my time was spent in the hospital the past wk
due 2 the stupid swollen legs...
i gt 2 stay in the hospital 2 do the kidney cells test
gt admitted on tue right after my appt
then straight into the day surgery after breakfast
was scared stiff lor.... then the doc was like rushing like tt
the anastatic just gt injected
then she wan 2 get the kidney cells
very painful la!!!!!!!!
dunno y this time round i scream like hell in the rm!!!!
then after everything is over
i gt 2 lie still n flat on the bed for like 8hrs!!!!!!
i already noe tt since tis is the second time i doing the surgery
but i still cant ta han la!!
hw can u lie still n flat n do nth for 8hrs???
then cant go washrm must use bedpan!!! do u noe hw hard it is 2 urine into the bedpan???
its so uncomfortable la!!!!!


lucky i can get up n walk abt at 6pm or else i will die arh
lie on the bed until my back so sore
the hospital food nt tt bad after eating it for 1wk
although it is a bit tasteless as they giv food according to our diet tt our doc prescribed
night time is the worst time it can ever get
i was staying in the class B2 ward on lvl 9
because there is no more bed to accomodate me in the class c ward
i was surrounded by ah ma-s !!!! can u imagine??
i cant get to sleep because they r in pain when the nurses change their diapers or take blood from them or giv them drip
they kept screaming which led me to insomia...haizz
chris came to visit me on wed night n she brought a card with all the get well msgs
THX GUYS FOR WISHING ME GET WELL SOON FOR THE SAKE OF CHEESECAKE N THE SCORE LIBRARY!!!!!!!! I FEEL SO HONOURED!!!! XDXDXD


thurs did nth except getting medicine drip to prevent inflammation of the wounds
n waiting for the results of the cell test
the ward docs r so impatient!!!!!
they remove the bandage so fast la!!!
say tt the wound heal le!!!
then wat happen??? the wound bleed a little n scared me n my mum to death!!!!
in the end i hav to get the nurse to get me a plaster to cover the wound....
then a lot of NUS students keep coming in to ask me qns
i m so fedup la although i can help them in their exams by answering their qns
but gp by gp keep coming n ask u the same thing over n over again
can u take it?? i cant lor... seriously!!!
then at night cant sleep again


fri came n cell test result out
dr liew came down to see me n tell me tt i hav to change my medicine to prevent the lupus cells from scarring my kidneys
n the side effects of the medicine is may affect fertility in future which i dun really care, may hav blood in the urine which i m super really worried abt but doc assured tt less than 1% tt it will happen so i can be like relief a bit
then after telling me tt, he increased my steriod dosage to 70mg!!!!
its a huge increase la!!! 20mg of it already make me so drowsy during lesson liao
then nw 70mg... wan me to sleep in class arh???
he start the medicine ard the evening, its a 1hr plus drip plus a 4hr sodium chloride sol to push in the medicine to other parts of the body
the drip was super slow la.... haizzz


sat was supposed to be happy because i can discharge le
but then after gg home, i gt serious gastric pain which i cant tolerate
it like many needles poking ard here n there
did nt eat anything after nn all the way until sunday morning
went straight to A&E to get admitted
the doc n A&E say the gastric pain is due to the new medicine which i was nt told of!!!!!
then my hands gt poked again just to get the needle in so tt they can giv me drip
my hands were briused because of all the needle poking n no blood is coming out of the veins
tis time round, i was really admitted into a class c ward
on lvl 7
the nurses were all very nice ppl n ...
i m surrounded by ah ma-s AGAIN!!!!!
haizz.. but i guess i m too tired after being tortured by the pain to even rmb them screaming
but at class c ward, u can nv sleep
the lights from the other rm can get through n hurt ur eyes
there r docs from the same dept as dr chan who came down to see me
dr chia is a very nice doc although she is also a **** lineage
she keep assuring me tt i will be fine the next day n dun worry too much n tell me to rest


sun came n more medicines in the morning because of the gastric pain
oh ya also because of the wat heart scan arh say i lack potassium
then ward docs came to check n say if i dun feel any more pain then i can discharge on mon which is yesterday la
watched video on my laptop for the whole afternoon on sun until the batt flat... hahaz
actually wan to do proj de but some how the files cant open... haizz
i m always so unlucky at the critical period
nw i m rushing mad to finish 2 proj even though i m on mc


yesterday discharge was slow because need to wait for dr chia to come see me first
waited until like 2 plus 3 then she came with dr lian, the doc tt my mum is seeing for her bones
no wonder she kept looking at me with the eyes saying i hav seen u somewhere b4
she ltr then cfm its me when my mum came in to check if the doc come already... hahaz
so funny la.....
reached home abt 5plus then eat dinner with bro n sis
it feels so gd to be home!!!!
dunno y so many ppl say hospital is resort?? its prison can!!! u cant go anywhere anyhow even if u can walk ard without the nurses help
anyway, my aunts came to my house yesterday to see me
they shocked my sis as my sis was in the bathrm when they arrived.. hahaz
then they gave me money... haizzz
make me feel like i owe them a lot of money like tt
ever since i m hospitalized, all my relatives keep giving me money
i say no need but they keep giving....
make me feel so guilty... nw i understand y my mum dun wan to let them come visit me


yesterday went to bed quite early because i m damn tired
sleep until 9am tis morning n gt headache... haizz
but lucky tt headache does nt last long
then went to buy my optical mouse n printer ink cartrideges at ws challenger
then now blogging n gg to chiong my proj
tml still need to go sch submit my mc n see ms phoon regarding the proj presentation
haizz... hope tt i can wake up tml as i m still very tired.....

