went out with chris n cass yesterday
met them at pasir ris mrt control station
but b4 tt, me n chris had an ice cream treat
the ice cream is damn nice, ate the jap red bean flavour
really oiishi!!!
then waited for cass b4 setting off to plaza singapura

we were really crapping on the mrt la
chris say tt i should wear dress when i go out with them cause both of them wearing dress
actually cass wore skirt la but it stills belong to the same category.....
then she ask cass to go buy specs cause we are wearing specs.....
so actually yesterday was quite crappy la.... hahaz

bought the 7pm show tics for Bolt
so we went to the body shop fair at lvl 1 first
it was damn crowded cause they r having the barney show n a lot of kids n parents r squeezing to get a place to watch the show....
funny thing is chris describe barney as a purple monster......
n she nv likes barney when she was a kid....
i was haha ok lor...
then we went up after they bought their stuff
the movie was damn funny la
really enjoy watching the movie....

after movie is already 9pm
we went to daiso to get some stuffs tt we need
or should say chris need it???
anyway after tt we hav dinner at cafe cartel
it was a total disaster!!!!
firstly, we were nt taken to a table
next, there was no order pad n only 1 menu on the table
then, the waiters r really AP!!!(slam the bill on the table n walk off)
n they nv giv cass her bread for her combo
n our request for warm water was nt given
the most wonderful part is we hav to ask them for cutlery when they serve us our food
its a no wonder tt chris exploded
n the funny part is i looked like i m nt affected at all to them
lolz....
in the end we did nt finish dinner n went off

we walked all the way from dhoby ghuat to bugis
because they were super pissed n just walk n walk n walk until we reached bugis
then took bus 12 then switched to 3A home
reached home about 12.40am then bath le online a while to check my email
actually wanted to blog but was too tired le...

slept at ard 2am then tis morning woke up quite late which made mum very angry
guess tt she has the mindset tt everytime i go out with chris i will be home very late... haizzz
guess i need to correct her mindset abt coming home late whenever i go out with chris
did nth 2day except tt i played an hr of maple then watch tv then watched the vcds tt chris lend
yes... its like collecting dust on my shelves le tts y i watching them
then chat with chris on the phone b4 she chiong down to cc to settle some stuffs
so tts my day... sayonara!!!

ok here i m again
the term break officially start le
cause i m at home now... wahaha

but i m damn pissed....
super pissed indeed!!!!!
having stomach cramps because of ******
wth la!!!!!
pain until dun even noe wat i wan to do...ughh!!!
actually wanted to go ndc wait for chris to finish work then we go eat dinner tgt de
then now cannot la!!!!!
fedup la.... of all days.....
n the most idiotic part is every fri will here pain there pain
y like tt???
to me....pain means no mood n cant go out

schedule>>>
tml(sat): nt gg to go out!!!!!
sun: see if i wan to go out anot.....
mon: last medicine drip(FINALLY!!!)
tue: gg to do proj in sch.....
wed: sch open house training....
thurs: basic driving theory test.....
fri: CO prac
sat & sun: no plans yet.....

blog has been quite dead....
no choice since i m quite busy with my proj n assignments
nth to blog abt actually

wanted to blog abt some trips i went with chris
but cant rmb le...lolz
haizzzz.....serious stm sia

tml actually gt presentation de
but tcher on mc so quite lucky
then after tml
i will hav 2 wks term break.... yeah!!!!!!!
longing for the term break cause i wan to game!!!!

schedule for next wk:
mon - last medical drip(finally!!!)
tue - so far no plans yet....
wed - nyp open house training...
thurs - basic driving theory test!!!!
fri - CO practice....
sat & sun - no plans as yet

its been very long since i last post
had been quite busy with sch work
first wk can say quite slack la but still must do tutorials n stuffs
still rmb cleaning the 'underground grave' after sch with chris
tired sia but at least its damn clean now

second wk quite hectic
proj tasks start to pile up tgt with the practicals n tutorials
n adding on to tt
i missed out mon lesson because of the drip... aarrrhhhh!!!!!
like tt still nvm
then gt ppl leave the java class so proj gp now left 4 ppl
then suddenly turn up one tt is always absent tt sent my class into chaoz again
so during the proj tutorial we had a o peh som session.... lolz
in the end the 4 of us still remain in the same gp
cause we nt satisfied with the result from the o peh som

tis wk is third wk
chionging proj after proj
super busy but dunno y i still can play maple during the wk ends
then yesterday still play richman with chris
then just now stay back in sch to do the dmid assignment use case
now at ehub with chris
doing all the last min tasks tt was given to me
tml still gt morning lesson... sianzzz
then still gt to stay back to do the proj presentation
hope tt i will nt be a walking zombie when i go home tml

in less than 48 hrs sch gg to start le
dunno i should be happy leh or sad

went out with chris yesterday
the weather is super damn hot sia
ate hotdog at orange julius after chris had her adjustments
then went to borders to shop for books
chris bought 2 books while i bought none cause scared nt enough money ltr to buy my lecture notes
then we went down to my sch to buy lecture notes
did nt manage to buy though cause the auntie say she very busy printing then cant sell
but she still take my timetable to hav a look n told me the notes she hav
she let me buy the project guide though n it only cost 50cents....
auntie say she gg to open shop at 5am on mon then say will giv me morning call to buy notes...
i was lolz.... but i think i will most probably go down in the morning cause the accounting notes need to go until blk c to buy
then we went home taking bus 88

chris asked me to pick up a second instrument as guzheng is nt common in an orchestra
i really nv thought abt it since i m in percuassion when i join
so now really headache but manage to convince myself to pick up pipa cause i hav pipa at home
sis also asked me to learn pipa n she keep telling me it is nt diff to rmb the ba wei
n the funniest thing is she even analise y the rest of the instrument nt suitable for me
zhong ruan: very common as a lot of ppl playing
liu qin: my hand too fat to play tt small instrument
dizi: i dun hav the stamina to blow
sheng: same as dizi
yang qin: cant bring home to prac
er hu: no interest then wont learn properly
so the only instrument left is pipa
can use her pipa to prac n no need to bring instrument home from the cc
then she can also help me with the basics
gg to spend some time studying the bawei first b4 co prac starts again

tok abt studying, decided tt its high time i go take my driving theory tests
chris say tt i should take the test as private candidate cause it is cheaper
n the instructor for the driving lessons wont keep changing so can monitor my progress
already ask her to acc me to book the date for the test le
gg to take the test at the centre near my sch

then chatted with minqi for a while then realize tt her electives gt prob
told her tt our electives notes need to go blk c buy so i ask her to check her timetable
who noes check le then realized tt her electives gt changed
so in the end help her with her appeal letter so sleep quite late

then 2day woke up so early for breakfast
then hp low batt n poor dad gt caught for speeding in the new kpe tunnel by the camera
nv notice tt supposed to travel at speed of 70km/hr... haizzz
i was chatting with chris so i nv notice also
after tt switch to msg cause in tunnel mah then no reception

after breakfast, came home check email then went to sleep
did nt bring my hp into my room cause charging
then chris called me 2 times but i nv ans cause i too tired le n my body wont move
in the end my mum brought my hp in
msg her i sleeping then continue to sleep but some how cant sleep n my body wont move
in the end i decide to wake up
help my mum change the bedsheets then mop the floor
then now chatting with ber n chris
very sian sia......

super tired sia
chatted with jonathan n edmund n chris until 1plus then sleep
yesterday was jonathan's bdae
then we started to crap abt him preparing for his o lvl papers
chatted with edmund abt exam also
he say his history n one more paper.... cant rmb the subject.... were bad
haizzz... ke lian ke lian
then he asked me whether i can go out 2day with him n ber
too bad sia.... i hav to stay at home
but promise tt will hav chance to meet up de cause dec we having bbq

then wat was i doing for the whole day???
i was scanning my laptop
damn bloody laptop kenna virus because of my thumbdrive
gg to reformat my thumbdrive le or else keep having virus also no use
then while scanning i cant do anything so i went to read comics n i dozed off.....
woke up only at 4.30pm when chris msg me saying tt she finish packing her rm
then went to ws to hav dinner n mango ice!!!!
then come home watch tv n blog n chat
went to check my timetable again
there r changes but gd changes....
oh ya... chris is gg to help me with accounting after i told her i scared i fail
this sem i m gg to really focus myself on studying
last sem i too slack le tts y my gpa drop like siao

gg to go sch tml to buy lecture notes
hope tt it will nt be a wasted trip down
also meeting chris tml cause she gt dental appt

finally gg to be the end of my hols le...

i think i can slim down faster when i m studying
cause gt no time to think abt snacking... hahaz
hols gt nth to do at home then keep snacking until i m like a ball
gg to be quite a long post.....

yesterday went for bloodtest in the morning
the nurses there all recognise me liao
i m the regular 'customer'
almost every other day can see me in the clinic.... hahaz
then ask y my mum nv acc me so i told them bus fare rise le.... lolz
bought kfc buddy meal home for lunch
after lunch was second round of da sao chu!!!
i turned my living rm into a war zone cause my table too many things liao n super dusty
then need to wipe n wipe n wipe
n the most problematic thing is i dunno how to pack!!!!!!!
so end up spending the whole day packing.... until night time ok!!!!
went out to e-hub de fairprice to by groceries
then continue to pack until i gt everything in place n nw my table damn spacious
but once sch starts it will nt be spacious anymore... hahaz
came online as soon as i gt my laptop back on my table
then chris say i dao her... zzzzz
i nv lor n she forgive me cause i told her i packing my table
then we plan to go out 2day.... hahaz
cause she need to go esplanade n gg with ber!!!
second time shopping with ber.... hahaz
n one more thing
my timetable is out but i dun like it
quite messy timing n i gt accounting for my elective!!!

