....accompany my mum go hospital 4 her blood test.....go NTCU 2 buy some groceries den go home. 4 no reason, i had scolded my bro at least twice & we almost fight...haizzzzz. my mum was like dun care but gt angry ltr cause my bro kept playing com games using either my sis com or my com. we gav him his own com 2 play but he always use our com & say tt his com so slow cant pq(in maple) & dun hav audition. dunno y i can tolerate him using my com last time & scolded him so badly 2day??? i think i am going 2 use password again so tt he cant use it...hahaz. must relax myself fully 2day or else 2morro must start revision again....jia you & gd luck 2 myself & frens who are taking o levels!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!