my time was spent in the hospital the past wk
due 2 the stupid swollen legs...
i gt 2 stay in the hospital 2 do the kidney cells test
gt admitted on tue right after my appt
then straight into the day surgery after breakfast
was scared stiff lor.... then the doc was like rushing like tt
the anastatic just gt injected
then she wan 2 get the kidney cells
very painful la!!!!!!!!
dunno y this time round i scream like hell in the rm!!!!
then after everything is over
i gt 2 lie still n flat on the bed for like 8hrs!!!!!!
i already noe tt since tis is the second time i doing the surgery
but i still cant ta han la!!
hw can u lie still n flat n do nth for 8hrs???
then cant go washrm must use bedpan!!! do u noe hw hard it is 2 urine into the bedpan???
its so uncomfortable la!!!!!


lucky i can get up n walk abt at 6pm or else i will die arh
lie on the bed until my back so sore
the hospital food nt tt bad after eating it for 1wk
although it is a bit tasteless as they giv food according to our diet tt our doc prescribed
night time is the worst time it can ever get
i was staying in the class B2 ward on lvl 9
because there is no more bed to accomodate me in the class c ward
i was surrounded by ah ma-s !!!! can u imagine??
i cant get to sleep because they r in pain when the nurses change their diapers or take blood from them or giv them drip
they kept screaming which led me to insomia...haizz
chris came to visit me on wed night n she brought a card with all the get well msgs
THX GUYS FOR WISHING ME GET WELL SOON FOR THE SAKE OF CHEESECAKE N THE SCORE LIBRARY!!!!!!!! I FEEL SO HONOURED!!!! XDXDXD


thurs did nth except getting medicine drip to prevent inflammation of the wounds
n waiting for the results of the cell test
the ward docs r so impatient!!!!!
they remove the bandage so fast la!!!
say tt the wound heal le!!!
then wat happen??? the wound bleed a little n scared me n my mum to death!!!!
in the end i hav to get the nurse to get me a plaster to cover the wound....
then a lot of NUS students keep coming in to ask me qns
i m so fedup la although i can help them in their exams by answering their qns
but gp by gp keep coming n ask u the same thing over n over again
can u take it?? i cant lor... seriously!!!
then at night cant sleep again


fri came n cell test result out
dr liew came down to see me n tell me tt i hav to change my medicine to prevent the lupus cells from scarring my kidneys
n the side effects of the medicine is may affect fertility in future which i dun really care, may hav blood in the urine which i m super really worried abt but doc assured tt less than 1% tt it will happen so i can be like relief a bit
then after telling me tt, he increased my steriod dosage to 70mg!!!!
its a huge increase la!!! 20mg of it already make me so drowsy during lesson liao
then nw 70mg... wan me to sleep in class arh???
he start the medicine ard the evening, its a 1hr plus drip plus a 4hr sodium chloride sol to push in the medicine to other parts of the body
the drip was super slow la.... haizzz


sat was supposed to be happy because i can discharge le
but then after gg home, i gt serious gastric pain which i cant tolerate
it like many needles poking ard here n there
did nt eat anything after nn all the way until sunday morning
went straight to A&E to get admitted
the doc n A&E say the gastric pain is due to the new medicine which i was nt told of!!!!!
then my hands gt poked again just to get the needle in so tt they can giv me drip
my hands were briused because of all the needle poking n no blood is coming out of the veins
tis time round, i was really admitted into a class c ward
on lvl 7
the nurses were all very nice ppl n ...
i m surrounded by ah ma-s AGAIN!!!!!
haizz.. but i guess i m too tired after being tortured by the pain to even rmb them screaming
but at class c ward, u can nv sleep
the lights from the other rm can get through n hurt ur eyes
there r docs from the same dept as dr chan who came down to see me
dr chia is a very nice doc although she is also a **** lineage
she keep assuring me tt i will be fine the next day n dun worry too much n tell me to rest


sun came n more medicines in the morning because of the gastric pain
oh ya also because of the wat heart scan arh say i lack potassium
then ward docs came to check n say if i dun feel any more pain then i can discharge on mon which is yesterday la
watched video on my laptop for the whole afternoon on sun until the batt flat... hahaz
actually wan to do proj de but some how the files cant open... haizz
i m always so unlucky at the critical period
nw i m rushing mad to finish 2 proj even though i m on mc


yesterday discharge was slow because need to wait for dr chia to come see me first
waited until like 2 plus 3 then she came with dr lian, the doc tt my mum is seeing for her bones
no wonder she kept looking at me with the eyes saying i hav seen u somewhere b4
she ltr then cfm its me when my mum came in to check if the doc come already... hahaz
so funny la.....
reached home abt 5plus then eat dinner with bro n sis
it feels so gd to be home!!!!
dunno y so many ppl say hospital is resort?? its prison can!!! u cant go anywhere anyhow even if u can walk ard without the nurses help
anyway, my aunts came to my house yesterday to see me
they shocked my sis as my sis was in the bathrm when they arrived.. hahaz
then they gave me money... haizzz
make me feel like i owe them a lot of money like tt
ever since i m hospitalized, all my relatives keep giving me money
i say no need but they keep giving....
make me feel so guilty... nw i understand y my mum dun wan to let them come visit me


yesterday went to bed quite early because i m damn tired
sleep until 9am tis morning n gt headache... haizz
but lucky tt headache does nt last long
then went to buy my optical mouse n printer ink cartrideges at ws challenger
then now blogging n gg to chiong my proj
tml still need to go sch submit my mc n see ms phoon regarding the proj presentation
haizz... hope tt i can wake up tml as i m still very tired.....