2day woke up quite late
gt called up by mum cause its already 10am... hahaz
then eat breakfast n go online n prepare to go out meet them at tm
then we took mrt to city hall n go shopping at marina square
went to grab toys shop(hehe i dunno the name of the shop) to grab toys!!!
after tt walk to esplanade then took bus to serangoon
went chomp chomp for dinner!!!!
its me n ber first time there....
n i conquer 1 big glass of sugarcane juice!!!!! wahahaha
n ber treat the peanut sauce for the satay like her soup like tt
ok now time for photos...

tis bear so cute!!! chris also hav 1!!!!

the nt so nice eeyore but i still like it!!!!

best buddies!!!!

taken at marina square de washrm......

2nd shot!!!

our super big glass of sugarcane juice!!!!
cost $3!!!

satay!!!!!!!

my plate of prawn noodle!!!!!

before!!!!

after!!!!!!

conquered glass of sugarcane juice!!!!

stingray!!!!

after we finish eating
me n chris still pack food home
i packed satay then super blur me order chicken n pork then i thought i order mutton n pork
make chris pai seh sia.... so sry!!!
me n ber is super bloated!!!!
so we went to pet shop to see hamster after we gt our packed food
but i cant stand the smell
then ber say she eat dog food!!!!
she say the dog de xiao man tou n jelly nice.... omg!!!!
then took bus 315 to interchange to take 81 home
saw reg there
he also gg chomp chomp for dinner... lolz

alight at the same stop as chris cause i wan to take bus 3 home
then bath n eat satay
i eat only 4 cause my bro finish most of it by the time i finish bathing
then online chat with chris n ber
will continue tml......

was stuck at home 2day because of the stupid urine test tt i need to do
so woke up at 6am to start collecting then i super tired la
i only went to sleep like 1 am then 6am gt to wake up
ate breakfast then watch naruto then went to nap a while ard 10am
woke up at ard 1 plus i think to eat lunch
then went to pack my drawers
its full of things la....



clear out quite a no. of things tt r actually quite useless
dunno y i keep them in the first place
so i clear out 1 big bag of rubbish tt i kept
then now i gt 2 drawers out of my 4 drawers empty
but my table is in a mess as a result
gg to pack my table tml after i come home from my bloodtest
seriously la... i m nt a very tidy person
n yet i cant stand my messy table but i still can work on it
dun even noe how to start packing sia... arrrhhh



ber n chris went bugis shopping but i cant go
so sad la.....
chris called just nw n told me tt she bought a lot of things
then chat until she reach home then hang up
now waiting for her to online
so gg to watch naruto n wait.... wahaha



heres yesterday de photos tt we took using chris hp>>>>

i m tired!!!! dun disturb me!!!!!

taken at ajisen...

my eeyore!! (captured using my hp)

now is like so late le but i still dun feel like sleeping
had a great day 2day with chris n ber
shall start with fri

friday
woke up quite late i suppose
then was watching naruto n msg-ing chris at the same time cause she very bored at work
weather super hot lor n my poor sis gt a last min call from her boss asking her to go for work
was at home all the way until my sis finsih work then me n mum go ws to meet her for dinner
had kfc for dinner
ate the o.r. fillet burger meal n tried the hot devil drumlets(bbq de)
its damn spicy lor
then went shopping
bought 2 pair of heels for $10.95 at ice lemon tee
mum say i waste money only cause there is no chance for me to wear it at all unless i gt presentation..... haizzz
then sis bought a pair of shoes at vivie
after tt went home n continue to watch naruto....... hahaaz

yesterday
went out for breakfast
then dad send sis to work b4 gg home
after tt watch naruto again.... yar again cause its getting more n more interesting
then went to bugis to bring sis charger cause her hp batt flat le n she working full shift
shop ard bugis then go down to bedok to get my long sleeves shirts
after tt went to yi po house for dinner
me n bro bought bubbletea... the peach flavour so nice!!!!!!
then mum bought 50 satays!!!! also i ask her to buy so many de cause grandma n aunt also there mah n dinnertime is still like 2 hrs away
my cousin ashley so cute la but she so quiet lor 2day
until me n bro go disturb her then she tok n play n become hyper a bit
heard my yi po conver with my grandma
or i should say they delibrately let me listen
my cousins were being tortured by tt china lady la!!!!
she is my cousins 'grandma' le leh
the elder one gt tortured until he dun feel like gg home from sch straight
then the younger one dun dare to disturb the maid who is supposed to be looking after her n play her toys quietly at one corner because the maid gt a lot of things to do
WTH LA!!!!!!!!!!!!
their lives r so drama lor
eventhough i hate the elder one for always disrespecting me
but now i cant put myself to hate him at all after hearing wat happened to them
how i wish i can acc them more esp the younger one
all the adults r scared tt she will hav zi bi zhen lor

then we went to hav dinner at the coffeeshop downstairs
i gt cheated la.... the western food look so nice esp the spaghetti
i ordered the meatball spaghetti n the portion is like so little
lucky grandma ordered the hawalian fried rice then she cant finish n gave me some
or else i cfm hav to order one more plate of noodles to fill my stomach
after tt went home by bus
the stupid bus 17 make us wait for like 1hr
lucky 2 bus 17 come at the same time so no need to squeeze with the ppl in the single deck new bus
reached home abt 9 plus to abt 10pm
then bath le n continue to watch naruto n wait for sis to come home
sis came home with stomachache
then she whole night nv eat anything
chris vomitted whole night also....... haizzz
went to sleep but cant sleep at all

so 2day i m damn sleepy but no choice gt to wake up
because i gt to eat my chi medicine b4 gg out to meet chris n sin ying at the cc
then in the end the sin ying gt smth on nv come
waste my time n bus fare....
cant she inform us earlier???
nvm......
then me chris n ber took mosaic photos
i look so ugly in one of them
in fact i hate all the photos of myself
cause i zi bei la
i so fat n ugly
nvm abt tt......
then we went tm n eat at ajisan??
haiya i cant rmb the spelling
the raman very nice n its quite filling
then chris make the membership card
her whole wallet is full of membership cards lor.... lolz
after tt went to mini toons
chris bought a big bird , a letter C for her hp n hp accessory
ber bought nth
i bought an eeyore hp holder..... so cute la
after tt went to yamaha look for yvonne
then chat a while b4 gg off to shop for chris de shoe n face mask
then go pack food home
the interchange is so damn messy!!!!
bus 3 queue went all the way next to bus 65
hate it la!!!!!!!!
then somemore still wait for so long
reach home b4 9.30pm
then bath n watch tv
now gg to sleep liao....
so tired but the day is fun because i finally see ber after so damn long

stop thinking abt the past
lets move on with a smile :)

how many days since i last blog??
hahahaazz

tuesday
did nt go out 2day
chris working full shift so nv go out with her
then i stay at home baking mini muffins although it did nt turn out really well
did nt take photos of it cause too ugly liao
so in the end nobody eat :(
but i find the taste ok though.... haizzz
then after chris finish work we sms each other to help her pass time while waiting for ppl to meet her for meeting
then when her meeting starts i watch anime lor
then after her meeting we sms again
then when she reach home, we chatted on the phone
n talking abt serious co stuffs!!!!!!!
after tt both of us hung up n i went to sleep

