yesterday went 2 the hospital 4 checkup
doc say my WBC count is increasing
which means now i hav the normal avg WBC count
but doc say do not be too happy yet
i also dunno y...haizzz
but i think is because i am still taking tt medicine
n the danger of the no. of WBC dropping is still there
of course i noe wat happens when we do not hav enough WBC
i dun wan 2 say 'i study 3 sci ok, of course i understand'
cause i had disgrace myself by failing all of them
1 more thing...
dunno my eyes r playing a trick on me
or izzit real
i think i saw jomain at the hospital yesterday
i find it very strange
only notice him when i came out of the doc's room with my mum
i find it strange because so far i didnt noe anyone
except me who needs 2 go 2 the hospital 4 checkup
or maybe hav la...but also cannot be so conidental
anyway, i dun feel like going 4 the class chalet le
i feel tt i will disgrace myself or be neglected
or something like tt

2day did nothing as usual
woke up by my mum cause she is going out
then i ate breakfast n continue 2 update tis blog
at the same time load naruto 2 watch
i am damn sian lor
after a while, grandmother called
she talk with a voice tt sounds like she is very ill
she ask me 2 call mum but i am worried
so i ask her 2 wait 4 me there but she say cant
she say its not a gd habit 2 keep going 2 the hospital
or something like tt
so in the end she say she will call mum n hung up
i am so damn worried now lor
mum called back n said tt they were still waiting
wat the heck r the docs doing
my grandmother is so sick until the ppl at the polyclinic
wan her 2 go 2 the hospital n yet they r still waiting 4 their turn
i cannot go 2 the hospital cause there will be nobody at home
n sis n bro will not be home so early...arrhhh!!!!!!!!!!
i really hope tt my grandmother no need 2 stay at the hospital
cause if she really stays at the hospital
i cannot go see her or will get scolding from her
wat 2 do now......
i need 2 tok 2 someone now or i will turn crazy
hope tt there will be gd news ltr in the night....

did nothing at all cause i finish watching xing ping guo le yuan
n must wait 4 naruto 2 load so i was super bored
helped mum 2 mop the floor cause she need 2 cook lunch
so i switched on the tv 2 watch the oscar awards
4 the sake of not having the house too quiet
bro n sis came home late
n was so quiet lor
so tried 2 keep myself busy by reading
haizzz

busy busy busy
woke up quite early la
then ate breakfast n continue 2 watch xing ping guo le yuan
then load naruto at the same time
did not help out at all until evening
help 2 fold the joss paper 4 praying
then ate dinner n bath n continue with watching naruto
until at midnight where we start 2 pray
after praying, my dad went 2 burn the joss papers
n i continue 2 watch xing ping guo le yuan...hehe
after tt went 2 sleep n woke up super late next day
omg...hope tt nobody gav me a wake up call

did not go out again....
mum need 2 prepare 4 sunday de praying
so i continue 2 watch xin ping guo le yuan
then until night i watched naruto on the com
so sian sia....
gt nothing 2 keep me occupied
going 2 take out my guzheng
n start practicing le
jyjyjyjy!!!!!!!!!!!

woke up by belinda de call at 9am
she asked me 2 go bugis with her cause she need 2 buy di mo
so i said ok then ltr i then knew tt she asked ys
so we had 2 wait 4 quite some time
decided 2 go library first n let belinda rest her leg
then after a while, we went 2 mcd after we borrowed our books
ate lunch n off 2 the mrt station
did not touch my mp3 at all cause belinda keep talking 2 me
which is quite ok la...no need 2 charge my mp3 so soon..hehe
went 2 the temple when we reached bugis
then after praying, a very irratating lady keep pestering me abt my face
i was so angry lor
y cant i hav any peace when i go out??????
i am not a contagious disease lor
n i dun wan 2 try any stupid concortion
must i only hav peace only when my face is healed??
ltr donate 2 the guy with the donation 'can'
n went off telling ys n ber wat happen
went 2 OG 4 a while...the clothes were on 20% discount
but i did not bring enough money...so sad
went 2 yi shen n bought ber's di mo n stayed there 4 a while
chatting with the ppl there
went 2 esplanade after tt n photocopied quite a few scores
then ber wanted make disturb andy
in the end i had 2 explain 2 andy tt it was not my idea...haizzz
so asked me 2 sms him whether gt practice anot
went home after tt by the squeezy mrt cause it is 5pm
n many office workers knocked off so had 2 squeeze
met zheng lao shi at pasir ris n talked 4 a while
ltr took bus 3 home n met jasmine at the busstop where both of us alight
she asked me abt kovan then i say disband le so we talked 4 a while
then we went home after tt
used the com until quite late although nv watch naruto
will talk abt the co next time....

