just came home from kovan after supper
n i hope tt i can kill myself 4 i did somthing so wrong during supper!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
my day started quite well with helping my mum 2 make tang yuan at abt 5am
then after tt, i went back 2 sleep cause my eyes can no longer be kept open!!!!!!!
ltr my mum n bro went 2 PRCS 4 my bro is posted there...hahaha
his class is still not confirm yet but i can tell tt he is going 2 suffer next yr if he dun work hard
his lit text was merchant of venice, shakspheres work
i hope tt he can manage
in the afternoon, my mum n sis went 2 grandma's house 2 help my grandma
while i stayed at home cause i going 4 practice at kovan
had an early dinner 2day n rushed off 2 kovan
i thought tt i was late as ying sian, belinda n bryan were already there
but they say it was still quite early as not many ppl were there yet
manage 2 practice on my own 4 a little while b4 we moved into the badminton hall 4 gp practice
i realized tt i am only playing 4 songs
hua hao yue yuan, mandala, tong hua n yue liang dai biao wo de xin
i am playing the percussion for mandala n hua hao yue yuan
n guzheng 4 tong hua n yue liang dai biao wo de xin
the tong hua is damn difficult as it is f-major!!!!!
practice lasted quite long as our conductor is back
n he is going through some of the songs we are going 2 perform
we were finally dimissed after practicing abt 4-5 songs
n after a scolding from mr chia(andy)
we are going 2 wear black colour from top 2 bottom n also a black file!!!!!!!!!
but black is ok 4 me as i like black colour clothes...hehe
went for supper with ying sian, raymond n bryan
we were talking abt some funny stuffs n then link until the horses at pasir ris park
i dunno how we link 2 the horses but it was at this time tt i committed suicide!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i accidently say SOMETHING abt SOMEONE!!!!!!!!!!
tt person surely will nv forgive me de!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
it was meant 2 be a secret but i actually slipped my mouth n told them abt it
i felt so miserable after saying it
i am feeling the thousands of daggers piercing through my heart
i really hope tt i will be forgiven
feeling extremely miserable now
T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