yesterday
totally dunno wats wrong with me 2day
maybe because lack of sleep or wat
woke up with a bad headache
then ate breakfast n see mum n sis preparing to go out
they gg to chinatown with grandma n aunt
then dad was at home la so he ask y i nv go with them
then mum say there so hot dun wan to let me go
actually i already noe they gg chinatown 2day n she dun wan me to go cause scared i cant take the heat
i m also ok with it de
but dunno y i suddenly shouted at my dad mum dun let me go then u keep asking me to go for wat
then when mum ask me wan to go anot cause the weather looks ok when they r gg out
then i shouted back i dun wan
i feel so frustrated la
they were already gg to go out when i woke up
then just because dad ask then they stand at the doorway
if i were to go out with them
they still hav to wait for me to bath n stuff
then ltr if miss the bus n late becomes my fault la
so i rather dun go
but i dunno y instead of just answering normally i shouted
super moody la
even when chris sms me i also dunno wat i doing
told her wat happen le makes me feel a bit better
she went to her grandma house to celebrate her grandma bdae
she say the food nt nice because its catering food
then she gt to spend money to get herself food
did nt call someone tt i m supposed to call until she reminded me
i was so moody until i dun feel like calling
but work is work
so i called tt person at ard 8pm to settle some stuffs
then when everything is settled
i continue to watch my anime until chris msn me
then we chatted for awhile n after tt went to sleep
somehow i did nt sleep n end up chatting with my sis in the bedroom until like 1am i think
hahahaz

so 2day woke up quite late la
then because gt nth to do
i maple all day
went for my haircut in the afternoon
nw my hair is damn short!!!!
but i dun feel so warm le like b4 my hair is cut
continue to maple after i came home from the haircut
then after tt watch tv dinner then finally watch anime until like 9plus
cause chris msn me....
now i m super dead la
she gg to make me tok to monster!!!!
aaarrrrgggghhh!!!!!
should nt hav provoked her in the first place
*regret regret*
now very sleepy le
hope tt i will still be 'alive' tml

just came back from the exco meeting
n now i m like tired but cant seem to make myself sleep
meeting was ok just tt we r gg to be very busy at the start of next yr
talk abt plans for next yr n stuffs

went out at 3pm to meet chris to acc her to get her new hp
she was choosing btw LG viewty, Samsung omnia n f480
in the end she gt the Samsung f480 n super love it except tt she cant use it properly without a stylus when typing msgs
then went down to cc to slack slack a bit b4 the meeting
jasmine fusheng claire came down with joel
they say they meeting the gaoyingruan guy
after they left, we wait for the rest of the ppl to come down for the meeting
after meeting ate supper - mee goreng
the auntie cheat my feeling
she say she will ask the cook to cook it less spicy but then still very spicy lor!!!!!!!
should hav took photo of it to let u all see how red the mee goreng looks
after tt took bus 358 with ekjun n joel (actually they acc me la)
they alight at inter n ekjun nv forgot the nickname tt julian gav me la
wah lau!!!! i dun wan to be call bouncy la!!!!!! my SL bully me sia!!!!!!
alight at central to buy food for my bro then walk home
then when waiting for lift, gt these 4 malay boys waiting also
they damn irratating la.... they call me auntie sia!!!!!!
hello!!!! i m only 18 lor!!!!! totally ignored them when they ask me to press the lvl 3 button
keep auntie here auntie there.... i look so old meh
very angry la!!!!!!!
i m gg to go for makeover soon
no
in actual fact if i slim down then it wont be tt bad
i shall slim down!!!!!!!!!
GANBETTE!!!!!!!!!

had been spending a lot of money recently
which led me into an almost bankruptcy state....
but lucky i gt savings so i nt tt worried



friday
went out to meet chris at e-hub teasire to chill
both of us brought our laptop but forgot abt the multi plug......
so i run my lapotop on battery lor
then i was playing maple n surfing the net to kill time
while waiting for her to finish her stuffs
then suddenly she cried.... haizzz
did nth except leaving her alone to cry it all out
cause she cfm will feel better after tt
seeing her cry make me feel so useless cause i dunno how to console her
but then......
when she stop crying, she starts her carrot cake joke again when we r deciding wat to eat for dinner!!!!
harlo!!!! i noe they dun serve cai tao kuay in the cafe ok!!!!!
but she seems to be very happy making fun of me... zzzz
then then.....
we both ordered crayfish spaghetti but the crayfish bully ppl la
my plate of crayfish spaghetti de crayfish is so hard la
but her crayfish is so soft...... aaarrrrggg
pastamania de pasta bully me then now the crayfish bully me
then nvm.....
when we r ordering dessert, she start her carrot cake joke again!!!!!!!!
i surrender la ok i surrender
after tt we packed up to leave the place for the arcade!!!!!!!
then then we went to the grabbing toy machine to try to grab the toys
these r the toys tt she helped me catch:

the 2 toys tt dropped out tgt

so cute!!!!!

the bread tt costs us lots of money.... hahaz

toys from the same machine

the piglet tt i wan so much!!!!

actually all these toys were caught by chris
thx gurl
both of us gt the same toys except tt she gt 2 more
oh ya..... i caught a banana but i dun like so i gav it to jonathan
then we play the drum ...... so fun la......
after playing for a few rounds we went to catch candy at the candy machine
after tt we went home


saturday
went out in the morning for breakfast then buy things le jiu went home
then went to sleep.............
gt a call from chris at ard 4 plus
say tt she is gg for a drink with a fren
while i slack at home n pack my stuffs
like real.... pack here n there still very messy
did nt really sleep cause too hot le!!!!


yesterday
super duper headache woke me up
then ate lunch n watch tv
blah blah blah
was on the phone for like dunno how long talking to chris
after tt continue to watch video cause nt interested in watching F1
then went to sleep


did nth except watch tv
then now blog.....
ltr still gt exco meeting at the cc.....

dunno wat to do sia
since i m so sian at home so i might as well upload the photos tt i took for the esplanade show n concert

ESPLANADE SHOW

soundcheck

actual performance

me n jasmine de shoes XDXDXD

CONCERT!!!!

tis is wats happening at the gurls dressing rm b4 the concert starts

after dinner!!!!!!!

ok

tts all the photos i hav for the concert n esplanade show

gg to watch video to kill time liao

byebye~~~~~

went out the whole day 2day n just came back
firstly, went to CGH de zhong hua clinic to see doc
then after tt went to get my specs from TTSH de spec shop
after tt meet wx to go to his papa chia house to settle some stuffs
stayed there until like 5plus then we go e-hub hav dinner
wah lau la.... gt gastric when i was abt to enjoy my spicy baked fish pasta
then end up eating a little bit n waste my whole cup of sprite.... haizzz
the pasta $8.20 leh...... lucky wx gt order beef lagsana n gave me her share
thx gurl... i did feel much better eating tt than the spicy pasta....
then went up to teasire to hav hot chocolate cause the pain wont go away
the hot chocolate is damn nice... so heavenly!!!!!
n nt to forget her carrot cake crap.... thx arh!!!
sat there for hrs just chatting n relaxing
finally the pain stop after i finished the hot chocolate
but then its no use.... after a while it came back
luckily i constantly drink hot water or else will be even worse
ordered some fries to eat also cause feeling hungry... haha
i guess i m too hungry because during the period at her papa chia house i totally nv snack at all
i think tt explains the gastric pain... who ask me dun bring snacks.... haizzz
then after tt we went to the arcade to play drum
damn fun la.... we played lvl diff then end up losing... hahahaz
then when we see other ppl play we laugh at them cause they even worse
y?? at least we play with rythmn nt like them anyhow beat lor... hahahaz
i think i will get beaten if i said tt out.....
then we walk to ws to take bus home

yesterday
woke up quite late actually
then did nth but watch videos n editing my blog posts... hehe
then went to meet wx at the cc to get the concert program booklet
n also search for my missing pens (actually its with wx n ekjun)
i shall nt bring so many pens out anymore!!!!
anyway after tt we went to ta bao food home
i bought satay for $19 n gt scolded by mum
she say i always buy things nv check price with the seller then let them take advantage of charging extra money..... haizzz
n the satay is quite small lor....
lesson learnt.... nt gg to buy satay from them n always check price b4 buying anything
then at night blog n msn lor.....

tts all for today.....
still waiting for wx to come online after settling her bro probs.......
n also enjoying my cereal drink cause now the pain is nt tt worse le
hope tt tml i will recover n i shall nt touch cold drinks for the moment!!!!!!!!!

finally the concert is over le

concert day(saturday)
went down to cc early for prac
then gt break cause they finish rehearsing early
gt meeting cause i in charge of welfare
then was told abt wat to do ltr blah blah blah.....
then gt to stick stickers onto the program booklet cause they gt julian n stephanie names spelled wrongly
n went to get cass her shoe from isetan n rush down to nafa to meet them
reached nafa b4 them cause they say the driver gt lost finding the cc
then help them carry stuffs while they unload their instruments
then sound check.....
then up to the dressing rm... gurls gt the bigger one... wahaha
they took pictures while i slack here slack there
went down with them for rehearsal....
then met wx de church frens who came to help as ushers
n elly frens as foh
up to the dressing rm again
then tis time really slack there
but then i went down to the stage with elly de frens cause they wan to listen to them playing as the dressing rm can only visualise(the sound nt so loud)
went back to dressing rm again
food came n me n elly need to 'feed' the ppl
gave them their food by sections
cant rmb the order le la
wat i noe is there is still food left after everyone has taken
then went to help at the foh to giv out program booklets with ning
after tt, we watch the concert from the tv outside the hall
wx frens were really hyper
they were battling with the empty bottles on the table ... lolz
then they went back early cause they need to rush to somewhere else
when everything has ended, we quickly packed our stuffs n gt on the bus to go back cc
on the bus, we were crapping like mad
julian was saying tt the welfare ppl(me n elly la) nv feed him then he super hungry
then dunno wat else we were crapping until jasmine wanted poke julian
tts when the sg new oil field joke starts..... so funny la
reach cc then put everything inside the rm le then supper
after supper we discussed abt the sharing of cab
end up ekjun n julian share 1 cab
jasmine libing n yuheng share 1 cab
me claire fusheng n joel share 1 cab
really thank joel or else i hav to walk home liao
reached home at ard 2 plus i think???