mum's fren came at ard 10am!!!!!!!!!
n i was still sleeping...haizzz
so pai seh sia tt i dun dare 2 go out of my room n stayed in there
n played my guzheng until they went home
stayed at home n did nothing except watching xing ping guo le yuan
then watched until 5pm then stop n watch 100% Entertainment
n the korean show which is damn nice lor...must watch!!!!!!!!!
watch hana kimi at 7pm then continue watching naruto on the com
watch until late night then sleep
sianzzzzz

mum need 2 go 4 checkup so went 2 the hospital with her
so tt i can hav my bloodtest taken also
then we went 2 the new shopping mall there n shop until 2.45pm
went back 2 the hospital n wait 4 mum's turn
thought tt mum's bloodtest is not out yet so must wait 4 so long
in the end it turned out tt the relief doc was a slow poke
after waiting 4 like 1hr then its finally mum's turn
she came out quite fast n i was relived tt her bloodtest results was gd
but still need 2 monitor so need 2 see doc again next month
then i hav 2 go see doc on the 27th...haizzz
sick n tired of the medicine sia......
i wan 2 recover quickly!!!!!!!!!!!!!

3rd day of CNY...
woke up quite late cause watched bleach until very late
then at ard noon...sis de frens came unexpectedly
purpose???...get ang baos n go home
then after they left, mum say ask all our frens if they r coming anot
main reason...she is not going 2 be free other days
then i called belinda n she said tt she is going 2 bring the marists
then i thought there will not be enough ice n cups so mu went 2 buy
in the end only ys n belinda came...haizzz
they stayed with us n watch 100% Entertainment
then at 6pm they went home
belinda's main reason??? 2 get home on time 2 watch wuzun...lolz
ate steamboat 4 dinner....
then grandmother n aunt n my 3rd yi po came
i helped my aunt update her mp3 with new songs
n my 3rd yi po burn cd
they went home at ard 8plus
i continue 2 watch bleach until 11pm n sleep

2nd day of CNY...
woke up late again...haizzz
quickly eat le then bath n go my relatives house
still did not get 2 wear my white high heeled sandals
it is mine yet i hav 2 let my sis wear
then i hav 2 wear my black shoe tt i wore 4 the EOCO performance
so angry lor
ate a lot of chocolates at my aunt's house...hehe
then went 2 my grandmother's house n drink soft drinks
ltr off we go 2 our greatgrandmother's house
her malay frens r coming again this yr...haizzz
hate them sia
the children r actually younger than me
but showed me no respect at all lor
n worse off all they showed a face tt i dunno how 2 dress myself
n they were far better than me by wearing super short mini skirts
n sexy blouse!!!!!!!!!!!
so angry....how i wish i nv help out preparing the food 4 them
i locked myself in our uncle alex de room listening 2 my mp3
but after a while a lot of relatives come n gave me quite a few ang baos
yeah!!!!!!!!!!!!
the angbaos made me very happy
cousins wayne n ashley came b4 the malay ppl
we played games with ashley until she fall asleep
then played with wayne 21pts
not fun de cause very fast end game le
so did nothing until uncle alex come back
n played new games tt he bought
then time flies very fast n its time 2 go home
haizzz......

CNY de first day...
went 2 my grandma's house n did nothing at all
went there at abt nearing noon
did nothing at all lor...so sian
use the com after eating the sweet mee sua
tagged my frens n viewed their blog without posting...arrrhh
felt so stupid
then went 2 listen 2 my mp3 in the bedroom n fell asleep
woke up n watch tv...eat dinner...eat ice cream...then home we go!!!!!!

2day is new yr's eve
n long time no post le so thinking of posting something
or else ppl thought i abandon my blog already...lolz

lets see......
on the day when i gt my results...which was 9/2...a fri
i gt the most shocking n frightening results tt i should not hav
my results were a mess 2 me cause i actually failed my bio n chem
but the miricle thing is i pass my amaths!!!!!!!!!
overall results r not gd at all!!!!!!!!!
it was worse than my prelim results!!!!!!!!!!
i gt 20 pts 4 L1R4....so embrassing tt i dun dare 2 look for my teachers
esp. mrs lim n mrs low
they helped me a lot n yet i gt such terrible results....
so after i gt my results, i sat quietly at my place while trying 2 figure out how i am going 2 break tis news 2 mum....
in the end, i went out of the hall without my bag n called mum
i felt like crying when i told her my results but i did not cause scared tt i will frightened my frens esp. belinda who is such a gd fren 2 me
then tt day no practice n nobody noes y
so i spent my time at the cca room with my juniors b4 heading 4 home
then i spend my time looking at my from A 2 see wat course i can apply

