yesterday went 2 the hospital 4 checkup
doc say my WBC count is increasing
which means now i hav the normal avg WBC count
but doc say do not be too happy yet
i also dunno y...haizzz
but i think is because i am still taking tt medicine
n the danger of the no. of WBC dropping is still there
of course i noe wat happens when we do not hav enough WBC
i dun wan 2 say 'i study 3 sci ok, of course i understand'
cause i had disgrace myself by failing all of them
1 more thing...
dunno my eyes r playing a trick on me
or izzit real
i think i saw jomain at the hospital yesterday
i find it very strange
only notice him when i came out of the doc's room with my mum
i find it strange because so far i didnt noe anyone
except me who needs 2 go 2 the hospital 4 checkup
or maybe hav la...but also cannot be so conidental
anyway, i dun feel like going 4 the class chalet le
i feel tt i will disgrace myself or be neglected
or something like tt

2day did nothing as usual
woke up by my mum cause she is going out
then i ate breakfast n continue 2 update tis blog
at the same time load naruto 2 watch
i am damn sian lor
after a while, grandmother called
she talk with a voice tt sounds like she is very ill
she ask me 2 call mum but i am worried
so i ask her 2 wait 4 me there but she say cant
she say its not a gd habit 2 keep going 2 the hospital
or something like tt
so in the end she say she will call mum n hung up
i am so damn worried now lor
mum called back n said tt they were still waiting
wat the heck r the docs doing
my grandmother is so sick until the ppl at the polyclinic
wan her 2 go 2 the hospital n yet they r still waiting 4 their turn
i cannot go 2 the hospital cause there will be nobody at home
n sis n bro will not be home so early...arrhhh!!!!!!!!!!
i really hope tt my grandmother no need 2 stay at the hospital
cause if she really stays at the hospital
i cannot go see her or will get scolding from her
wat 2 do now......
i need 2 tok 2 someone now or i will turn crazy
hope tt there will be gd news ltr in the night....