sunday
woke up super late la
think too tired le
nv go out i think.... did i???

yesterday
went to hospital early in the morning for my appt n drip
so sian la... watch tv until sian le then read comic
then sian until play GBA but cant play long cause the drip made my hand unable to move
after the drip is over, went to the spec shop to get my specs done
gt my degree checked again....
cfm is 325 per eye.... haizzz
then wats with the concave thingy i m seeing through the specs??
anyway they r gg to fix the prob so i just hav to wait until thurs then go collect lor.... so ma fan
i should hav gone back to the central spec shop
but now is too late to regret le....
so gt to kan kai yi dian lor....

today
went out to eat lunch with my relatives
then after tt went to ws to shop
then went home....
nth special actually....
then watch video lor..... chat on msn lor.....
then blog now lor......
very sian sia.....

so long nv post again....
will try to keep it short

friday
woke up quite early in the morning cause gt skin centre appt
after tt went to hospital for bloodtest then go to the hospital spec shop to get new spec
my degrees went up from 250 to 325 for both eyes!!!!!!!!
lucky astig degree nv went up....
then choose spec frame for very long cause a lot of the frames very nice but dun suits me.... haizzzz
in the end the sales ppl keep recommending very ex de frame to me
wanted to buy the levis specs de but too tight for me... sad sia
ended up buying a super comfy de specs which costs me 390 bucks
because of my unexpected increased degree i had to add 50 bucks to get the thin lenses
then mum was saying tt smth must be wrong with me
she was thinking of asking me to buy the promo package then i ended up buying super ex frames

after tt went to orchard road initially to search for white pants cause the one i bought for concert cant wear le... haizzz
then chris called to say all black for me can le so i end up shopping for clothes at far east
actually is long pants la
then mum bought a shirt for bro
then went to take bus 65 to tm
nv shop there cause too tired le

saturday
nth special happen
went down cc to help chris change the guzheng strings
then i ended up slacking....hehe
the rm is damn hot cause aircon nt working
finish changing strings le then went home
the stupid running nose starts once i reached home...
or should say nv stop since i went out....
when will it stop!!!!
the worst is my laptop died on me!!!!!!!! @#^%%$##$
then the stupid recovery disk end up formatting my laptop!!!!!!

sunday
co prac at night but gt cc open house in the morning
nv go down in the morning cause of the running nose la
make me feel so sick
but gt go for prac at night
went down to pack the scores for the concert day
backup to be exact.....
ate supper with jasmine, libing, zhigang, joel... etc
then went to mac for a while
played finger twister with libing
i lose until like siao
i wonder wat will happen if i play the human twister??
then walk to inter with them
took bus 17 with claire
then day end.........

monday
gt sch 2day!!!!!
woke up very early cause 2 hr ride to sch
the java preparation course starts at 10am
reached sch early but was stuck in the washrm cause of the stupid stomachache
but still reach the lab on time
the day's work was recap of the java classes n stuffs
then went to get my laptop fixed after lunch
of course must leave it there for the helpdesk ppl to help me reformat - the gd thing abt buying laptop from sch
lesson end at 4pm but me n minqi stayed behind to finish the exercises for the day
then gt sms from helpdesk to collect my laptop.... so fast sia!!!
then quickly check the things in the laptop r working then went home to install n update my laptop......

tuesday
so tired!!!!!!!!!!!
brought laptop to sch again to install the program for the lesson
then morning lesson end with teaching how to do some things
after tt during lunch
was installing the software tt is needed for next sem lesson
then halfway com hang.... wth!!!!
then rush down to hospital for checkup
then went to spec shop to get my specs
so clear sia until i m super nt used la
then ate some food at the foodcourt b4 gg down cc for prac
went down cc tt time is like still early so i uninstall my program while waiting to eat dinner with cass n wx......
dinner le then prac lor then ate supper with jasmine they all
then walk to inter with them n took bus 17 with claire n fusheng
which made me the light bulb la.... nvm

wednesday
went to sch early hoping tt i can get the cd from ms phoon to install the program b4 lesson start
but then the cds r with the other students who brought home to install so hav to wait
then tcher end lesson early but me n minqi stayed to solve some probs la
was able to solve some then the rest were being helped by ms phoon when i SOS on msn
went down to lvl 4 helpdesk to ask for her help
then finally solve all the probs with the programs
after tt went down to cc straightaway
by the time i reach cc was already near prac time
went to the coffeeshop to look for wx then saw her at the smoking area with xie lao shi (aka her papa chia) eating dinner
then he made me so blur by crapping all the weird weird chinese names when i reached the table....lolz
after tt went to get dinner then down for prac
hide myself in the rm to check the scores n stuffs
then gt it done by end of prac gt meeting
then walked to the busstop with ekjun julian joel n peter
gt bullied by them la....
julian called me bouncy because i pushed him after he pushed me to the wall... wth la
then he n ekjun start the gzp thingy
i totally hav no idea wat they toking....

yesterday
no prac as everyone was tired so we hav a break
was at home the whole day packing my stuffs
then went to e-hub to get some stuffs
come back watch some videos
then went to sleep i think???

today
went out with wx n cass
meet wx at ws then went to tm to get her contacts
after tt meet cass at pie kia
then eat pie kia le went to shop for cass de shoes
then went to get their hair washed at chai chi
n nails done at vivo
while waiting, went to get chocolates from candy empire
then went to hospital to get my specs corrected
but then they ask me to try for 2 to 3 more days cause it may be because i m nt used to the new degree
so brought home my specs to try again
then nv meet cass n wx for dinner cause they need to rush to cc
so went home by bus....
so long la....
reach home at ard 9 plus
just finish eating my dinner lor.... haizz
gg to sleep le....
tml still need to go cc early
ITS THE BIG DAY TML!!!!!!!!

was baking cookies yesterday
but then can be considered a failure cause the cookies r as hard as rocks
but still edible la

the cookie with no chocolate

2nd batch from the oven

close-up version

the final product with chocolate!!!!!

the cookies dun look nice right??
guess gt to make the cookies more even esp the chocolate filling!!!!!
the cookies some big some small... haizz
gg to bring down some for chris ltr to try
hope tt she like it even though its a bit hard.....

was nt online for the whole of yesterday cause no mood n lazy as i was mapling on my bro's com
nth special happen yesterday except tt nh gt performance at the esplanade
went down to cc to meet chris to go there together with cassandra, jasmine, ekjun, fusheng n a guest player(cant rmb his name) on the 11 seater bus
then it was damn funny la when we were on the bus
me, ekjun n jasmine were seated behind
then we were toking abt helping ekjun improve his hokkien
so we started normal conver in hokkien
then dunno how n y it suddenly link to the yuda topic
then ekjun tried to ask chris when they getting married in hokkien which made eveybody laugh like mad la cause it was spoken nt very fluently
then chris rebutted if married ekjun then the next day ...... lolz
after tt, we saw the sg flyer n jasmine was saying tt the view is *very nice* .... haha
then i say of course la
can see so many of our national bird with so many diff color some more ..... hahahz


once we reached, me n jasmine had to go to the concourse as we do nt hav the backstage pass
then we sit down on the sofa n wait for them to set up
then after tt wait for them to sound check
then we alone sit down there to chat while waiting for 7.15pm
we chat on quite a few things n finally sorted out wats happening ard me
thx jasmine for being so understanding
n lending me ur listening ear
n we had a lot of fun crapping n crazying ..... hahaz


then after the whole thing is over, we waited for them to packup then go eat
jasmine n ning went back first cause ning gt sch the next day
then the rest of us went to marina square de subway eat
so pai seh la.... cause xie lao shi's parents treat us
n its my first time eating subway n the price is shocking
6 bucks for a 6-inch sandwhich....
i m nt gg to eat subway again
or can say dun go so often or else i will cfm go bankrupt
but the sandwhich is nice....
nv put vege except lettuce.... hehee
canivore me.....