sat did nothing n woke up late
continue with the thinking of which course i am going 2 choose
but still haven reach a decision...haizzz
sun did nothing except play games all day
mon did some serious thinking abt which course n polys i am choosing
while at the same time watching tv
tue went 2 grandmother's house 2 make pineapple tart until abt 7pm i think
then i bath n eat dinner there
n took a taxi home
after tt i went online 2 submit my JAE form
haizzzz...really took me a lot of courage 2 arrange the order of the courses n the polys tt i want 2 apply cause with 20 pts i really dunno if i can get in anot

wed went out 2 get my blood test done n meet qi hui at TM
however i was early n i went shopping first then meet belinda n rachel
we really go shopping lor...i walk until my leg was at the point of breaking
then ltr qi hui called 2 say she cannot meet me cause her shoe spoilt le so i continue 2 shop with belinda n wanted 2 buy T-shirts de but no money so nv buy
then we went different ways because they taking different bus home
then i went 2 buy some potato chips n went home

thur stayed at home the whole day because mum went out with grandmother
then yesterday went out again 2 meet qi hui 2 get vcd n cd from her
but i waited so long at home n she nv call so i sms her then found out tt sin nee was late then they ate a late lunch
i went out at abt 3pm 2 meet them then went shopping on my own cause they wan 2 go home as it was getting late
after they left i went ard the shops browsing at the things then went down 2 NTUC 2 buy some things 4 my mum n went home
luckily i bought a big bag out so i can put the vcd n cd n the things i bought
then it really became my shopping bag le...lolz
after tt went home eat dinner n watch tv b4 going out with my mum 2 buy the roast duck 4 2day n went 2 fetch sis home after we bought the duck

2day woke up late n ate lunch...it was steamboat!!!!!!!!!!!
but only mum, sis, bro n me so not fun at all de....haizzz
then grandma came at abt 6++pm n eat dinner 2gether
n they quickly went home after tt
so now i get 2 keep using the com....hahahaha
actually even if they r here i can still use de la
anyway now listening 2 the cd tt qi hui gave me...k one de..hehe
the sings r damn nice sia....

oh yar...
i gt 2 new cds....let it shine ost n heart 2 heart
all 3 cds r nice sia.....going 2 listen 2 the songs le
n also update my mp3 with these songs
will update my blog again tml if possible...hehe

2day went 4 my checkup at ard 1pm
was terrified because tis doctor is much more fierce than the other 1
i always hate 2 even think of having him as my doctor but no choice
heard my bloodtest report 2day
i thought i will be so damn frightened when i heard wat the doctor say
he say tt my WBC count i very low n as a sci student of course i understands wat tt means...it means tt my immune system is very weak now
no wonder tt time my ulcers just wont heal even after 1 wk...haizzz
i was restricted 2 staying at home after wat he said
but i wan 2 go n see my frens on fri
n he said can provided tt i wear a mask...no way man!!!!!!!!!
so dunno wat 2 do now

then tis stupid msn keeps sending me the website with picture of me n my fren
which is of course virus la n my bro open it causing my com 2 hang
in then end i had 2 use my sis com again!!!!!!!!!!!
cannot blame my bro la because he is curious
but because of tis virus, many thought i send them picture of me with them
so angry sia!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
then i told my aunt wat happen n she send me an anti virus scan web 4 me 2 dw
i quickly dw it into tis com but i still hav 2 figure out a way 2 dw into my com which is like so gao nan du lor
going 2 try 'reviving' my com 2morrow

long time nv post le...
due 2 the fact tt i dun use tis com tt often n also because i can only sign in using my sis com so only tag ppl...lolz
but i will try 2 post everyday
last fri was fuming because someone ask me 2 practice without giving me scores
then sat had 2 wake up so damn early because my dad cannot drive me 2 the clinic 4 my regular chinese doctor checkup
then on the way back after the checkup, mum wanted 2 buy canned products 4 my grandmother de but because my dad was not around so cannot buy because it will be too heavy 4 the both of us 2 carry home
then ltr at night, dad came bcak 4 like only 30mins then went out again until the next day at ard 9pm then come back
i dun get 2 see him at home eventhough he is currently not working
n because he was not at home tt we get 2 eat dinner at loyang point on sunday
yesterday nothing happen
woke up early, help mum paste the new yr decorations on the walls
then start making some new yr goodies 4 like 3hrs
then after tt mum went out 2 fetch my granduncle from the hospital
he was discharged yesterday n my mum n grandmother accompany him home
mum came back quite late n i was still making the new yr goodies cause i am very nervous nowadays feeling very nervous cause results will be released on fri
i really dunno wat 2 do so in the end i tried 2 do something 2 keep myself busy so tt i will not think abt my results
but i really hope tt i can get gd results 2 get me into TP
wish myself n my frens all the best with our results!!!!!!!!!!!!!!