now is like nearing 12am n i m still awake
i actually very tired le but because of some reasons i cant sleep yet


just now gt C++ remedial
lasted from 3pm to 5.30pm
was nt in the mood for remedial at all
but i noe my results r nt gd so i better practice the coding
in the end ms joelle taught me 1 to 1
she is a very nice tcher
ms phoon also gt help me esp the accessor methods
thx both cher for explaining n teaching me


was eating lunch with ms sin b4 i went for remedial
she was wondering y m i still in sch
now all of u should noe y le lah
chatted with her abt results n stuff
but she haven really look through the list... haizz
oh ya.... b4 lunch was C++ tutorial
after tutorial, mq ask ms phoon abt proj stuffs
then i went "there, i told u already...." when i confirm smth from ms phoon
haizz...
ms phoon say my gp dun hav much confidence in ourselves
i hope the final presentation will be smooth sailing....


now i m spamming on co de blog
can u imagine how super duper wu liao i m
no mood to do any sch stuffs now
n chatting with chris makes me realized tt fri is coming nearer than expected
n doomsday is coming for me
if i dun appear in sch on mon, u all should noe wat happen to me .... lolz
gg to sleep le although tml lesson nt so early
shall hope tt miracle will happen.....


n dun worry chris
u surely can eat banana split on fri
i shall use physic power to make u recover
hahaz.... (as if i really m a physic)

just decided to come n post smth up in case i gt bugged again.. hahaz


2day lesson really bored me to death
firstly, the bus ride to sch already make me so tired tt i cant even focus
secondly, my stupid sore throat is back n this time round even worse
swallowing food become a torture!!!!!!!!
then theres lecture n practical
1 hr lec n 4 hrs prac
can u believe it???

enough talk abt sch
now i shall talk abt smth interesting
or izzit even interesting in the first place??
anyway, i was chatting with chris on my bus ride home
she called to ask if i gt call her
then wat were we talking abt i also cant really rmb le...
i gt serious stm nowadays...
then i suddenly thought of a qn n told chris tt i will put it up n let u ppl guess.. hahaz


heres the qn:
which person fits the following sentence
'nothing gd comes out from tt person's mouth when tt person says gd' ???


noe the ans???
giv me ur ans at my tagboard
i dun mind ppl spamming it actually.... XDXDXD
tts all for 2day...

woke up late as usual 2day cause i slept at 2 am
wat was i doing until 2am??
changing my blogskin n updating my post lor
had no intention to change de
but then since chris make the effort to help me find new skin
so might as well change it


i realized tt ning just make a blog when i go to nhco web
saw his link up there then went to see see look look
his blog uses the blogger template de... haizzz


watch tv until like 1 plus 2 then online
then play games for a bit b4 i go read my assignment details
the IPTNET really driving me crazy!!!!!!
so after looking at it for 1hr, i gave up n continue to play game
did nt do my tutorial for i gt no mood


tml gt proj practical n OOAD test
luckily i study le so now only hope tt i will nt be late tml
cause the test is the first lesson...
shall go sleep now to 'charge' myself

another wk just past by again...
tis wk is like so stressed up


mon gt proj lesson
then need to do quite a bit of stuffs
n lecture was revision for next mon quiz


tue gt c++ n data structure
both programming subjects crash on the same day
n some more both gt assignment to hand up by fri


wed gt c++ lecture conducted my mr chew
his way of lecture totally diff from mr lam
mr lam is teach from ppt slides
mr chew is teach from examples from visual studio
2 totally diff styles
n mr chew cant stand ppl talking when he is giving lecture
he still ask the students to leave if they nt interested since they already scan their attendance
n dun disturb the rest who wan to learn
after lecture is the tutorial
ms phoon taking over for tutorial
lucky she dun call names but volunteers
or else i confirm die
then she show us our percentage for c++ so far
i only gt 58.2% lor
its like just pass??? can u believe it??


thurs is the night class day
n i super hate thurs now
dunno y whenever it is thurs i will hate it
nt because of the night class tts all i hav to say
maybe is because of bringing laptop
my laptop is damn heavy la......


fri is the day where i m always so tired until i dun feel like doing anything at all
went to ikea to meet chris, jasmine, joel n fu sheng for lunch
then we chat until dunno wat n started talking abt doraemon... lolz
after tt we went straight down to cc
i packed the scores until i dunno how to pack
very ironic right???
then prac then after tt ekjun went to buy sweettalk
then all of us started guessing wat is tt yellow colour drink
the clues r
1. its sweet
2. its nt a fruit
3. its related to birds
4. china has lots of it
5. tai tai like to drink it

so can anyone of u guess it??
its actually birdnest ice blend!!!!!!!!
so funny la... it taste like sugarcane water can!!!
when we first guessed, my ans was egg n ber's was crow
but we end up guessing its birdnest
after all the stupid guessing
we gt bollywood scene again.... i think all of u should noe wats happening la
so i shall nt write it out.... hahaz (i hope i will nt get killed on fri)


2day went to see doc le then ate lunch at white sands then went home to sleep
sleep until 6pm then wake up
u can imagine how tired i was right
then chatted with ekjun n chris
then was pestered to change my blogskin n update my post
n my link is on nhco blog la
i was like haizzzz.... y put my link there
my blog so dull de...
haizzzzzzzzzz


hope tt tis coming wk will be fun
even though i noe it will nt be