after tt xie lao shi's parents went home first
then we stayed for a while discussing prac dates
or should i say is joel n chris n cassandra discussing
we only sit down there n wait
then took down the dates when its finally decided
chris n cassandra went home on their own as they hav matters to discuss
so i kana pang seh la... jking la
still gt fusheng acc so still ok
or else i will be damn bored alone on the mrt
cause blur me nv bring mp3......


while walking, joel keep saying he wan fusheng to die....
then i say doraemon only shen chu yuan shou n dun ask ppl to die de
then he say to everyone he shen chu yuan shou
to fusheng is go n die.... hahahahaz
funny la his expression
the mrt is damn packed la
first time i see at night still gt so many ppl taking mrt
or should i say i first time take mrt so late at night... hahahz
joel me fusheng n the sheng guy(cant rmb his name also... hahaz) squeezed into the mrt
totally nt able to balance at all squeezy until theres no rm for ppl to walk nt to mention alighting
joel is lucky cause he alight at kallang
then the sheng guy alight at tanah merah
me n fusheng all the way to pasir ris then wait for the stupid super long bus 3 to come
fusheng alight 1 stop b4 me


reached home ard 11.30pm
then mum n bro asleep le
left sis still watching video
went to sleep straight after bathing
can imagine how tired i was


did nt bother to go jog in the morning cause my body wont budge
mum called me up but gt no response... hahaz
so woke up at 9am then went to make breakfast
which is just steam buns to eat la.... simple n fast.... suitable for lazy ppl like me
then went to check emails n chat with frens
oh ya... woke up with the stupid swollen eyes
my eyes were like half-opened
then only online for a while n went to sleep again
wake up at dinner time then my eyes better
then can blog now.... hahahaz
i think i m gg crazy soon....
oh ya.... 1 more thing
chris say i did nt start any war which is to my relieve
at least matters r nt tt complicated now


looks like i hav just written an essay.... oh my!!!
shall try to update more often n shorter post each time


the gurl is getting more n more rubbish
pls save her!!!!

was trying to find back wats lost
but it seems tt its gg to be very difficult
i still think theres another way out to solve tis prob
perhaps it just haven come to my mind
i m so nt satisfied tt i can only lose items
cant i dun lose anything at all
even after following my heart
tts wat chris n ber told me
watever decision i make, i must follow my heart
thank you both for telling me tt
i find tt i m too easily influenced le
its time i do smth on my own to retrieve the lost items without making any matters worse


i dun like the feeling of losing
n i m gg to retrieve everything back one by one


sry tt my decision ended up with a war
i will stop the war myself
I MUST!!!!!!

so many things happen again last night
perhaps i should nt hav wrote anything on my pm at all
perhaps if i did nt say anything would be better
but wats done cant be undone
i hav made my decision n i m very clear of wat i wan
however, i did nt expect tt WW3 will start


i can only say tt from the tone tt the qn was asked
it sounds as if theres gg to be a drawing the line across thing n i dun like it
was struggling the whole night thinking wat should i do
i keep hearing things here n there until i feel tt almost everyone i noe cant be trusted
tt feeling is back again.......
wat i wrote on my pm was just my thoughts
n from my thoughts, it created smth big.... haizzz


i wanted a win-win situation
but it has turned into a war
within 1 mth, i suddenly lost a lot of things
y m i always in tis kind of situation???
anyway, i dun wan to tok abt it le
if wats lost cant be found, then i gt to move on


just change my blogsong to moon river
its a very nice song
found the piano version richard clayderman played n the violin version from lovers in paris
both also nice... hehe
so nice until i dun feel like navigating away from my blog


i m really tired of all this
will it be over soon??

just finish eating my supper of mac
did nt eat with ning they all cause i m really too tired liao
sry ran, i nt purposely pang seh u all but i really too tired liao


went out at ard 11 plus i think cause chris wan me to acc her to see doc
in the end when i reach the polyclinic, she already waiting for medicine... lolz
after tt went to ws to let her drop her cheque then straight to the cc
ate lunch then sort scores again lor.... normal routine


reg n dom came down just now
but was invited out of the co rm because they r no longer members of the co
went to look for them at ard 5 plus n ate dinner
then chatted on lots of things
they cheered me up seeing tt i m damn sian n keep making me laugh
thx guys!!!
however, i still dun hav the ans to ur qn
its like 1 mth away from my frens n too many things happen until i dun even noe wat exactly is happening
even now i still dun get wats gg on n suddenly all of u pop the qns
i haven even gt time to breath la!!!!!
my whole mind is in a mess now
like a bunch of threads being tangled
y cant dunno be the ans??? haizzz


breathing space is needed
time is also needed
pls grant her breathing space n time

so fast n its fri
co prac again!!!!


gg down at ard 1 plus ltr to pack the remaining scores on the chairs
get it??? CHAIRS!!!!!!
hahaz ..... dun mind me..... i gg crazy le
anyway, did nth yesterday n dunno y feel so tired


went to CGH de zhong hua clinic for my second appt yesterday
seriously la..... i think the doc a bit smth wrong de
he can suddenly mumble smth under his breath
then out of the blue ask u qn then mumble again
so can u imagine how i was feeling in the rm
lucky my mum was with me or else i will go mad...
after tt chris called.....
she was hospitalized!!!!! but was discharged yesterday afternoon
chat with her while waiting to collect my medication
then mum was nagging abt my outgoing call will burst.... hahaz
but i dun care.... hehe cause i noe the limit
after tt, went to tm to buy some groceries n head home
saw tt irratating person on the way home n kind of pissed me off la
mum asked me y she wearing tt shirt...
i replied dun noe dun care then mum was angry la
cause my attitude sucks
ok la i admit i dun like tt irratating person n i m showing attitude whenever i see her
i cant help it la
she was the one who started irrataing me even when i nv spark of the fire
went home ate lunch le then went to nap
like pig sia... oh dear.... i think i must diet myself
woke up at ard 6 plus then saw the miss call from chris
haha.... she keep calling me..... cause we gt lots to tok abt..... chatter chatter
called her n chatted for a while b4 i head off to bath
then continue to chat on msn
can u believe it.... we gt sooooooo many things to chat..... hahahaz
actually wanted to post what we chat abt de
but i will get killed by her if i really post it
i dun wan to die so young so i better shut up.... hahaz


y m i blogging now???
cause i woke up n went for my morning jog at 6am
ber asked me to go with her then in the end she woke up at 6.30am
by tt time i already finish jogging n the sky looks so red tt its gg to rain anytime so i went home n sms her
ber... its ok de... no need to keep apologising
we can jog together another day de
so dun say sry again le k??
after tt ate breakfast then now free until can blog n pack my stuff
gg to go down cc at 1 plus
target for today:
at least get all the scores neatly packed into the folders n label them


shall get games from chris today cause she bringing her lappy
still thinking psp or nds???
shall continue to think some more first.... hahahaz

just came back from co prac
did nt hav supper with chris cause she gt impt things to discuss with cassandra n xie lao shi
packed the stupid noodle home to eat then realized tt the gravy all spilled out liao
in the end eat a bit only then throw away the rest
noe tt i m wasting food by i cant stand the taste of it


nth much happen
went down at 2 plus to pack the scores
ate dinner with chris they all at ard 6 plus
then when they prac, i cont with the score packing
now the scores tt we r playing r packed neatly on the shelf
all tts left r the scores on the 2 chairs
looks like there will be more packing to be done on fri


chatting with reg now n he say he is coming down on fri
hahaz.... looks like fri is gg to be fun....
also waiting for chris to come online
dunno whether she finish her supper with them le mah
looks like cant hav supper with her anymore tis time......
oh ya.... gt photo shoot on fri
dun like the idea of taking photo though
hahaz... tts all for now...

nth much happen the past few days


sat went to grandma house for dinner
brought my laptop along then in the end my bro use it to play game haizzz
actually wanted to watch video using my laptop de as i still gt a lot of vcds n videos haven watched yet
if no mood to watch still gt internet then i can watch anime also
but then because bro help me carry my laptop so no choice have to let him use
so i end up doing nth at all n watch him play wonderland
then after tt is dinner time so we went to eat dinner
then i overestimated my great grandma's chili sauce n ate a lot until my whole stomach hav tt stupid burning feeling
lucky gt to eat cold canned fruits after dinner then the burning feeling nt so bad
after tt we took bus 21 home
then while walking, i did nt notice tt dom was at the coffeeshop
my mum still say someone is staring at us (which is dom la)
he was trying to get my mum to get me n my sis attention but in the end we nv turn ard.... hahahaz
he msg me say tt we walk past him n ignored him.... lolz la
tts how i noe tt i did nt notice him.... haha
very rubbish right???


