its been a long time since i last blog
had been very tired recently ever since i m out of tt 'resort'
also trying 2 find time 2 sort out my mind for study
exams round the corner mah

had DSTR paper 2day
the paper is exactly like wat the exam revision slides showed
qns totally the same type
n yet i cant rmb a single thing i memorized!!!!!
my mind went totally blank!!!!
so in the end i skipped all the coding qns n do the rest first
but then i finally gave up n submit my paper 30mins b4 the exam finish
mr seetoh collected my paper
he asked me 2 sit through the whole exam n finish the qns
but i really cant rmb le wat for sit down there waste time
so in the end he just shook his head n submitted my paper
i hope i can pass this paper.... i failed the last quiz b4 the exam
n i noe it will pull down my total score a lot
i just wan a pass.... a grade C will be enough


enough abt 2day...
last wk had DBMS revision lesson on tue
quite useful 2 me as i missed out a lot during the 'resort stay'
then gt back my test paper from minqi after the lesson
we chatted a while then i went 2 meet chris for dinner at e-hub pastamania
we each order a plate of pasta n shared 1 beef lagsania(dunno the spelling la)
then we chatted for a while b4 we hit the arcade 2 play the drum machine
it was so fun la.... we topped up my card n was told tt i can upgrade my card 2 VIP de
but then dunno wat went on my head i say i dun wan
so stupid la!!!! VIP card is double play leh!!!
u top up 1buck gt 2bucks for game play!!!!!
i m so damn gg 2 upgrade it the next time!!!!
we played the machine so many rounds until our hands r sore
then after a washrm break, we went 2 watch others play the machine
then we play again!!!! LOLZ....
after tt we went 2 fairprice 2 buy bread n off we go home.....


the following day, i went 2 CGH de zhong hua clinic 2 see doc
tt doc is so weird la..... i m nt depressed abt my condition at all n he kept telling me i will recover n dun look so depressed....
then he say i can eat anything i wan n say tt i must eat 2 egg white n 1 egg yolk everyday because i lack of nutrients
he say tt my swollen legs will recover by the following wk which is tis wk la but i dun see any diff lor
n after a mth my condition will improve
n after a yr the dosage of the steriods prescribed to me will decrease
he is so damn confident la n he told my mum tt i m the third lupus patient he had 2 treat
n he is confident tt my condition will improve quite fast because i m still young
i dunno how many times i hav 2 hear tis sentence from all the docs tt see me
all say the same sentence.... in the end probs keep popping out
but 1 thing for sure is i must nt be depressed n must be positive!!!!!!!
so i m gg 2 relax myself n make sure i recover!!!!!
i wan 2 go out with my frens 2 play!!!!! i wan 2 like them!!!!!!
i wan 2 be free from medicine control!!!!!!!!!!!
after the consultation, mum n i went eastpoint 2 buy my sports shoe but in the end there dun hav my size so we went foodcourt hav lunch n i saw auntie serene having lunch with her frens
then she asked me how come so long nv go her house then i just reply very busy tts y
i hope i m nt rude......
after tt ate lunch n went 2 white sands n finally found a sports shoe with my size
then went down 2 NTUC 2 buy some stuffs n head home


tml gg 2 tire me out again cause i hav 2 go hospital for bloodtest as early as 9.30am
then wait for my appt at 2.50pm
n i gt IPTNET paper on wed at 9am!!!!!!!!
n IPTNET is my worst module!!!!!!!!!!!
gg 2 prepare notes 2 study le....