sun stay at home the whole day
so i went to the net to search for baking recipes
wanted to bake cookies but dunno wat to bake
then gt some recipes from blogs
mainly chocolate flavours de wahahaha
but then all the ingredients at home dun hav so hav to search for simple de
did find some simple de so i saved all the recipes i found then look through see which one i can bake
after tt i went to sleep.....


yesterday continue to search for recipes again
n tis time ber gave me some tt she found
hahahaz
will let u be my laboratory mice.... wahahaha
tts if i can even bake the cookies la.....
mum dun let me bake.... haizzz
wanted to buy butter de then she nt happy liao
the only thing tt dun hav at home is butter lor
but then she dun wan so no choice cant bake
sad la.... i so bored la... wan to bake also cannot
chatted with chris the whole night
asked her how she sell so many tics so fast
then she teach me but then haizzz.....
i m so nt a marketing person but i will still try my best to sell the tics
asked frens to help me ask ard le
hope tt i can get favourable replies.....


just now went for morning jog then went to shop n save n try to persuade my mum let me bake
in the end still cannot..... looks like i can dun even think of baking anything le la
now bored until watching xxxholic kei
almost finish watching the whole season le lor
then the tsubasa chronicles still no new season or episodes out yet
or should i say i dunno how to find??
now gg to move on to watch soul eater...
hope tt i wont so fast finish watching...

its been 1 wk since i last blog
so tis will be a long post......


mon was the last day of my exam....
the DBMS paper......
but dunno y somehow i feel tt i did nt really do tt well 4 the paper
thought tt the qns were tricky....
hope tt i can pass the paper
after the paper, went 2 meet chris 4 dinner but was late....
had dinner with jasmine, amber, ber, chris n fusheng at the cc coffee shop
then after tt went 2 buy satay home 2 eat... wahaha


tue stayed at home the whole day gaming
then sleep....


wed woke up early 2 go hospital 4 my medicine drip
reached hospital at 8am n waited until like 10am then they start the drip
another malay gurl only pri 6 needs tt super strong medicine drip too
which is quite shocking even though she also hav lupus but hers is nt even 1 yr
when the needle went into her hand, she was screaming like hell
which also scare me 2 my wits la....
was on drip then halfway she suddenly scream so loud
even the nurse also shocked!!!!!
i continue 2 read my comic book until the end of the drip
was impressed tt i m nt sleepy at all .... hahaz
after tt went 2 buy some food 2 eat n went home 2 rest


yesterday was super tired.....
wake up eat breakfast le then went 2 sleep again
then wake up 2 eat again then went 2 sleep again
i m super like pig la!!!!!!!!
when i woke up again, i m a bit refreshed so i game again n chat with my fren jessica
asked her 2 help me ask ard anybody interested 2 watch NH II
did nt manage 2 sell any tics yet so must buck up even though i m tired
haven gt her reply yet but no worries cause she gt 1 wk sch hol
in the meantime, i shall see who i can sell the tics 2 n ask them again n pester if i hav 2 ... wahahaha


went 4 morning walk in the early morning 2day
then ltr ate breakfast n packed my table
my table was in the pre-exam state..... messy like hell
now tt exams r over, all books into the shelves.... wahaha
but if i need 2 take supp paper then i hav 2 take them out again.... haizzz
now worry also no use so might as well hav fun first
sept is gg 2 be the busy mth 4 me
i gt J2EE lesson 15/9 - 17/9
oracle cert course 22/9 - 26/9
NH II concert on 20/9
skin centre appt on 12/9
hospital appt on 16/9
medicine drip on 22/9
nobody can be more busy than me liao i guess
n my hols r like until 12/10!!!!!
then dunno gt 2 take supp paper anot
if need 2 take supp paper then i will hav more days of study
then really nt like hol at all......
dun care le.... results will only be released on the 16/9
so just be happy until then bah


i guess tis post is already very long le
n i m very tired liao...
so cya......

saw a glimmer of hope in my OOAD paper 2day
did nt get mental block at all
studied the final revision lecture only as well as the mcqs
n qns really turn out 2 be those qns only
dunno is lucky or tcher lenient
anyway, just hope tt i can pass my OOAD n DBMS papers
since the DSTR n IPTNET already gone case le
already prepared myself 2 take the supp paper if i really fail


enough of the exams
tis morning chris called me
n we talked abt smth very funny la
but it is secret..... sshhhh!!!!!!
now already 11plus le
hoping tt someone from co will come online soon!!!!
i wan 2 noe wat happen 2day during prac
curious curious.... since i m on break.... haizzz

2day de IPTNET paper is easy lor
all from the tutorial de
in the end i gt mental block again
memorized the ans from the tutorials n yet i cant rmb everything
only managed 2 write some ans tt r reasonable
the rest all anyhow pluck ans from the sky
i think i m gg 2 fail this exams
totally no confidence at all


the next paper is OOAD
hope tt the paper will be easy but this paper also gt a lot of things need 2 memorized
i m so gg 2 prac the past yr exam qns n study the notes at the same time
gg 2 make sure tt the notes i prepared is gg 2 be a complete set
OOAD n DBMS r my only hopes of passing left
i dun wan my gpa 2 become 1.?? because of my exam tis time


my only wish now is tt i can pass my DSTR n IPTNET
which is like mission impossible but my frens say as long as i pass my ica i will be fine
but how can tt be??? exam 60% leh!!!!!!!
haizzz


after the paper, went 2 AMK hub 2 grab some food
then bought the durian pancake n durian puff from the stall tt was recommended on channel 8
after tt went down 2 bugis 2 collect my durian strudel
i also bought a mango strudel for 10 bucks
the strudels r nice!!!!!!!!! except tt the mango a bit sour
grandma came down just now n eat the strudel
she say its too ex n tell me next time dun buy
n ask me 2 save money for my studies
if wan 2 buy ask my aunt 2 buy... lolz


now gg 2 chiong OOAD revision liao.....
will continue after i finish my exam on fri which starts 4pm

its been a long time since i last blog
had been very tired recently ever since i m out of tt 'resort'
also trying 2 find time 2 sort out my mind for study
exams round the corner mah

had DSTR paper 2day
the paper is exactly like wat the exam revision slides showed
qns totally the same type
n yet i cant rmb a single thing i memorized!!!!!
my mind went totally blank!!!!
so in the end i skipped all the coding qns n do the rest first
but then i finally gave up n submit my paper 30mins b4 the exam finish
mr seetoh collected my paper
he asked me 2 sit through the whole exam n finish the qns
but i really cant rmb le wat for sit down there waste time
so in the end he just shook his head n submitted my paper
i hope i can pass this paper.... i failed the last quiz b4 the exam
n i noe it will pull down my total score a lot
i just wan a pass.... a grade C will be enough


enough abt 2day...
last wk had DBMS revision lesson on tue
quite useful 2 me as i missed out a lot during the 'resort stay'
then gt back my test paper from minqi after the lesson
we chatted a while then i went 2 meet chris for dinner at e-hub pastamania
we each order a plate of pasta n shared 1 beef lagsania(dunno the spelling la)
then we chatted for a while b4 we hit the arcade 2 play the drum machine
it was so fun la.... we topped up my card n was told tt i can upgrade my card 2 VIP de
but then dunno wat went on my head i say i dun wan
so stupid la!!!! VIP card is double play leh!!!
u top up 1buck gt 2bucks for game play!!!!!
i m so damn gg 2 upgrade it the next time!!!!
we played the machine so many rounds until our hands r sore
then after a washrm break, we went 2 watch others play the machine
then we play again!!!! LOLZ....
after tt we went 2 fairprice 2 buy bread n off we go home.....


the following day, i went 2 CGH de zhong hua clinic 2 see doc
tt doc is so weird la..... i m nt depressed abt my condition at all n he kept telling me i will recover n dun look so depressed....
then he say i can eat anything i wan n say tt i must eat 2 egg white n 1 egg yolk everyday because i lack of nutrients
he say tt my swollen legs will recover by the following wk which is tis wk la but i dun see any diff lor
n after a mth my condition will improve
n after a yr the dosage of the steriods prescribed to me will decrease
he is so damn confident la n he told my mum tt i m the third lupus patient he had 2 treat
n he is confident tt my condition will improve quite fast because i m still young
i dunno how many times i hav 2 hear tis sentence from all the docs tt see me
all say the same sentence.... in the end probs keep popping out
but 1 thing for sure is i must nt be depressed n must be positive!!!!!!!
so i m gg 2 relax myself n make sure i recover!!!!!
i wan 2 go out with my frens 2 play!!!!! i wan 2 like them!!!!!!
i wan 2 be free from medicine control!!!!!!!!!!!
after the consultation, mum n i went eastpoint 2 buy my sports shoe but in the end there dun hav my size so we went foodcourt hav lunch n i saw auntie serene having lunch with her frens
then she asked me how come so long nv go her house then i just reply very busy tts y
i hope i m nt rude......
after tt ate lunch n went 2 white sands n finally found a sports shoe with my size
then went down 2 NTUC 2 buy some stuffs n head home


tml gg 2 tire me out again cause i hav 2 go hospital for bloodtest as early as 9.30am
then wait for my appt at 2.50pm
n i gt IPTNET paper on wed at 9am!!!!!!!!
n IPTNET is my worst module!!!!!!!!!!!
gg 2 prepare notes 2 study le....

finally is wed le
went to sch 2day for my proj presentation
but in the end i ended up feeling giddy n my face turned pure white
i think i m like a walking zombie cause ms phoon looked very worried n actually wanted to send me to hospital
but in the end she called a cab for me n ask me to go home n rest
she said tt i have been consistent with my proj submission so there sld nt be a prob with passing just tt my grade will nt be fantastic
she also told me nt to worry too much abt my studies n health comes first
if i need to get notes for revision i can get it from my classmates
she is such a nice n understanding tcher.......
she even acc me to wait for the cab!!! i m so glad to hav her as my tcher


after tt when i gt home, i ate lunch n went to sleep
was super sleepy la cause even when my dad came back i dun even realise
sleep all the way until 5pm cause i heard the 100% entertainment music coming from the tv
i guess i overworked myself for wanting to finish the proj n did nt hav enough rest
from 2day onwards, i m gg to rest!!!
really rest n exercise so tt i will nt be so tired even when i m doing nth


mon was a chionging proj day
woke up quite early then went tm to buy some stuffs
bought a few t-shirts then went home chiong proj
after tt sleep until yesterday morning
went to hospital for checkup n realise tt my hand pain n the swollen legs r normal
because my dosage of medicine is high
doc say with do some special blood tests to monitor my hand pain n swollen legs
i was supposed to be on the medicine drip 2day de but i cant make it because of the proj presentation
doc said tt he told me i was told in the ward tt i will be on medicine drip again 2day
but i cant seem to rmb him saying tt
in the end he had to schedule it on fri morning as this medicine drip takes up 8hrs which is like 1 whole day!!!!
wat m i gg to do down there while on the drip???
decided to ask chris if she can lend me her psp so tt i will nt be bored
cfm gg to bring my mp3
i think my mum will be like bring ur notes down to revise for exams
i shall see wat i can do tml... wahahahaz
shall go sleep now... starting to have headache....

feel so tired 2day
totally no mood to finish my proj coding at all
but in the end still manage to get myself to do it
i gt no more time to waste although i still watch anime in btw during meals to relax myself abit
my whole body is hurting every now n then
i dunno if its my imagination or its the side effect of the medicine
the pain sometime come from my hand then sometime my leg n sometime near the waist which is super near the kidneys la


haizzzzzz
then somemore i still haven confirm my presentation day with ms phoon
die le... i must work faster now
i dun wan to fail my proj
gg to get down to work again once i m done with tis post


yesterday went to grandma house to help aunt fix the internet access
went out to eat breakfast with them at long john silvers
then its internet fixing time!!!!
gt everything setup quite fast because gt the smartwizard help
however the ppl at singtel nv send the password to my aunt
then end up my mum n aunt had to rush down to tm de hello shop to get the password
so when they went to get the password, i gt down to helping my aunt load her mp3 software into the laptop as well as updating her anti-virus software
grandma gt on to cook lunch... fried bee hoon.... oiishi ne
after lunch, mum n aunt gt home n we try to use the netgear router
however, i still cant solve the prob... haizzz
so no wireless access for me for the time being if i go my grandma house to use laptop


i shall solve the prob after my exams
shall ask jun liang for help again i think since he is the one who help me the other time
if nt i hav to ask another aunt of mine who is currently very busy n overseas
y everybody thinks tt studying the IT course means studying everything abt computer???


did nth 2day except proj
super tired since i still gt prob with the SQL query
i wonder how they manage to get the query done???
shall ask them tml after their presentation to send me their codes for reference
my presentation is confirm on wed morning le
i hope i will be ok..........

did nt hav a pleasant day at all ever since i was discharged
it was so so wrong 2 be admitted in the first place
even though i found out tt something is wrong with my body n it still can be treated
now all the endings of proj must be done
n because of my absence of contributing they were slowed down n theres a need 2 rush


went back 2 sch on wed 2 submit my mc n talk 2 ms phoon abt my proj submission
she said tt she will access me individually with another independent marker on another day
however i was scared of presenting alone which i dunno y
i wished 2 present with my gp however they also think tt its best if i gt more time 2 complete my part of the proj
somwhow when they keep telling me 2 let ms phoon access me on another seems 2 me tt they wan 2 get rid of me like tt
maybe i m too sensitive but tis kind of feeling is really very torturing
it makes me feel like i m an object... like the feeling i get back in sec sch
but i gt no choice... i hav 2 score for tis proj n i must
then when i gt home from sch, i continue doing the iptnet assignment
i re-draw everything from scratch only 2 realized tt watever we do from the start of the assignment was wrong
did nt giv up n search the net for solutions but to no anvil
went 2 bed early because i dun wan 2 be pressurized by them


yesterday was no exception
went 2 ws 2 hav lunch then bought some groceries n went home 2 continue to chiong iptnet until minqi called
discussed how 2 finish the iptnet drawing n setting
i noe they r very anxious
but i remained clam n tell them how i do
i myself also very tired n anxious abt the assignment
iptnet is my worse subject ....i can nv get gd results
after tt it was decided tt i shall nt continue 2 do the drawing
i felt so angry with myself
i noe tt my working style is slow la but i m trying to do away tis working style
i dun even noe whos right whos wrong le after all these
i spent 4 days trying 2 figure out how 2 solve then in the end hav 2 giv up
its like i wasted 4 days for nth
n i could hav just done my ooad proj
which i will be able 2 giv minqi so tt i can present with them on mon
haizzzzz......
after they hung up the call, i felt like i was being thrown onto an isolated island again
the lonely feeling from back then in sec sch came back tt instance
opened all the proj files in my laptop with hope tt i can do some changes but in the end i gt no mood n end up gaming for 2 whole hrs n then went to sleep


woke up early tis morning n went 2 changi hospital n had an accupunture session
it lasted for half an hr n after tt went 2 hav lunch n visit my great grand mother in the ward
then went 2 eastpoint 2 buy some stuffs b4 coming home
after shopping i feel quite ok le so i continue with my proj amendments until now then blog for a bit since a lot of ppl(actually only chris is complaining la) tt my blog is still dead
seriously speaking... i really hav no mood at all
from my msn pm, i m actually still feeling quite emo
i guess now they r having co prac or should be over le
gg to sleep now.... it felt tt i m nt having the rest i should be taking
i hope i will be alright


i m so disappointed by so many things
to the extend tt i dun feel like i hav any goals any more
will a long term break be gd for me???
i really wonder??

my time was spent in the hospital the past wk
due 2 the stupid swollen legs...
i gt 2 stay in the hospital 2 do the kidney cells test
gt admitted on tue right after my appt
then straight into the day surgery after breakfast
was scared stiff lor.... then the doc was like rushing like tt
the anastatic just gt injected
then she wan 2 get the kidney cells
very painful la!!!!!!!!
dunno y this time round i scream like hell in the rm!!!!
then after everything is over
i gt 2 lie still n flat on the bed for like 8hrs!!!!!!
i already noe tt since tis is the second time i doing the surgery
but i still cant ta han la!!
hw can u lie still n flat n do nth for 8hrs???
then cant go washrm must use bedpan!!! do u noe hw hard it is 2 urine into the bedpan???
its so uncomfortable la!!!!!


lucky i can get up n walk abt at 6pm or else i will die arh
lie on the bed until my back so sore
the hospital food nt tt bad after eating it for 1wk
although it is a bit tasteless as they giv food according to our diet tt our doc prescribed
night time is the worst time it can ever get
i was staying in the class B2 ward on lvl 9
because there is no more bed to accomodate me in the class c ward
i was surrounded by ah ma-s !!!! can u imagine??
i cant get to sleep because they r in pain when the nurses change their diapers or take blood from them or giv them drip
they kept screaming which led me to insomia...haizz
chris came to visit me on wed night n she brought a card with all the get well msgs
THX GUYS FOR WISHING ME GET WELL SOON FOR THE SAKE OF CHEESECAKE N THE SCORE LIBRARY!!!!!!!! I FEEL SO HONOURED!!!! XDXDXD


thurs did nth except getting medicine drip to prevent inflammation of the wounds
n waiting for the results of the cell test
the ward docs r so impatient!!!!!
they remove the bandage so fast la!!!
say tt the wound heal le!!!
then wat happen??? the wound bleed a little n scared me n my mum to death!!!!
in the end i hav to get the nurse to get me a plaster to cover the wound....
then a lot of NUS students keep coming in to ask me qns
i m so fedup la although i can help them in their exams by answering their qns
but gp by gp keep coming n ask u the same thing over n over again
can u take it?? i cant lor... seriously!!!
then at night cant sleep again


fri came n cell test result out
dr liew came down to see me n tell me tt i hav to change my medicine to prevent the lupus cells from scarring my kidneys
n the side effects of the medicine is may affect fertility in future which i dun really care, may hav blood in the urine which i m super really worried abt but doc assured tt less than 1% tt it will happen so i can be like relief a bit
then after telling me tt, he increased my steriod dosage to 70mg!!!!
its a huge increase la!!! 20mg of it already make me so drowsy during lesson liao
then nw 70mg... wan me to sleep in class arh???
he start the medicine ard the evening, its a 1hr plus drip plus a 4hr sodium chloride sol to push in the medicine to other parts of the body
the drip was super slow la.... haizzz


sat was supposed to be happy because i can discharge le
but then after gg home, i gt serious gastric pain which i cant tolerate
it like many needles poking ard here n there
did nt eat anything after nn all the way until sunday morning
went straight to A&E to get admitted
the doc n A&E say the gastric pain is due to the new medicine which i was nt told of!!!!!
then my hands gt poked again just to get the needle in so tt they can giv me drip
my hands were briused because of all the needle poking n no blood is coming out of the veins
tis time round, i was really admitted into a class c ward
on lvl 7
the nurses were all very nice ppl n ...
i m surrounded by ah ma-s AGAIN!!!!!
haizz.. but i guess i m too tired after being tortured by the pain to even rmb them screaming
but at class c ward, u can nv sleep
the lights from the other rm can get through n hurt ur eyes
there r docs from the same dept as dr chan who came down to see me
dr chia is a very nice doc although she is also a **** lineage
she keep assuring me tt i will be fine the next day n dun worry too much n tell me to rest


sun came n more medicines in the morning because of the gastric pain
oh ya also because of the wat heart scan arh say i lack potassium
then ward docs came to check n say if i dun feel any more pain then i can discharge on mon which is yesterday la
watched video on my laptop for the whole afternoon on sun until the batt flat... hahaz
actually wan to do proj de but some how the files cant open... haizz
i m always so unlucky at the critical period
nw i m rushing mad to finish 2 proj even though i m on mc


yesterday discharge was slow because need to wait for dr chia to come see me first
waited until like 2 plus 3 then she came with dr lian, the doc tt my mum is seeing for her bones
no wonder she kept looking at me with the eyes saying i hav seen u somewhere b4
she ltr then cfm its me when my mum came in to check if the doc come already... hahaz
so funny la.....
reached home abt 5plus then eat dinner with bro n sis
it feels so gd to be home!!!!
dunno y so many ppl say hospital is resort?? its prison can!!! u cant go anywhere anyhow even if u can walk ard without the nurses help
anyway, my aunts came to my house yesterday to see me
they shocked my sis as my sis was in the bathrm when they arrived.. hahaz
then they gave me money... haizzz
make me feel like i owe them a lot of money like tt
ever since i m hospitalized, all my relatives keep giving me money
i say no need but they keep giving....
make me feel so guilty... nw i understand y my mum dun wan to let them come visit me


yesterday went to bed quite early because i m damn tired
sleep until 9am tis morning n gt headache... haizz
but lucky tt headache does nt last long
then went to buy my optical mouse n printer ink cartrideges at ws challenger
then now blogging n gg to chiong my proj
tml still need to go sch submit my mc n see ms phoon regarding the proj presentation
haizz... hope tt i can wake up tml as i m still very tired.....

now is like nearing 12am n i m still awake
i actually very tired le but because of some reasons i cant sleep yet


just now gt C++ remedial
lasted from 3pm to 5.30pm
was nt in the mood for remedial at all
but i noe my results r nt gd so i better practice the coding
in the end ms joelle taught me 1 to 1
she is a very nice tcher
ms phoon also gt help me esp the accessor methods
thx both cher for explaining n teaching me


was eating lunch with ms sin b4 i went for remedial
she was wondering y m i still in sch
now all of u should noe y le lah
chatted with her abt results n stuff
but she haven really look through the list... haizz
oh ya.... b4 lunch was C++ tutorial
after tutorial, mq ask ms phoon abt proj stuffs
then i went "there, i told u already...." when i confirm smth from ms phoon
haizz...
ms phoon say my gp dun hav much confidence in ourselves
i hope the final presentation will be smooth sailing....


now i m spamming on co de blog
can u imagine how super duper wu liao i m
no mood to do any sch stuffs now
n chatting with chris makes me realized tt fri is coming nearer than expected
n doomsday is coming for me
if i dun appear in sch on mon, u all should noe wat happen to me .... lolz
gg to sleep le although tml lesson nt so early
shall hope tt miracle will happen.....


n dun worry chris
u surely can eat banana split on fri
i shall use physic power to make u recover
hahaz.... (as if i really m a physic)

just decided to come n post smth up in case i gt bugged again.. hahaz


2day lesson really bored me to death
firstly, the bus ride to sch already make me so tired tt i cant even focus
secondly, my stupid sore throat is back n this time round even worse
swallowing food become a torture!!!!!!!!
then theres lecture n practical
1 hr lec n 4 hrs prac
can u believe it???

enough talk abt sch
now i shall talk abt smth interesting
or izzit even interesting in the first place??
anyway, i was chatting with chris on my bus ride home
she called to ask if i gt call her
then wat were we talking abt i also cant really rmb le...
i gt serious stm nowadays...
then i suddenly thought of a qn n told chris tt i will put it up n let u ppl guess.. hahaz


heres the qn:
which person fits the following sentence
'nothing gd comes out from tt person's mouth when tt person says gd' ???


noe the ans???
giv me ur ans at my tagboard
i dun mind ppl spamming it actually.... XDXDXD
tts all for 2day...

woke up late as usual 2day cause i slept at 2 am
wat was i doing until 2am??
changing my blogskin n updating my post lor
had no intention to change de
but then since chris make the effort to help me find new skin
so might as well change it


i realized tt ning just make a blog when i go to nhco web
saw his link up there then went to see see look look
his blog uses the blogger template de... haizzz


watch tv until like 1 plus 2 then online
then play games for a bit b4 i go read my assignment details
the IPTNET really driving me crazy!!!!!!
so after looking at it for 1hr, i gave up n continue to play game
did nt do my tutorial for i gt no mood


tml gt proj practical n OOAD test
luckily i study le so now only hope tt i will nt be late tml
cause the test is the first lesson...
shall go sleep now to 'charge' myself

another wk just past by again...
tis wk is like so stressed up


mon gt proj lesson
then need to do quite a bit of stuffs
n lecture was revision for next mon quiz


tue gt c++ n data structure
both programming subjects crash on the same day
n some more both gt assignment to hand up by fri


wed gt c++ lecture conducted my mr chew
his way of lecture totally diff from mr lam
mr lam is teach from ppt slides
mr chew is teach from examples from visual studio
2 totally diff styles
n mr chew cant stand ppl talking when he is giving lecture
he still ask the students to leave if they nt interested since they already scan their attendance
n dun disturb the rest who wan to learn
after lecture is the tutorial
ms phoon taking over for tutorial
lucky she dun call names but volunteers
or else i confirm die
then she show us our percentage for c++ so far
i only gt 58.2% lor
its like just pass??? can u believe it??


thurs is the night class day
n i super hate thurs now
dunno y whenever it is thurs i will hate it
nt because of the night class tts all i hav to say
maybe is because of bringing laptop
my laptop is damn heavy la......


fri is the day where i m always so tired until i dun feel like doing anything at all
went to ikea to meet chris, jasmine, joel n fu sheng for lunch
then we chat until dunno wat n started talking abt doraemon... lolz
after tt we went straight down to cc
i packed the scores until i dunno how to pack
very ironic right???
then prac then after tt ekjun went to buy sweettalk
then all of us started guessing wat is tt yellow colour drink
the clues r
1. its sweet
2. its nt a fruit
3. its related to birds
4. china has lots of it
5. tai tai like to drink it

so can anyone of u guess it??
its actually birdnest ice blend!!!!!!!!
so funny la... it taste like sugarcane water can!!!
when we first guessed, my ans was egg n ber's was crow
but we end up guessing its birdnest
after all the stupid guessing
we gt bollywood scene again.... i think all of u should noe wats happening la
so i shall nt write it out.... hahaz (i hope i will nt get killed on fri)


2day went to see doc le then ate lunch at white sands then went home to sleep
sleep until 6pm then wake up
u can imagine how tired i was right
then chatted with ekjun n chris
then was pestered to change my blogskin n update my post
n my link is on nhco blog la
i was like haizzzz.... y put my link there
my blog so dull de...
haizzzzzzzzzz


hope tt tis coming wk will be fun
even though i noe it will nt be